Algebra Bride
Explanation of Akhmar

A few seconds they were silent again, without any conversation.

“You must be so angry.  I have no problem if you want to punish me in any way.  But let me talk!” akhmar said after pausing for a few minutes.  

Aiza was still silent.

“I don't mean to be a loser by just walking away at our wedding.  But I have Mas Aldan, he was the only one who protected me since childhood.  He's the only one who understands me from small.”  Akhmar breathed back.  He looked at the beautiful face facing him.

The two sat in silence.

“And when Mas Aldan was happy, I took that happiness.  Mas Aldan loves you, Za.  He really wants you,” Akhmar continued.  “The only person who has sacrificed everything for me, now even has to sacrifice his feelings for me.”

Aiza lowered her head, pervading the story told by Akhmar.

“I know Mas Aldan is crying.  And honestly, I didn't have the heart to sit in the chair she was supposed to sit in.  So I got rid of the chair because I didn't feel worthy to sit on it.  And if I have to occupy Mas Aldan's lapel, I can't, Aiza.”  Akhmar gulped back his drink.  Throat feels wet.

“By sacrificing me?” lirih Aiza's.

“Including by ignoring my feelings?”

“Of course you also understand Mas Aldan's feelings.  I am sure you will not be happy on the suffering of Mas Aldan.  After Mas Aldan's injuries, does he also have to watch us sit together?  I just want to keep Mas Aldan feeling.  There were enough injuries he had, not to add any more.  And yuuu?  I'm sure you're a great, strong girl.  Although alone, you certainly can live it.”

Dih... is it praising or is taking heart?

“Now I do not know how to live this household in front of Mas Aldan.  Luckily, I asked him to stay here for a few months.  At least I am not seen alone with you in front of Mas Aldan,” said Akhmar.

Aiza smiled bitterly.  “Yes, your heart needs to be taken care of.  Keep thinking about your feelings, he's your mas.  I don't need to feel jealous and want to be taken care of like you are, because I can take care of my own feelings.  I will never ask for separation from you, for I know that it is hated by God.  Asiyah can survive with her Pharaoh husband, then why can't I survive with a husband like you?  You are not Pharaoh, are you?  Thank you for giving me so much valuable experience.  You taught me to be a stronger woman by giving me a test that's endless.”  Aiza down the gazebo.  He really is lazy to talk.  His head was dizzy, plus it was raining, added dizziness.

Akhmar watched over Aiza's agile steps.  But the woman's hand was clearly wiping away tears.

“Aiza!” call Akhmar out loud.  “I tried my hardest to be bad to you just because I wanted to make you hate me, but it turns out that until now you still survive.  I can't make you hate me, but I can't hate you either.  Actually what I've been doing all this time is just to make you hate me, Za.  So that you leave me and choose Mas Aldan.  But I failed.”  Akhmar saw Aiza stopping her steps despite not turning her head.

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