After 5 Years Apart's
A5YA 11'S. Am I The Wrong Again?
Andra looked at the confession that came out of Rexha's mouth. He looked very, very surprised, his eyes changed between wanting to be angry, happy, and feeling very guilty.
"Rexha, try repeating again. Is Dara really my daughter?" No, Andra didn't not listen, but she wanted to hear again so that everything was clear.
Rexha averted her eyes, dispelling her tears that started to flow. He could no longer hold himself back and was hooked at last. After all, there was no point in him hiding the facts about their son. Whatever Andra's reaction will be, he doesn't care anymore.
"Yes, I was pregnant at the time. And I managed to give birth to Dara with great difficulty. Now you know, right? What are you gonna do?" rexha.
Andra shook her head, she walked quickly closer to Rexha and then held both of her arms.
"Why didn't you tell me? Why Rexha? I'm sorry .." - Andra said regretfully, holding Rexha's cheek while looking at the woman.
"What if I say it, you'll stay?" Rexha stared back at Andra with her own eyes.
"You can say, Rexha. We can find a solution together" said Andra did not believe the big decision taken Rexha.
"I'm wrong again, Ndra? I keep going wrong? I was always wrong! I was wrong because you were in a relationship with a delinquent like me! I was wrong to have ensnared you to stay beside me. I'm a cheap woman who has seduced you. I was wrong, Ndra! I keep getting blamed!" Rexha screamed as she pushed Andra's shoulder hard, the victim became - so remember how she used to be considered a woman does not know herself because she was in a relationship with a perfect man like Andra.
"Rexha ..." Andra could not answer, she immediately pulled the woman into her arms, hugging her very tightly. "I'm really sorry," Andra added in a hoarse voice, unable to simply hold back the crying that suddenly wanted to come out.
Rexha cried, drowned her face in the man's boat and cried. Trying to toughen up was useless, he who always tried to look okay finally gave up too. It hurts so much to endure such excruciating feelings.
"Why am I still being blamed? Do I deserve to be hated?" said Rexha clutching Andra's waist to vent the pain in her heart.
"No, you're never wrong, Rexha. I'm wrong, I'm wrong here. I'm sorry." Andra shook her head softly, I swear to whatever she could not imagine how sick Rexha was when she chose to keep their child without a husband beside her.
Andra let go of her embrace, she wiped Rexha's tears. "You're never wrong, you're the best woman I've ever known. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I will take everything for granted" Andra said with a very serious look.
Rexha was surprised to hear the decision, she wiped her tears and released herself. "Maybe if you said it five years ago, I would have accepted it, Ndra. Now everything has changed" Rexha said, remembering that if Andra already had a happy family, she could not have gotten into the man's relationship.
"Nothing has changed, I still love you as much as when I knew you. My feelings never change, Xha." Andra clasped Rexha's hand, trying to convince the woman of her feelings.
Rexha knew Andra loved her very much. The man was the first to make Rexha's life colored. But Andra was also the first man to make Rexha feel scared and hurt simultaneously. He very memorized the nature of Andra is very reckless, he did not want to make the man into a man who is not responsible just because of him.
"My feelings have changed, Andra. Everything that has happened cannot be repeated. Never defy destiny" Rexha said without looking at Andra's face.
"Stop lying to myself Rexha! Why are you always like this? I'm wrong, why should my heart be the one you punish? I love you, Rexha! I love you!" sergeant Andra pulls Rexha's hand until she falls back into his arms.
"Stop bragging, Andra! If you love me, you won't remarry another woman until you have children!" Rexha was so upset, she vented it by pushing Andra.
"Married again what?" Andra frowned not understanding.
"Currently, just because you've heard the truth, you want to try to lie to me? I already know Andra, you already have a wife and children. Even your children are grown up" Rexha said very, very upset.
Andra frowned even deeper, she really did not understand what this Rexha meant. He thought hard, and a moment later he chuckled when he found out why Rexha considered him to have a son and a wife.
"What are you laughing at? What I said was true, right? Basic, all men are the same," ketus Rexha increasingly upset, feeling laughed at by Andra.
"Nothing is right, I've never married anyone, let alone had children. You don't need to be jealous," Andra pinched Rexha's cheek with anxiety.
"What jealousy?" Rexha glared in annoyance. "I've seen it myself. You and your wife pick up your kids at school. Cih, why is the world so narrow, why do you have to send your children to the same school as my daughter" said Rexha.
"You haven't changed in the past." Andra laughed even more as she shook her head.
"There's no reason to change" Rexha said with a tough attitude.
"But what I say is true, I haven't married Rexha, and son? It was my niece, her son Aleen's sister," Andra explained the truth.
"What?" Rexha was so shocked after knowing the truth.
"Yes, Clayton's my brother's son."
"really?" Rexha frowned in disbelief.
"Of course, this is weird. How could I have married and had a child our age?" andra said with a faint smile.
"Yes, it could have been that time you also did it with other women," said Rexha just so, he condemned his stupidity for not thinking that far.
"You're the first, Xha."
Andra's reply suddenly made all doubts in Rexha just disappear. Her lips could not even resist not smiling sweetly.
'It turns out that all her conjectures were wrong, Andra never turned away from me.'
"You believe me, don't you?" asked Andra to grab Rexha's hand for the woman to look at her.
"Ehm, don't know. You guys, there won't be any marks either. That's your right, either way" Rexha said, still too embarrassed to say she believed in him.
"Do you want to make sure of yourself?"
Happy Reading's.
TBC.