Akhsan And Ikhsann
214. Karma exists

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Yes, the woman who came begging at Kairi's house was Nesa, Fatma's biological mother whose fate was now so drastically changed. He used to be so well-off, eat well, nice house, attractive appearance but now? The world had revolved around him and placed him in the most basic place.

Maybe this is the karma he got for throwing away Fatma as well as Aira. He felt this was not comparable to the distress experienced by Fatma and Aira.

Even with her unconscious, Aira who had been with her always get torture by her and also her husband's fans.

Nesa walked around limping, holding two bags of crackles and also one envelope she held so tightly. He was happy to have all of that, but his heart was sliced so much that his tears kept breaking as he recalled his bad behavior towards Fatma and Aira.

"Mom deserves this, mother deserves it. " Say it with a bit of a whim.

"God has shown greatness to Mother, you have experienced this and now you must feel it too. I used to sleep and live in a nice place, and now everything has turned around. You deserve to be happy Fatma, Aira. I will not disturb your happiness. I will no longer trouble you. " She said, with so much regret.

Nesa's steps stopped at the small hut made of used items, she wiped away her tears before going inside there.

What Fatma had experienced once really turned to Nesa and the Fans, even though they seemed to be worse off.

"Assalamu'alaikum." He said as he entered the hut that had no door at all, there was only cloth that became the cover.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, you're home? Mom, I'm getting feverish, Mom. The heat's getting higher." Jio told Nesa.

Since getting beaten by Marco's men at that time Fans can not walk, without a stick as a help, his feet hurt because of getting a very hard blow and of course with a stick that is not easy.

Nesa quickly ran, approaching the Fans. His eyes continued to break but his lips he tried to keep smiling. "Mas, look, Nesa bring food we can eat now. Nesa also got the money later I'll buy the medicine for Mas, mas day quickly recover." His words are so sad.

Uhuk... Uhuk...

"Now we have to eat. " Nesa helps Fans to sit down.

Tau did not reply with words he just nodded lazily. Nesa immediately pulled out the food given by Kairi earlier, rice, vegetables, and also some side dishes that were so tempting to their appetite.

"Fried chicken, Mom! Is Jio really going to eat fried chicken?" A smile came out from the lips of the eleven year old boy. It had been a very long time since he had tasted what was called fried chicken and now he was so happy that he would be able to eat it again.

"i-yes. We'll eat fried chicken again. You like fried chicken, right? " Say Nesa said softly. Her hand gently caressed Jio's cheeks affectionately.

"Ashik.., Jio finally can eat fried chicken again. " Jio was so excited this time, this was a sustenance that could not be lost and came without them having to work hard to find used goods.

"Now Jio eat a lot of yes, let Jio healthy and big fast. "

"Yes, Mom. " Jio answered enthusiastically.

With a potluck of rice, vegetables and side dishes were divided into three by Nesa. They look so greedy eating it, let alone Jio? He is the most excited.

"It's so good, Mom! " Shouted Jio.

"It's so good." Answer Nesa.

Despite being sick but Fans can still eat by themselves, Fans feel happy because they can finally eat after three days of empty stomach, but he is also sad because he can not be happy Nesa and Jio.

All of this was his fault, if he was not greedy for treasure and did not torture and would sell Aira first maybe this suffering they would never have experienced. But, like 'Nasi has become porridge' what they planted and now they are reaping it.

Just a few bribes, Nesa again remembered Fatma earlier. He was silent, stopping his eating and daydreaming. She is ashamed of her children who are now getting happiness and comfort. He used to be ashamed of being poor so he threw away and abandoned his two children, and now he is even more ashamed, but he is ashamed of his own children because his fate is not as beautiful as they get.

Nesa remained silent, it seemed like she had not heard the fans talking to her at all. While Jio now also stopped eating and also looked at Nesa the mother who was silent.

"Nit." Fans again, but Nesa still remained silent.

"Mom, Mommy... " Jio also took part in calling Nesa with a louder voice compared to the Fans. Maybe because the fans' voice was so soft that Nesa did not hear him.

"Yes! " Nesa fluttered, directly staring at Jio quickly.

"Call you father, ma'am." Jio replied and now he was back again after Nesa had awakened.

Nesa immediately turned her head, looking at the confused Fans looking at her. "Why, Mas. Does Mama need anything? " Task Nesa very patiently.

"Why are you? What are you thinking so you don't hear me calling you, hem..? " Task Fans astonished.

"It's okay, really."

" Can't I hear you again? Are you tired of taking care of me? Or you..." Fans' remarks stopped.

"No, Mas. It's not like that." Sambar Nesa, interrupting the words of Fans who feel a burden. "So... Nesa met Fatma, Mas. " Nesa bowed lethargic.

"Fatmas! How's he doing, Nes? She's okay, right? He's happy now, isn't he? He's not suffering anymore, is he?" Read Fans.

Maybe for months like this, making Fans and Nesa really change and care about Fatma or Aira. Even though he no longer wants to trouble his children anymore and does not want to meet them, but they will be happy if they hear their two children are happy.

"Alhamdulillah, Mother. Now that Fatma is happy, she also gets someone who really cares about her and can make her happy."

"We are between good luck and neither is luck, Mas. We are lucky because we can get strong children, children who are mature and care about others. Children are the pride of both parents. "

"But.., it turns out that luck is also not we get because we do not deserve to be their parents, we do not deserve to be happy with that pride, we do not deserve Mas." Nesa began to sob because of her own words.

"That's it, Nes! This has become our destiny. Everything has happened and we cannot turn back the events of that time. Now we can only regret it, Nes. And we can only pray that they are always happy, and we can only hope that one day we can get forgiveness from both of them. " Answer Fans.

That hope that is now a dream for both of them, can get sorry from Fatma and Aira is their biggest dream. They no longer dream that they will be accepted or considered as his parents again, they only have hope that he will get sorry later.

"Mas, right. I hope we can get an apology from them." Nesa answered, wiping her wet cheeks from her own tears.

"Mom, will Jio ever be able to meet Kak Aira and Kak Fatma? Can Jio call them big brother?" Ask Jio.

Nesa embraces Jio, this is all his fault, because his greed used to now also feel Imbasasnas, he lost his rights as a sister, and did not get the love of his two brothers.

"You just pray, son. Hopefully one day you can call them brother and you can get your rights as a sister. Forgive me mom and dad who took all that from you, son. I'm sorry, Mom."

"Yes, Mom. Jio will always pray that Jio will be able to meet and unite with Aira and Fatma. " Answer replied Jio who was still in Nesa's arms.

"I'm sorry, Son. Sorry Mother. " Nesa was so sorry for all this because of her actions. Nesa peeped repeatedly at Jio's head and again removed his cheeks which again had to be wet.

"I'm also guilty, if I had forced Nesa back then none of this would have happened. Forgive me, O God. I have failed to become a father, and I have also failed to become a husband. I'm sorry..." Regret Fans in heart.

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