After Darkness
Episode 1's

Elsa sat pensively in her seat, her gaze straight out the plane window. He looked at the housing, the sea and as his that looked like an ant from up here. Small, meaningless and may look like nothing but actually also a very beautiful sight.

Elsa contemplates the life she has lived all this time, a life she thinks is beautiful and full of struggle. Elsa knows she is ambitious and Elsa is proud of it. Because he believes that being ambitious is great for anything he wants in life. But Elsa just realized, Someone who can only continue to ambition will sometimes forget to be grateful for what they have, he said, they always want more and more so that they can just lose what they already have in just seconds. And that's what Elsa's been through all this time.

Elsa loves modeling, Elsa always dreams of becoming an international model and Elsa is ready to do anything for it, including leaving her future husband on her wedding day.

But see what Elsa got?

He lost the heart that he had loved and loved so much for 8 years, which made him very sick, now the pujaan has his younger siblings and they now love each other. Having a harmonious household that Elsa always dreamed of with the idol, and now she is only the past of the idol.

Is the pain pain?

Elsa smiled at the pain she felt when she found out she was marrying her sister. Elsa blames her sister and everyone who lets them get married, and they blame Elsa. Saying Elsa is so selfish, is pursuing the dream she wants to achieve selfish?

However, losing her beloved husband-to-be did not necessarily make Elsa lose her dream to become a model. And that desire made her meet a jerk like Jimmy, who was so sweet, gantle, yet a crocodile. Who even took Elsa's chastity when Elsa was drunk. But Elsa also knows, she can't blame Jimmy because Jimmy wouldn't have done that if Elsa had taken care of herself. Well, as warned by his little sister. But Elsa was too arrogant to justify her sister back then.

Not only did it destroy Elsa's life, envy and jealousy in her sister also made her life more bleak, filled with hatred and all the heart disease lodged in her heart, and he even nearly killed his pregnant sister and it also made Elsa feel the cold of her prison, how gripping his stay in prison and how horrible his people were there.

Elsa doesn't know how she's going to get on with her later life, it's all over.

And now he is on his way home. Because her ex-fiancee who is now her sister-in-law released Elsa from prison on the condition that Elsa must stay away from their small family.

Elsa's heart is so sick, she is like an infectious disease that must be kept away from the person she actually loves, namely her own sister. Despite that, Elsa realizes that all this time she has been hurting her sister and Elsa deserves her karma now.

And considering her hometown, it makes Elsa hot cold. Everyone knew about her selfishness that left her future husband for a photo shoot and asked her sister to take his place, it makes Elsa into the gossip of the living creatures in her housing complex.

Not to mention his self-photo that only made a bikini while doing a photo shoot in Japan, really makes his whole family angry, and it also became a warm meal of lips on the residents of his housing complex.

Actually Elsa does not want to return to her hometown but she can no longer refuse the orders of her parents, because Elsa has lost direction in her life.

"Sa..."

Elsa gasped as the mother touched her shoulder, the gaze that had been empty had now turned to look at the Mother.

"Yes, Ma?" ask her.

"It's okay, Ma. Just Elnaz's mind, is he okay? Will he forgive me?" aside, her mother let out a long sigh and glanced at her husband who was sitting next to her.

"Your sister is a good person." said the Father "She will definitely forgive you, she must be fine too, Arfan must take care of her and take good care of her, what else Arfan is a Doctor" said the father who made Elsa smile wryly.

Arfan, the name of his former fiancee, as well as his cousin, who is now his sister-in-law. He is handsome, kind, polite, and definitely a partner that every woman dreams of. Don't forget also besides handsome he is also well established, a surgeon. Elsa has so many dreams with her ex-fiance, but she herself throws the dream away from him.

Regretted?

Hem, don't ask. The biggest regret in Elsa's life is letting go of a man like Arfan.

"Son.." again Elsa gasped as her Mama touched her shoulder.

"Why, Ma?" ask her with such a beautiful look.

"Don't look back, your future is still long. You can still reach for your other dreams, you can still get other happiness" said the mother, Elsa can only smile and nod slowly.

They enjoy their journey home with various thoughts raging in their minds.

But, the past is past. The bad thing Elsa has left behind there, but will the bad thing leave her?

***Tbc...

...Visual After Darkness ...

Sriwijaya robins***

Elsa Karina