After You Left Me
Spill Everything

Kinna ran out of the mansion towards her car, she quickly opened the car and got in. Then quickly start the car engine and then get out of the Clark Family mansion. Kinna drove her car with tears in her eyes, she wiped her tears while driving

Because she felt that she would continue to cry, Kinna finally pulled her car over at the supermarket where her parking lot was a little spacious. She parked her car neatly, then she cried again. He still felt claustrophobic with the reality he faced, he thought what it would be if he expressed his feelings first. Can he get the love of Estian?

Kinna was sobbing more and more, he put his kapala on the steering wheel. Early morning does not begin with a smile, but instead begins with sadness. Right now he could not think anything, all he wanted right now was to cry. Vanishing all the sadness that just happened, befalling him. When you stop crying, the sadness will stop

Now that the clock in her car is showing at 01:34 and she is still staying in the parking lot, she intends to go home soon after she feels better. Kinna tried to turn on the music in her car so that it could be a little comforting her sadness, instead of her comforted Kinna even more sad because of the song played in her music

Have you ever felt

The distance between us?

Now it's getting more felt

After you know him

I don't believe it

How you decide

Beautiful love of us

Who don't want 'me to end

You're off

Didn't you ever realize I was the one you hurt?

You left with your promise that you had broken

Oh Lord help me, erase my love

I want to be happy even if I am not with him

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Judika's song successfully made Kinna cry, she decided to go home at this time because she was also cold because the AC car was very cold

"I'm sorry brother, but if you force 'me not to love you it's impossible. Because my love will only increase and never decrease" Inner Kinna cried

"*Do you know what makes me love you so much? Is it because of money? nope. Because of wealth? nope. Is it because of inheritance? nope. Because of position? that's not it either. I love you because I believe if you are the one God has prepared for me, I always pray to God. We've known you for a long time, I've seen you when I was a kid. We even play together, eat together, go to school together. Is there not a little or bah*kan little, your love for me not as a sister, but as the opposite sex? Don't you ever feel fluttering when you're near me? Is it true you never loved me sister? " Inner Kinna cried again

Until the house he parked his car, then opened the password on the door. Finished Kinna went straight upstairs to her room, seeing that her parents' bedroom door was closed. He dropped his body on the bed while staring at the ceiling of the room. He took a deep breath and then exhaled it

Kinna got out of bed, intending to wear her skincare again. When she looked at her body in the mirror again her tears were growing, it turned out that she was still wearing the jacket that Estian had given her. Kinna took off her jacket and folded it neatly. Kinna tried to sniff his jacket, and of course there was only an Estian scent there

Kinna sat on her dresser chair, cleaned her face and put on her skincare. Finished already wearing all of his grooming, he immediately walked over to his walk in closet to store his Estian jacket. Kinna put her body back on the bed and put on a blanket. Put an alarm on her phone and then looked back at the ceiling

"O Lord I always pray to you, please send someone who will truly be my life companion. Not someone who just intends to play around, send someone you have prepared for me. People who love and love me, my family, my family, and our children. Hopefully this morning when I wake up, I can be strong to face the reality of life"