Antagonist And Second Lead
I just want to be loved

"I've warned you so many times, but you won't listen just because I'm your father's bastard. Although it has been proven that we do not have blood relations, but at that time at least you should listen to me" this man's light blue hair looks very contrasted with the room which is all monochrome and looks cold.

Frost who played the rubik block in his hand could not answer the words of his former half-brother "....."

Lula who had not responded since then also only sighed and placed a box of chocolates on the bedside table, then turned to leave "... You must have heard this from Fiona, but I won't be going to Harrison's residence again in the future. This is the last time."

Then Frost called his name for the first time "Lula."

"Hm?"

"Have you ever been betrayed by a woman?" Frost asked this without even seeing his face.

Lula once again sighed and gloated away "Frost ..."

"Hm?"

The blue-haired man replied to the plate "You were only betrayed by a foreign woman, not your own mother. So don't fight fate with me."

Frost suddenly remembered the new news that this man's mother had gone missing without a trace, he inevitably felt bad about the topic of the woman "I ..."

"Nobody owes anyone here, Frost. Our feuds were caused purely by the fault of our parents. Let's just say it's done" Lula cut off her speech while scratching her nape, after all this is the first time they've spoken normally to each other.

Frost squeezed the ruby and asked in a stiff tone "You okay?"

"What?" Confused the other party.

For the first time, Frost chose the words he would say carefully "I heard your mother ... Escape and leave behind a huge debt on your behalf?"

Lula raised next to an eyebrow and replied calmly "About that? I'm fine."

"But-"

For the second time, he stopped the words of this person who still hadn't looked at him "I don't want to owe anyone anything, Frost. So don't try to spend your own money on me, I'm not that weak and we're not that familiar either."

Hearing a rustling sound as if the other party was about to leave, Frost quickly turned his head and reflexively called out his name "Lula."

Lula who opened her bag to pull out a small book and pen to write something, answered confusedly because it was called again "Yes?"

Not wanting to look cowardly as he turned his face from a misdial, Frost said ".... Sorry."

He realized how high the man's self-esteem was, responding to the apology with a "It's okay, let's just say we're even. I'll go first."

However as soon as he turned to leave, Frost once again called him "Lula."

Aware of how agitated this guy is, Lula rips a piece of paper from his book and puts it on his chocolate box "I'll leave my number here, just call if you want to have coffee together."

Getting what he wanted without having to ask for it himself, Frost replied while trying to be cool "OK."

Lula gave a smile at seeing how ridiculous Frost was at the moment and immediately went "See you later."

After closing the door, she was struck by a girl who hugged the suit in her left hand and carried the handbag on the right. Lula awkwardly greeted "Camila."

The accosted one put on a business smile as usual and greeted him kindly "Hello, Lula. How are you?"

Lula has never felt comfortable around women after living with her mother for so many years, because she's so clumsy now "Well, I'm always fine."

"Is that? Don't work too hard, get enough rest. Tell this to your groupmate as well" Camila grabbed Frost's doorknob and waited for this man's answer.

"I'll remember, thank you for your concern. See you later" after answering, he quickly left as if he had been chased by a ghost.

Once inside this room again, Camila greeted with an expressionless "Hi."

Frost's freshly opened chocolate Lula's hand to eat, becoming irritated ".... I'd at least like to see your face right now, Camila."

The girl sniffed her shoulders and immediately turned around "Then I leave, I'm also here just to make sure you're in shape."

Frost also responded cynically as usual "Mn. Get in there."

But before Camila steps away, she delivers the news without further ado "Rushia is dead."

The movement of the man who was putting chocolate in his mouth stopped.

Camila once again faced Frost to continue "Fiona killed the woman with her own two hands, and I helped her with my connection."

Camila looked at him for a while and said cruelly "Frost, crying over that trash will be a waste of time."

As soon as their eyes met, Camila continued, "But you can cry as long as it makes you relieved, you won't be able to see Rushia again for the rest of your life."

Frost grieved and looked away "I won't cry."

"But your eyes are red, and you love Rushia" Camila said.

Frost squeezed the chocolate box and just scolded "Whisper, Camila."

Camila pointed at the pair of things that were in her ear "Frost, I still wear earphones in my ear."

"Continue?" Frost slightly glanced at him as he said this, as if confirming the truth of those words.

Camila turned the single sofa near the door to turn her back to Frost and said "I'll sit here for fifteen minutes, listening to a song. I won't see you either, do you understand?"

With a quivering sound, Frost responded with "Clear."

A few minutes passed with Camila focused on her phone and humming a song, letting Frost observe her for a while without any intention of greeting or calling her.

It was only after believing this girl was indeed focusing on her own phone and song that Frost began to open the voice of "Hey Camila, have you ever wondered why I was acting like trash?"

Realizing that Camila would not respond because she was too focused on her own world, Frost began to monologue "Because when I do good things like when we were kids, adults would stop paying attention to me. They felt that I could do anything on my own, was reliable and would not need any help. Therefore they stopped caring and just went about their own business without looking at their child again."

"Only a crying child will be given candy."

"Maybe it may be a cliche, but I want to be noticed by my family and get someone who will accept my rottenness."

"If anyone wants to love my rottenness, then he will love me more after knowing my advantages."

As if recalling an old problem, Frost suddenly said "Actually when there was news that I was fucking a lot of girls, it was fake. I'm the one who released the news."

"The more rotten I get, the more my parents look at me for reasons of wanting to fix me."

"Aren't your parents the same? They'll stop paying attention to you right away after knowing how genius and mandiri you are, they'll even go away for months and rarely call you and Aiden."

"But as soon as they heard you were at odds with me because of Anna, they came straight home to beat you up. Isn't that very hypocritical?"

"Where are they when we want to be heard at the awards ceremony? Where are they when we want to solve a problem they call 'adolescent misfortune' well without having to argue? Where are they when we succeed in winning projects for the future development of our company? Where are they when we're sick and hurt?"

"They were never there. They're never in our best or worst situation, but they'll be the first to come when we make a mistake."

"I don't want a pair of angels who can only record how good and bad I am for them to judge, I just want a pair of ordinary parents who will praise me when I try and scold me when I make a mistake."

"Do you think I'm greedy?" He looked at the other party's back as he asked this, which of course would not get any answers.

He continues his monologue "Camila, you may not believe this. I also feel disgusted to have to tell you in this situation."

"But Rushia ... I really love him."

"I don't care if he tricked me, coveted Harrison or ruined my reputation. I can take it as long as he'll smile and say that I still have it."

"But I know being selfish is wrong."

"Where can I sacrifice an entire family just because of a woman? How could I destroy the future of thousands of employees just because of my feelings for him? I am guilty, he is guilty. I don't care if you want to punish me with him ..."

"But you said ... Brother already killed him" his hand squeezed the strong chocolate box in his hand as it whispered this sentence.

"I can't blame you, because you want to protect me. I can't blame you guys, because you promised my brother I can't blame my parents for trying to give me the best."

"But then how? Who can I blame?"

"I love him, I love my family too. Can't we live together even if we have to draw swords at each other? Am I greedy?"

"I just don't want to lose anyone I love and anyone who loves me, am I wrong?"

"I just want to be loved ..."

Taking a deep breath very slowly, Camila turned off her phone screen with earphones that were not connected or on. Staring at the appearance of his former fiancee from a vague mobile phone screen.

In fact, everyone has wounds.