After Meet You's
AMY#33

Maybe Bias should have hated Alvaro and remained his enemy, or maybe it would have been better if he had never met him. Because since long ago he had never fallen in love with anyone, but different since the presence of Alvaro. Although they always quarrel, but without realizing it he felt lost whenever it did not happen to him, as if his life was empty without any disputes and small fights on the sidelines of his school activities. Bias has absolutely no idea since when this happened to her, because she is completely unaware of her own feelings.

Since the incident that happened a week ago, right when Alvaro expressed his feelings indirectly, making him always think about it which finally realized if he also had the same feelings as the man. But when he wants to open his heart and accept Alvaro, for some reason a lot of events that come to him, especially when Alvaro decides all his lovers and away from all the women who approach him, and because of that Bias is now always their target. Even Bias had no idea about them and had never known any of them. So how do they know about themselves, who tells them.

"Gue sorry this is all my fault, if you never met the same I might not be able to experience the rich happenings gini. I'm also sorry if you've put the same feeling you" said Alvaro made the girl immediately look at him, somehow there is an unwilling feeling that comes to him. It was as if after this there would be no more meetings between them, as if this was really the farewell that was going on between them.

"Why can't our story be as smooth as a fairy tale? Why when love comes, but circumstances do not permit. Maybe I should always be lonely, never know what love is" Bias said as she wiped the tears that fell back on her cheeks, his tongue was completely twisted as every sentence came out of his lips.

"Gue apologize for the hurt I gave you, are we really not able to establish a relationship, do we really have to be enemies?" Alvaro looked at him. Instantly Bias laughed when she heard him occasionally back to wipe her tears, but not happy laughter or condescending laughter.

"Not that we were enemies before, why should the road be heavy again. We have not been a temen" said Bias on the sidelines of his laughter, and again wiped his tears that did not stop.

"Lo is also my first love, but we really can't" Bias said, moving on and choosing to leave Alvaro alone, while the man is now sitting in a wooden chair near him with frustration.

"We haven't even dated, but why have we split up. It's like we just broke up" Alvaro said in his heart.

"Why does falling in love have to be this sick? Why loving you should be this difficult" Bias said in her heart, as she continued to move her legs.

It may be true, people say, if we love someone so deep and big make us have to be ready to feel pain that is also not less great than our love for him. Even because now the girl really loves Alvaro so deeply that he must be willing to let go, because loving does not always have to have. Because after all God who gives love and God who determines everything, if Alvaro is really destined for him, of course God will re-unite the two, if Alvaro will truly be, conversely, if God does not allow the hardest thing is to give everything and make peace with the past.

Maybe his first love will be very painful, but it does not make Bias regret it, even the girl is grateful to still be able to feel what it feels like to fall in love even though it does not end happily and pleasantly. In fact, she also felt very happy because she became the first girl who was truly loved by a Playboy and got the position in her heart, unlike the girls who had filled her day but not with her heart.