About Kesya
Feelings

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Kesya was silent even she did not so bribe ice cream in her hands. The sudden question from Boy made it seem as if it was frozen instantly.

"Gue wants to be Devan's position with myself. I want to be a handsome person to achieve a common goal even if the process is not cake when you and Devan first."

Boy himself did not understand why he bravely let out his heart tonight. He did not know how his mouth could be so stupid even continue to talk without waiting for Kesya's answer to his statement.

"Sister.."

Slowly, Kesya breathed a heavy sigh. He was very afraid if the answer made him and Boy even become very awkward.

"Please don't like me.."

Deg.

I was rejected haha-Boy.

"Actually, I'm not stupid and I know everything you do for me is a form of expression of feelings from you to me and I know it all. But, please.don't like me, brother.lo is too perfect for me who is messy and chaotic. I'm too afraid that if I hurt people, I'm afraid that I'm committed but I can't stand that commitment. Lo is a very very good figure and I even thought that you were half an angel so good. I'm afraid of your pain.."

Boy understood with all of Kesya's answers. He himself knew that he was really stupid to express his feelings on the day that the girl was hurt because her ex-lover got married.

"Gue a lot of lack, brother. The proof is Devan was never satisfied with me."

There was a bitter laugh that he showed as if saying that he himself was sick with what came out of his little mouth.

"Gue can't make people comfortable with me that finally everyone goes away from me. The universe doesn't want to see me so I don't want to hurt anyone else anymore. You also do not enter by itself into my life because my life is very dark. Simply walk in place or back away, do not go forward. I don't dare.."

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After Kesya said that, he did not know how Boy responded because even from the expression alone was completely flat as if nothing had happened. This boy is mysterious.

"Is my speech wrong..?" gumam Kesya slowly.

He looked at his cell phone screen. The message he sent a few minutes ago never got an answer from the man made him think hard, afraid if Boy hurt by him.

"Why should I? I can't open my heart and accept others anymore because my heart is so fragile.."

Ting.

Kesya slowly opened the green application but not as expected, it turns out that the message sent is Jojo.

Jojo sent me a photo.

Please take care of your men. These are both heavily drunk and I'm tired of doing it all. My phone abis charger. Rey.-jojo's chat.

Kesya was completely shocked after opening a message from Rey. First, he had never known that Boy could also drink and get drunk. And second, he did not think how Rey even had time-four selfie ria when his two friends were drunk heavily.

Whereabouts? I'm following you now.-Rey.

Where else are there thousands of photos on display on the wall?-Rey.

"Kok ngeselin anyway?" gerutu Kesya but a thin smile he could not deny.

Kesya immediately said goodbye to Citra to catch up with Boy who was drunk there.

Kesya is not stupid, he also knows that the reason Boy drank is because of the sentence that came out of his mouth. It's very frightening, he's very afraid if he hurts the perfect guy like Boy.

"Lo nolak Boy?"

Rey's question made Kesya look at him with a surprised look.

This is Rey in the US not learning to be a shaman, right?- Kesya.

"There's no other more appropriate reason than lo who makes Boy so gini."

Kesya looked at Boy. The man had fallen asleep on the sofa in a completely chaotic state.

"Cok be me?! Yeah maybe Brother Boy had a lot of thoughts."

Kesya didn't want anyone to know about that night, the night of his rejection of Boy.

"Lo don't know if Boy's a strong drinker? He already knew alcohol from High School and had been drinking a lot let alone he would like to join the party co-worker Om Heru."

"Huh?! From before?! How do I never know?!"

How Kesya was not surprised, he thought he already knew the man well, but it turns out Boy is still a mysterious man.

"Then you take one apartment with him, he doesn't want to drink anymore because he knows you don't like the smell of alcohol."

Deg.

"She stopped drinking since you guys lived together, especially plus there was Ello who made her realize that she could not be a bad example for her own child."

Kesya was completely silent at Rey's words.

"Boy is not just a cake boy you know. There are so many stories of her life that her cake you have to know from her own mouth. If you accept him, you have to accept with all the shortcomings that exist, with all the stories of his life, and with all his past he even though Boy's past is quite gloomy."

"Sister.."

"He's serious as you even from High School first" said Rey smiling thinly.

Kesya. To be denied, he had hurt this man very deeply. The man who will always give her a hand to hold, a shoulder to lean on, and a warm hug is also a soft elusan at the top of the head. Kesya had hurt him a long time ago, and unfortunately he himself did not realize it.

"The reason why Boy never said that he likes you is because he feels sincere. He can't possibly be Devan's equal rival who is clearly his own best friend. All that Boy has done so far is not because I, Kak Gab, and Mas Raka are asking, but because he himself is willing to take care of you. You should have realized since Boy went too deep in your life."

"Sister Rey.sorry, sorry that Kesya must hurt Rey's best friend.. Kesya know the feelings of Kak Boy but Kesya does not want to. fear.. I don't want to hurt Brother Boy.. Boy is too perfect.."

Rey slowly grabbed the little girl's body in front of her. The girl who had been crying softly while looking at the man who was fast asleep.

"Sir Rey. Kasian Kak Boy. Kak Boy should heal his heart wound. but all this time he tried to help Kesya to heal Kesya's own heart wound.."

Rey was silent. He no longer knew what to say. It was enough tonight his mouth leaked by telling all about the feelings of Boy to his beloved sister.

"Sister.. Kesya fear.. Kesya does not want to hurt Kak Boy. please. please Kesya.."

"You have to keep boundaries."

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