A WARM MILK COFFEE
Fourteen

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       In the end, Agarish and I are now one room, although my clothes are still in the old room.

There has been some progress, I'm not sure either. We slept together for a few months but never did it like a couple.

I don't know, I think the fortress between me and Agariah still feels even though he has tried to open himself.

I don't mind, as long as he tries. I am also not too demanding because from the beginning who had intended to help him to return to normal.

But the last few days he's changed a little bit, not like he usually does. Now his face often looks tangled and even he often comes home at night.

Usually he was the first to get home before me, but now even I was asleep and he came home. His old nature is also like returning, not much to say and impressed indifferent.

I've been thinking a few times about what's wrong with our relationship these months, but no matter how hard I try I can't find the fault.

This can't be allowed, I have to talk about this the same Agarish so be clear. For that I decided to wait for him to come home even though my eyes were heavy to rest, but I still forced myself.

Until 1 am he entered the room. His appearance was very chaotic, there was even the smell of alcohol when he entered the house.

"Just gone home Ga?" She was a little surprised to find I wasn't asleep.

"Emmm, why aren't you sleeping?" Ask him back.

"I'm waiting for you to come home" I answered without taking my eyes off her.

Agarish threw away her face and opened the suit she was wearing. After that, he went up to the bed.

"Ga?"

"Emm"

"I'm wrong, are you?" Agarish movement that was about to cover the body stopped and then straightened his body again.

"What do you mean?" ask him confused.

"I was wrong with you until you changed. You're now back to the same cue I even you are now home in the morning, my fault what Ga?" I asked with a hoarse voice.

"You have nothing wrong" he replied and then turned back to lie down, even now he is turning his back on me.

"Keep why did you change Ga?"

"Yas nightfall. Sleep on!" He said it firmly without looking at me.

To be honest, I feel a little hurt here. My fault was too hopeful that he would change, my fault was also daring to put his heart on him when clearly he liked others.

Want to hit the person he likes I can't afford to be embarrassed. Shame is considered not to attract the attention of the husband. Then also I was afraid that Agarish was considered bad by others if I dared to open my voice.

Oh my God, how hard do I feel?

I closed my eyes even though I couldn't sleep. How can you sleep with a still-chaotic feeling?.

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Agarish has been cold to me for almost a month. For a long time I couldn't stand his attitude either. So I decided to go back to sleep in my room first.

Why am I in a room with someone who doesn't appreciate me anymore. I've had enough to last a month.

Just as I was about to close my eyes, the door of my room was pounded from the outside.

Brak brak brak

I curse in my heart to the one who banged on my door as if to knock it down.

"Yasmin open the door!" I let out a rough sigh when I realized who was the mastermind of the riot tonight.

With a shaky step I got out of bed and opened the door.

Chequelek

"You're drunk again, aren't you?" I led her up to the bed. No matter what time she is now I keep trying well.

"Why heh! Don't like you?" Impact me. I didn't answer, I opened the suit he was wearing.

"If you continue to get drunk like this will affect your health Ga" I still try to be patient.

"It's none of your business!" Keto. "Lagia why you moved into this room heh!" He gripped my arm tightly.

"Why would I sleep there if you never thought I existed" I replied in a hoarse voice. To be honest right now I want to cry lanataran hand grip Agarish. I can guess that my arm is now reddened or bruised because of the grip.

"You're my wife Yas so you can't just act. So whatever you have to report to me!"

Thats enough. I can't stand being quiet like this. I stared intently at Agarish, ignoring the pain in my arms.

"STILL DESERVE YOU TO BE CONSIDERED A HUSBAND HUH!. DID YOU EVER THINK OF ME UNTIL YOU TOLD ME TO THINK OF YOU, SAY AGARISH!"

"Dare you yell at me now well" he said coldly.

He slammed me on the bed and then abused me. He kissed my lips violently, many times I revolted but still couldn't because Agarish was stronger.

I resigned to what he did to me, I cried as long as he had me. I was hurt so badly, he fucked me but the name he mentioned was Bram's.

Many times he apologized to Bram, many times also my heart felt torn apart. So hurt.

This is not what I expected, I did expect Agarish to be normal but not in this way.

I don't know if he's aware of it or not tonight. But clearly he hurt my soul and my body at the same time.

When Agarish was asleep I went to the bathroom. It hurts but I am still forcing. I soaked for a long time, crying over the incident I just experienced.

After bathing and changing clothes I decided to leave the house and head to the cafe. That's my only goal now, can't I go to Allen's house this early in the morning? New clock shows at 3 am.

I don't want to meet Agarish right now, and I don't think I want to see her anytime.

"Tania wakes up" I feel like my body has been nudged by someone. I lazily opened my eyes. "Why sleep here Tan?" Allen asked worried about me.

"Allen" I immediately fell into Allen's embrace right then and there. Allen was shocked at first, but he finally patted my back unwilling to ask.

"What's wrong?" That's all Allen said when I regained control.

Inevitably I told him everything without anyone being left behind to Allen. I could see his face hardened and his hands clenched but he didn't say a word.

That's Allen. No matter how chatty he is usually he will be silent if it concerns me. Not because he does not care, precisely because he cares so he prefers to act rather than babble.

"What do you want now?" Allen's hand stroked my arm gently.

"I don't want to see him All" I sobbed.

"Yes gapapa. You don't have to see him first, you stay with me well" I nodded weakly.

After that Allen and I decided to go home. The car keys I put on Arthur, do you know Agarish or whoever comes asking me then they have to give me the car keys and keep my mouth shut about me.

I deliberately did not bring a phone this morning and just brought a car. Because there is no way there will be a taxi so early in the morning.

And it's true that Agrish came to the cafe and was angry about not finding me there. Children remain silent even though they have been threatened to be reported to the police because they do not want to open their mouths. But fortunately they remained stingy on their stance and chose to ignore Agarish's fidelity of not getting anything.

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