
A few days after the incident that night, Hana was very moody and not as excited as before. Her friends are now suspicious of her, because since Hana's accident. His attitude changed slightly and was no longer open to them.
As of this moment, the four people were coolly sitting while sipping sweet iced tea on the canteen table.
" Han, you're why. Lately loe is really moody, you got a problem? " Tanya Mira while looking at Hana who was daydreaming.
" Eh, I'm talking about loe even cool. Loe thinks what the hell is "Anged Mira.
" Oh, sorry. Emang wanted to say what mir "Said Hana was shocked.
Mira just snorted at Hana's very innocent words.
The revelation that saw Mira was already upset, he tried to mediate and talk to Hana. He also felt annoyed because lately their friendship is not as close as before.
" Han Loe again there is a problem yes, we pay attention to these few days you diem continue. Loe is also not the spirit of kayak usually, if you have a problem you can tell us "Say Revelation.
Hana looked at Revelation and smiled wryly at her words. He did not realize if his attitude made his three friends uncomfortable.
" How can I tell you all my problems with you guys, it's not just a matter of getting fired from a job or blocking scholarship funds. But it's a very complicated problem, if only I hadn't had an accident at that time. I might be free like you, if I hadn't saved Papa. Maybe I won't be with you anymore. " Sad in his heart.
" What's my face like? " Tanya Hannah while showing a bitter smile on her face.
Instantly the three friends gawked at Hana's very innocent words.
" gr... Loe even back to us, this loe why the hell. Jengkelin very "Alifa said.
" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to piss you off. It's just that lately I've been staying with Mother's father, you know if I have not been on a pilgrimage to their graves for a long time. " Say Hana while turning her face away.
When her three best friends were shocked, they felt guilty for making Hana even more sad because they remembered her family.
" I'm sorry, we didn't mean to be suspicious of you. It's just that I feel like you're getting further and further along with us. " Said Mira.
" Yes, I also feel our friendship is not like it just yet. " Add Alifa.
" Maybe because we are getting older, our activities are increasing. Free time to play is also reduced because of the many tasks and responsibilities that must be completed. " Say Hana.
" Yes too, now my mother is also getting tighter and giving me additional study at home with the same tutor. " The word Alifa justifies.
" My schedule is also getting tighter, plus bokap same nyokap often go out of town. Not that it can be free, even so feel resistant at home. " Say revelation while laughing.
" At least we can still contact HP, and one more important thing. We must promise that our friendship cannot be broken up and changed even if we are old. " Say Mira firmly.
Hearing the words of Mira, Revelation was a little quiet. His heart skipped a beat when Mira's words entered his ears. He also felt pain in his heart, he was confused by the feeling he had recently felt.
" So from now on there are no more secrets. I hope we open up to each other and support each other. " Say Alifa with passion.
Revelation looked at Alifa, then turned to look at Hana. He felt a strange rumble filling his body.
" Not that also Lif, not all problems must be explained. Sometimes there are some things that must be covered, so as not to hurt the other party. Especially my own friend. " Say Hana.
" He's right, I don't have to tell everyone. It's good I keep this to myself, maybe this is the best for me as they are. " Say the revelation in his heart. " Sorry, I was selfish with loe and maksa loe to make a story about loe problems with us. " Talk again while looking at Hana who is smiling with Alifa and Mira.
Revelation pov...
If this feeling were not in me, I might not be this balanced. For the past year, I have felt that I like one of my friends. At first I had time to avoid and forget about him who always came to mind. But, it was in vain. Moreover, the story behind me when I tell the problem of feelings that I feel. Since then, I have accepted the fact that I like it, rather I have fallen in love with him. I feel like I feel like he is more than a friend.
Flashbacks..
" You're home Yu ". Said my mother.
" Yes Ma, when will you come home, not tomorrow you say you will come home! " my word.
" Your papa's job is done quickly, so mama cepet invite him to go home. Indeed you do not like mommy as well papa quickly go home, huh "My mom looks upset, she even tapped my ears because of my words just now.
" You are, instead of the same old man, even rich people are not happy. "
" Yes, sorry ma. I mean not that, just tumben aja mama same papa go home spit. "
" How the same your lesson, remember not to be too many malesan. Soon you test class, mama does not want to see your score dropped again. "
" Want to be forced anywhere if his brain is already this way, want to be loved again mah. "
I started to get upset because my mom would definitely talk about test scores again. I can't avoid it, because my brain's ability is just that. Want to be in the same lesson as much as anything if you have stopped want how again.
Until I finally try to change our conversation, I want to ask about the thing I recently felt.
" lady.. "
" Mm... " My mom seems indifferent and more fun playing with her phone.
" Mommy used to never fret about weird things with mama's boy friend?. "
Mom looked straight at me, even her phone was now on the table.
" Why do you ask the rich thing that is, your tumben really."
Honestly, I was nervous when asked back to my mom, I also nanya her to the point. So it feels wrong, even though the intention wants to find a solution.
" It's just that, all you want to tell a story. " I said nervous.
" Mama never metemenan same guy, just papa you who deket same mama. What do you want to tell, you really want to tell the same story mom. Usually also avoid if again in conversation. "
Hmr... I feel like the checkmate is the same as me dong.
" Actually lately I feel the same strange thing about me ma, mama know if the closest friends I am all girls. But I feel like there are other feelings for one of them, just want to talk about it anyway. " I said shyly.
And what happens, I laugh when I say rich. I am serious about solving this problem, eh even considered joking.
" Revelations, revelations. It turns out you're already great, mama thought you were a little girl." My mother said while laughing.
" What the hell, people are serious about laughing. No one's funny what "I said was upset.
" Dengerin mama Yu, there is no such thing as a friend between girls and boys. Want as much as you make cementan, surely the edges will change. If anyone succeeds, they must sacrifice their feelings for the friendship itself. " Say my mama.
Okay, up until here I don't understand what it means. What is the victim, can't find out how?, my people have almost five taunan same them, all right.
" What mama means, not very clear. "
" You mean, there's no such thing as peace between girls and boys. The ends will certainly grow feelings of affection that are more than just friends, the term today's children are in love. If there is an old until old, yes they must be willing to sacrifice their feelings for the sake of the bond of friendship. Do you understand now "Obviously my mother.
" So if there is a sense of more than just the cementitious it means being in love ya ma. " Task me curious.
" Yes, it can be said that way. Emang temen you who has made a child mama to confide gini. " Tempt my mother.
" What the hell ma, people just call doang. " Kilah.
" Udah ah, I want to take a shower first, later I will ask other things if mama has free time. "
" Mommy's glad you're open like this, at least you know how you feel. "
I saw mama smiling gently, I knew we weren't as close as we were just now. Maybe this was the first time we could chat like a child and a mother, the schedule of work that was very crowded made my mother do not have time to chat or just joke. I'm so happy today, at least my feelings are a little relieved and I know who I'm in love with.
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