Alvian Tungga Putra's
Episode 39: the confession of the saint

"sad Alvian son, can Alvian leave mom alone to talk to him??" said Rahayu half whispered after knowing the ultimate purpose of coming to visit the hospital, a lot of questions that she will ask with her ex-husband

" no mam"

" please, so there is no misunderstanding what is okay dear"

finally Alvian let out a long and rough sigh, his mother was already indisputable she was going to follow him

" okay "Alvian came out followed by Siti but before coming out, Rahayu said "keep Alvian gausah far away huh" and was called by Siti

when Siti and Alvian left the room, Sakti and Rahayu kept quiet for a while, then Rahayu started her "do you have anything to explain??"

" i knew you were pregnant when I was eight months old and I accidentally met you in a shopping mall on dago, since then I sent someone to look after you from afar, when you went to the hospital, I paid all the hospital fees, tried Alvian and I paid Miss Maryam to keep her quiet and didn't say I always visited her, afraid that Alvian would talk to you, I told her that if I was Miss Maryam's niece, I would always make ends meet while with Miss Maryam, don't be mad at her because I threatened her, she didn't know anything. I was too afraid to meet you but honestly until now my feelings have never changed despite eight years apart"

" a hypocrite, wife and an....."

" i married Vania because she was pregnant with her lover's child who was rejected by her family because her economy was not equal. Even though I married her, the child was not my son. even when divorced from you, she said, I decided to KB semi-permanent because I don't want to have children from other people except you huh. If only time can be turned, I'll fix it"

" do you want to see me??"

" mom knew not long ago that if I had a son from you, he heard when Vania and I had a fight, he said, Vania knew I had a child with you and often went to Bandung just because I wanted to see you with a business trip alibi. Mama wants me to meet Alvian with her because she's heart-failed because of our bankruptcy"

hearing the word bankruptcy, Rahayu is ambiguous, she still can not find out whether alvian has a relationship between the bankruptcy or not, he said,

" leave your phone number and I'll call you later"

" does he know that I'm his father"

" yes, without me explaining she knows who you are"

" when has it been??"

" the last month"

" as you can see"

" are you so skinny.? can you take care of yourself and my son??"

" you have no right to ask questions like that, your wife and son are waiting, you better go home, I promise I'll call you"

" you know I'm married again?"

" even the whole country knows because the marriage you've called is very luxurious and most importantly, no one knows I'm your ex-wife at least it saved me better living my life"

" i'm going to get a divorce from her"

" it's none of my business"

" can we go back??"

Rahayu looked at the magic that was staring at her" You thought I was what I told you before that what you threw away you can't take anymore"

" why aren't you married again?? it must be because you still love me"

Rahayu got up and sat down, even though her head was dizzy, she did not want to show it "I never felt dizzy still love you, I can still take good care of my son with my own hands. I'm choosing not to marry for now doesn't mean I still love you"..

" okay I understand, sorry to interrupt your break, I'll tell you as soon as possible" so I left Rahayu's room while the mother of one child was crying because she remembered the dark past.

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TB

07 October 2021