Alanaka
All Complaints Self

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Do you remember the cursed room? If yes! This is where Alanaka is now.

The eyes that had been closed were finally open. His eyes narrowed as the dim glare from the lights pierced his gaze. Despite waking up Alanaka was silent, she tried to digest what had happened.

The second continues to beat, until the creation of minutes, Alanaka state is still the same. He fell silent and his eyes looked blank, perhaps his life was currently stuck in a vacuum.

Feeling all his body ache due to the collapse on the cold floor or vice versa because of the torment of the lash given to his body. Alanaka rose from his lying position and sat down on the cold floor.

"Stttttss" Alanaka's crowbar was shriveled, all his body was sore and achy.

Alanaka's eyes looked at every corner fixedly, her body resuscitated on the cold wall. Her pale face was in stark contrast to her pale lips.

"Well... " Alanaka sighed softly, she now realized where she was. In that room to him was a hell with no exit.

Alanaka tilted her head on the wall, her eyes slowly closing. And unconsciously a drop of tears fell down her cheeks. Alanaka gulped so violently that a slight sound broke the silence, soaked her pale lips, and one corner of her lips smiled obliquely.

"Hahahaha" smiled obliquely with a slight chuckle, Alanaka played her expression well.

"Hi my self. Are you ok? " Alanaka spoke in a flat tone to herself. Not long after saying so her slanted smiling lips turned into a sliced smile.

Right now Alanaka looks really great playing her expression. From the flat, emptiness, and the sliced end. Is there anything as powerful as Alanaka in playing the role of expression?.

"Hiks... I'm tired!" the tears that had originally fallen a drop into Alanaka's cheeks, now fell back with countless numbers onto Alanaka's cheeks. Well... She cried to represent all the pain she suffered.

Can't blame her for crying? Didn't blame her crying it represented all the pain she had suffered? Reasonable no! Because he is an ordinary human being, an ordinary human being who can be weak and who can be strong.

Alanaka was constantly crying, there was no stopping and there was no pause in her cries of pain. Let Alanaka be satisfied with her cries. Now the cursed room bears a silent witness to all the weaknesses Alanaka is currently feeling.

Alanaka stared blankly at the empty room in front of her. Her eye bags were puffy, her eyes were reddened, and her lips were pale dry. He was like a very miserable undead.

"Do I have to give up? " Alanaka asked her.

"WHY? WHY DOES ALL THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME? " so tired of all the suffering that happened in his life. Alanaka shouted, she wanted her heart to be relieved, even if it was a little.

"WHY DOES ALL SUFFERING ALWAYS COME TO MY LIFE?... "

"... CAN'T I BE HAPPY?! CAN'T EVEN A LITTLE HAPPINESS? "

"Or just one happiness. Can't it? " a drop of tears fell back down her cheek.

Alanaka was tired of crying. He wants to smile, he wants to be happy without tears and suffering. But that can't happen!.

"When can I be happy? "

"When do I no longer feel pain?" Let this time all the pain he endured, which he suffered. Can he get out through all the complaints that by complaining is not necessarily finished. But it can make the heart relieved.

"Lord Naka is tired!... "

"When can all this stop God? " this time Alanaka decided to complain to her Lord. He hoped that all his complaints would be answered by his Lord.

"... Naka doesn't love Nexlon. But Naka was very affectionate towards her and respected her a lot as a husband. But why! Nexlon doesn't value Naka as God's wife? " Tears of Alanaka again present beat a drop of tears that had fallen back to his cheek.

"It's natural for God to complain? Is it natural for God if Naka ever thought of giving up? Naka knows it even better. If in the name of man is wrong when it is the desire of Naka's own heart. Is it selfish, God?! "

"THE LORD IS TIRED! " Alanaka frustration. He shouted in that empty cursed room. The room that managed to become a silent witness that he was weak.

"It was the same with Mom and Dad. Now the same Nexlon who is clearly my husband. Is my life path this complicated? "

"When will happiness come my way? "

"AAA.. I'M TIRED "with everything to her frustration Alanaka yelled, then ruffled her hair. And his head he knocks to the wall constantly to bleed.

"I WANT TO GIVE UP! Hiks.. hiks.. " Alanaka cried hysterically, in contrast to her first cry that only broke without frustration.

"WHEN? BY WHEN? WILL HAPPINESS COME? "

"ALWAYS LIKE THIS! SUFFER AND SUFFER!! "

"I AM AN ORDINARY MAN. WHO WANTS TO BE HAPPY WITHOUT PAIN!! " It's only natural that Alanaka said that. Because he just wants to be happy and because he wants to stop the pain.

"I-I'm being selfish, right? " This time Alanaka said softly instead of shouting.

Suddenly Alanaka looked blurry, he did not know what caused it. But one that must have seemed sleepy until slowly but surely his eyes closed, as his consciousness disappeared. Maybe it was the effect of any pain he felt or the fatigue that attacked him.

You think the pain that Alanaka is suffering. Is it natural or just the opposite unnatural? And also. Do you think it's natural for Alanaka to be tired and think about giving up?.

He was just an ordinary human being who could get tired, who could feel pain, and who could think of giving up.

Maybe hiding from ordinary people is not a good thing. Because it's actually his selfishness. Do you think like that? But honestly this time Alanaka was very tired of all the things he had been through and he was living. It's just that this moment is the culmination of Alanaka's endless patience on all the things that managed to get her to give up.

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... ***TO BE CONTINUOUS...

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