Acha: Thank You Yoga
13. Acha Go

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This is where Yoga is now, on the side of the road with his hands tightly gripping the steering wheel of his car. The anxious rails were engraved very clearly. Where the hell are you, Cha? Batin Yoga gusar's. Yoga is self-defeating that has a level of sensitivity that can be said to be brought on average for women's affairs. His intelligent brain is not smart to understand a sentence that contains implied meaning. A sentence is okay that is always spoken by women when there is nothing.

"Stupid lo, Yog!" anguished Yoga while hitting hard on the steering wheel of his car. Feelings of worry and fear coalesce into one. Bad possibilities began to fill his brain. Yoga was angry now, he was very angry with himself. He already realized there was something different from Acha but he did not want to find out and chose to go home just like that. However, a bad feeling approached him when the car he was driving had stopped right in the courtyard of his house as a result Yoga chose to return to his apartment but he was surprised when he did not find Acha there.

Panic attacks him, repeatedly trying to contact Acha but the woman does not want to receive a phone call. In addition to the rain that suddenly fell making Yoga increasingly foggy.

O Lord, protect him wherever he is, Inner Yoga prays. He then returned to gas his car, drove his BMW car splitting the rainy night road.

Yoga kept driving his car. His eyes were not once off the streets hoping that he would see Acha. Acha's shadow crying while curled up in the thick rain makes the heart of Yoga throb pain. Acha's roaring cry so moved her heart.

The path that Yoga goes through is not too crowded. Only one or two vehicles passed. From a distance, Yoga vaguely saw a girl who was walking away from her position. The rush of rain and the lack of lighting make Yoga a difficulty to ascertain who the girl is. Yoga refers to his car a little faster to get closer and how surprised Yoga is at seeing that Acha. Yoga eyes that are slightly open now open wider when a car drove at high speed, approaching Acha stupidly, instead of avoiding Acha even silent. In fact, the sound of the car horn that names the ears does not make Acha avoid danger until a little more the car will hit the body of the Acha bee. However, God still seemed to want to give him the opportunity to atone for his sins.

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Acha POV

I shuffled out of my bed, took my phone tucked away on the nightstand and put on my sandals tucked away on the floor.

I have made my heart ready to go from where I now live. Apart from a house but also a heart, yes I have to go. With me staying here, then I'll just be between Yoga and Dinda, I'll ruin the happiness of the couple who look so friendly. And worse, I will ruin the future of Yoga. You can't be selfish just for my own sake.

I left the apartment that had been my home for a few days. In my heart I thank Yoga for accepting me. The feeling of not being willing to ambush my heart but once again I firmly not to be a shame, not to damage the happiness of others especially damage the future of Yoga.

My sandal-wrapped feet kept stepping away from the skyscrapers I had been living in for several days. Some wonderful memories along with Yoga were suddenly like a broken cassette that kept spinning in my brain. I smiled wryly as I said, "Yoga is not mine. I'm just a stranger who accidentally got into his life."

I kept walking down the sidewalk. The rain suddenly fell on my body which was only wrapped in a home shirt. I don't care about that, I don't care about the cold rain that feels like it's piercing to the bones. Many times my phone rang, I guess who sipenelvon was but I deliberately did not pick it up. He was a figure I had avoided this time.

I hugged her own body, her steps were getting away from the apartment she was living in and it might have been almost half an hour. I have my eyes flowing again, how sad I am now. Unwanted by his own family, no one cares, no idea where to go. My mind was so upset that I unconsciously kept walking in the middle. I can see a car traveling at high speed but I feel reluctant to step aside. I kept walking forward, eroding the distance between myself and the car that was driving. My existence was never expected. So, why am I still alive today? It seems like this is indeed the best for everything, Inner Acha.

The car lights are getting dazzling my eyes, soon, yes just a minute not to minutes in just a matter of seconds surely I will be gone for good. However, I can feel a hand blocking my arm and pulling my body up to now me and him - the one who helped me fall together on the wet asphalt. Lucky it's lonely now.

"Yoga," I said softly but full of worries. Yoga fell on the asphalt with me on it. I immediately stood up and helped Yoga to rise from his position.

"Is he crazy?" his clasping made me slightly gasp but did not answer.

"Lo why the hell? You previously thought not if until the car was really nabrak lo!" Yoga still gets her anger. He was really angry, I could have done that crazy thing.

"Lo want to leave me?" Yoga shook my body yet I still did not dare to look at it. Unbeknownst to me, the tears of Yoga just shed, lucky rain still fell so fast that it disguised the clear circle.

Yoga then pulls my body to hold it tightly, very tightly and hugs Yoga very warmly. "Sorry" my great-granddaughter, but not ignored by her.

"Lo knows no Cha if I'm worried about you. I'm afraid you're okay, I'm afraid to lose you" he said frustrated.

I was stunned to hear that, my body stiffened. I unraveled my embrace with Yoga, I stared at in his dark net full of worries and fears. So worried and scared is Yoga if I really go?.

"You don't have to be like this, Yoga" I said. "Lo should not sacrifice your feelings, your happiness let alone your future." I paused my sentence, wanting to speak again but my voice seemed to be stuck. "Gue is not worth it. Please, let me go, "my final.

Can I see Yoga stiffening at precisely, could it be that he was shocked by my words just now? I don't care, rather pretend not to care. I turned my back to leave Yoga but quickly Yoga pulled my hand and hugged my body back tightly.

"Gue won't let you go, Cha!" she was soft but full of emphasis.

I struggled, trying to escape the embrace of Yoga. If it continues like this my heart will weaken later. That can't happen.

"Yoga, you deserve better than me. Dinda, he loves you so much."

Yoga gasped, he then let go of his embrace to me and looked at me questioningly. Did I know everything? Maybe that's what's on his mind.

“Lo already know?” her frog asked which I then replied with a nod.

“I know you guys are dating and I don't want to be the third person among you.”

Yoga is slowly shaking. “Lo is not a third person. Long, long before there lo our relationship is no longer the same,” alibi. Somehow Yoga who usually never lies has suddenly become a liar just for my sake. The fact that Yoga changed the course of my life, but I foolishly believed it.

I want to be selfish, just this time please let me be selfish. Sorry, Dinda. But, just this once I want to be selfish. Hopefully, you won't hate me one day, my heart.

Yoga gently held my hand and said, “Don't think weirdly. We better go home now. Long exposure to rain water is not good for our prospective children.”

My heart rippled to hear the words Yoga.what was he saying earlier? our child candidate? Yoga has said it twice and it makes me very happy. This handsome man in front of him accepted his son. A sudden sense of regret enveloped my heart, remembering that I almost killed the child in my womb before the innocent baby even saw the world. I'm sorry, dear. My mind gently rubbed my stomach.

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