
...2.4 Want to Be Great...
‘Manager Richard. Yesterday it looks like you're on leave, are you going in today? I have not received your reply regarding the American business review. Please send as soon as.’
“Manager, you are not in place huh? Please contact me when you get to the office.’
The message continued to enter so that Richard who could not stem the emotion even broke his cellphone and then threw the cellphone, but it was just Richard's mind. Although he wanted to break and throw the phone but it could not be done, but he simply said:
“I should take one day off, not half a day. I want to escape.” Reveal it in your heart while looking at the contents of the incoming message.
Then Richard moved on and intended to return to the office in doubt. And when he was in the taxi Richard said in his heart:
“Did I stop in the middle of the road and stop by the cafe?”
“Do I change to leave all day for illness?”
“Is there no place to drink during the day huh?” His words were full of doubt.
“How will I feel if I go to the sauna?” He continued to think of a place that could calm his mind.
Tied to a sense of responsibility, Richard returned to the office. But in the taxi he could not calm down and could only play hp only.
Richard looked back at the message Anna's manager had sent him a few weeks ago, and back then:
‘I was on the 7th floor and meant to greet you, but everyone looks busy so I just passed by. Take care of your health and contact me after the exam is over.’
Richard kept paying attention to the word contact me and it felt like he had been hypnotized by the word so that his eyes kept glaring at the word.
Upon arriving at the office Richard got out of the taxi with a spirit that had returned and then said:
“This is what I need to see.”
“I'll call him because he asked me to call him!” Her connection was full of spirit.
And sure enough, Richard sent Anna a message with the words:
‘Manager Anna, I just got to the office.’
After a few minutes, Anna's manager came waving:
“Pak Richard!” Anna, who was still far away in front of Richard, smiled and said:
“Manager Anna.” Her speech.
“Jeez, you look less healthy and limp. You're like a cripple.” Anna told Richard.
“You tired huh? Or are you disappointed that your exam failed?” Anna continued while showing a worried expression.
“Wah, cigarette smell. You smoke?” Said Anna again and made Richard was just stunned as if he was watching his mother dance only.
“Why did I ask him to meet?” Richard said to heart.
The conversation between Anna and Richard took place. After saying his failure to Anna, Anna responded:
“You won't try the exam again? How hard is it?” Anna and Richard replied:
“Hmm, I couldn't get the test but, I was thinking why I took the test.”
“Complicated. It looks silly because I like this pedahal I just had a test.” Richard continued with a lethargic expression.
“But that's how I feel now.” Connect again.
“Hmm, it seems less free to talk here.” Anna said while looking around her that was filled with crowds.
“Let's go somewhere else.” Anna continued, and then they left.
Instantly, when Anna opened a door to the room, Richard was stunned and confused, so Anna said:
“It's a shortcut to daycare, only parents pass here.” Anna.
“If going up the stairs it can directly get to the daycare.”
“The room here seems to be used as a building security guard warehouse.” Anna explained about the room they entered.
“I'm new first time here, I didn't know there was a place like this.” Said Richard and then continued in his heart:
“Until it stops working, most people here will not know this place.” The connection in the heart.
“Nby the way.” Richard had not finished talking Anna was cutting.
“Hmm, looks like a lot you're thinking about.” Anna interrupted Richard's words just now and Anna brought her face closer to Richard's face and said:
“If can help, I want to drink with you, but I can't.” Said Anna.
Then Richard began to tell when he met with the alumni, then about preparing for the 2nd level of college after chatting with his seniors. He felt a failure because he could not learn, and his desire to boast in front of others.
“Do I just want to be successful?” Said Richard.
“I'm not sure.” The connection and Anna also looked serious listening to him tell a story.
“Because my motivation is unclear, I cannot study with focus, and I only realized after taking the exam.” Richard expressed his despair.
At once Richard's heart was jolted when he saw Anna so seriously listening to him and then he said in his heart.
“Why do I want to take that exam?”
“Ah, right I'm in front of this woman, in front of Anna's manager, I want to look great.” Reveal it in the heart.
“I want to prove to this amazing woman that I can be accepted into a reputable business school.” Richard continued, until Anna, who saw Richard as if daydreaming, rebuked:
“Pak Richard? Reprimanded Anna but still Richard continued to daydream while saying in his heart:
“I'm a great person, I'm a person who has potential and can work on wall street or slicon valley. I want to be recognized by him.” Richard said in his heart.
Richard tried to motivate himself and he did not want to look weak in front of Anna's manager.
“Can-can now I I tell you all this in front of Anna's manager, can't. I can't talk anymore.” Richard is in my heart.
“Pak Richard, are you okay?” Reprimand Anna again.
‘I want to look great in front of Anna's manager. I want to have potential. I want to look cool, and I'll do it for you’
That was what Richard had in mind at the moment, those words kept pushing his spirits and he would as much as possible try to prove that to Anna's manager.
And, Rohchard wanted to say that to Anna's manager. But the words could not come out of his mouth so he could only say:
“Ah, actually..”.
“My work is heavy, mom is also sick.” Richard Said.
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