
"Don't do that to him Matthew. He wants to build a bright future after the dark times he went through. Don't destroy Irina's future. Don't do that." The whispers filled Matthew's mind again.
Matthew looked annoyed. Soon, he also looked frustrated.
"I really want to make love to you right now Irina. But on the other side. I really love you. I'm in love with you. If I love, how can I hurt you, how can I ruin you" Matthew whispered, muttering to himself.
"Damn." said Matthew.
"How can I destroy you. If I love you so much."
Matthew then back buttoned one by one Irina shirt buttons. Tidying up again using Irina who has half she opened.
Slowly Matthew then withdrew from Irina's body. Then he rushed to the bathroom.
With a warm shower. Matthew flushed his body. Let the flow of warm water that emanated from the shower flushed his head and flowed to his feet.
"Almost I can't help myself." Matthew Guman.
After a few minutes in the bathroom. Matthew returned to the room and he put his clothes back on.
After Matthew is neat. Matthew went back to the bed and grabbed Irina's body. Take him into the barn.
Then Matthew brought Irina back to the living room. Sit Irina where she was sitting.
Matthew doesn't want Irina to suspect that he's still sleeping in his bed. As much as possible Matthew removes the trail.
While waiting for Irina to wake up from her sleep. Matthew then poured his favorite wine and took it to the balcony of the apartment. There Matthew tried to calm his mind and control his emotions.
Matthew then lit a cigarette and enjoyed it. In the hope that he can return to calm and normal. Because honestly, imperfect desires he channeled to make Matthew's soul restless and restless.
He should have had satisfaction. Now he has to hold it back.
Twenty minutes later. Now Irina began to blink both eyes.
Her head that felt heavy made Irina have to hold her forehead.
From where he stood. Matthew who saw Irina was awake then he threw away his cigarette and walked closer to Irina.
"Irina, you're awake." Sapa Matthew, who was walking slowly closer to Irina.
"Oh, sorry sir, I fell asleep." Irina looked embarrassed.
"No problem." Matthew seemed to be giving a faint smile.
"How can I fall asleep. I just had a drink that you gave me. You know you've just fallen asleep." said Irina again, feeling confused.
"Maybe you're exhausted. It's okay Irina."
"Once again sorry, sir. I'm not polite."
"Really Irina, it's okay. Don't feel bad."
"It's six o'clock in the afternoon, then I go straight home sir. I don't have to go back to the office."
"It's okay sir, it's okay. I can go home by myself."
"It's okay Irina. I'll keep taking you home. I'm not busy either."
Matthew then takes the keys to his car and intends to drive Irina home.
along the way to Irina's house. Matthew was silent and focused on the streets. Irina herself did not say much.
Shortly after, Matthew stopped his car when he was on the side of the road in front of Irina's house.
There was a scene that caught Matthew's attention when he drove Irina home. There's a car parked right in Irina's yard. And Matthew saw the car when Irina was in graduation.
"Jacob, what's he doing home?" Irina said slammed, when she found her best friend's car was in her yard.
"Sounds like you have a guest?" matthew tried to investigate.
"That's Jacob's car."
"Who's Jacob? Your boyfriend?" matthew immediately shot. Because he was also made curious about the man who looked familiar with Irina some time ago.
Irina smiled at Matthew's support.
"He's my friend sir. I don't have a boyfriend. And have no intention of going out any time soon. There are a lot of things I want to accomplish first. I don't want to be tied up in a relationship that will only take my time and attention. I want to focus on my career first." said Irina a little confided in Matthew.
"I support you Irina."
"Okay, thank you for delivering me sir. I go inside first."
"Same as Irina."
Irina then got out of the car and walked towards her yard.
One thing that makes Matthew interested in not rushing away is he wants to know the figure of the man he already knows named Jacob. The one Irina said she was her best friend.
"Jacob." said Irina, as soon as Jacob came from the house and he immediately welcomed Irina.
"Hi's beautiful." replied Jacob, who then immediately opened his hands and was ready to hug Irina.
Looking at the interaction of how Irina and someone named Jacob were looking familiar. Makes Matthew feel jealous.
"You from anywhere? I've been waiting for you for a long time." said the man whose voice was still heard by Matthew who was still in his car.
"I have a meeting at the office" Irina replied in a carefree voice.
"Let's talk inside." take Irina again to Jacob, even Irina took Jacob's hand to enter the house.
"So that you embrace and hold Irina's hand. Aside from that guy you're almost hard to touch" Matthew said.
He then drove back to his car to return to the apartment.