ANULIKA EIRA'S
Hidden suffering..~19~
Flashback~
"cold.." groaned a 5-year-old boy under the snow.Somehow he got lost in this forest, he did not know.
"bundaa.. cold.."he groaned over the snowflakes.
bruc...
her tiny body collapsed on top of the collision of snow that had already become the plain.
"bundaa... cold.." when the tiny eyes wanted to be closed he had seen the figure of a woman with a black hood and white skin patting her cheek softly.
"hey boy? wake up.." the voice was still faintly heard in his ear.
"mother.." - She said before she drowned in the darkness that took away her sight.
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early in the morning the boy woke up from his sleep, but he was confused when he felt he was not in his room.
"bi lily!" he shouted, but no one answered.
"bi lily...!" she cried again, but this time her eyes were glassy ready to cry.
"sa..."
ceklek...
the sound of the door opening stopped the boy's cry that was about to break.
"hey why?" ask the female figure in front of him gently.
he looked at the woman in front of him with a gaze asking. "whose aunt?" ask him confused.
"aunt Viola's name, who are you?" viola asked with a sweet smile.
"a-avin.." said shirih.
"avin, okay, oh, why were you in this forest last night?" viola asked while giving warm milk to the little Gavin.
"emhh.. avin bosen at home, mother is equally papa kelja mulu, so avin kabul dali lumah.." chirped Gavin small puffed his cheeks.
"you escaped? you don't know if last night was the first snowfall, and you've heard that not if in the southern sea, the first snowfall will turn into a blizzard" Viola explained, making Gavin shake quickly.
"hasdah! do you know where your house is?" and again even little Gavin just shook his head making Viola sigh.
"well, before you met your family, you lived at aunt's house okay" Viola asked with a smile of joy, making Gavin smile too.
"can you?" ask her.
"by dong" said Viola making the little Gavin laugh cheerfully.
"emhh.. auntie! there's a baby sister in here, right?" little Gavin asked pointing at Viola's protruding belly.
"ok you know?" viola asked as he gently stroked Gavin's mane.
"Avin was wandering around the store, aunt's stomach was like an aunt's, kept saying bi Lily inside there was a baby sister who would go out." he explained making Viola smile gently.
"yeah! soon her baby sister will be born" Viola said making Gavin clap cheerfully.
"wahhhh... Avin promised that her baby brother, Avin, would take her to play baleng at home, but if her baby sister Avin will take care of her if she is bullied by bad boys" her chirps excitedly made Viola smile gently but looked at Gavin wistfully.
Flashback off~
Gavin closed his eyes withstanding the clear liquid coming out of both eyelids. he longed, longed, once with the figure of the owner of a gentle smile that can calm his heart, a soft voice that always makes him comfortable, and his patient attitude in addressing his excessive naughty attitude.he misses it all.
he asked why the mother could not be like that.
he wants to get attention like that, but he has not got it. but he has found a new comfortable place that makes him feel at home and always makes him worry about losing the place.
but today, it casts him out in light and refuses to be present.Why life always rejects him, why does life continue to corner him and leave him alone.
why does life have to be this complicated, but without any complexity in life, it is not life.
"gue saktt." - She squeezed her chest that hurt.
he fell to his knees on sand filled with fallen tree branches.
"it's good to know ra.." he's back.
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On the other hand, Eira was standing in front of the hospital window, facing him directly to the hospital's spacious courtyard, where he had a big fight with Gavin.
he again glanced at the star that seemed to glitter melodious in rhythm. "sorry me.." he said with tears that again fell.
"sorry Vin! I don't mean it's the same you, but I just want to keep you away from me, because the life I'm living isn't as easy as you see it." he said slowly.
unknowingly a pair of humans were eavesdropping on him in front of the door.
"Jess! you go in first, I'll find Gavin first, I'm sure it's a kid now for sure why napa!" said Bara who was directly influenced by Jessika.
"be careful!" he said it made Bara cuddle and leave.
"By!" call Jessika make Eira immediately wipe away her tears.
"have you gone to school?" eira turned her body around.
without answering, Eira felt strange when she realized Jessika was looking at her fixedly. "what?" tanyanya.
bruk!
Eira gasped in surprise when Jessika arrived in his arms. "lu why?" tanya Eira felt strange.
"i should be the one, since when do you betray your own feelings that you like Gavin!" annoyed Jessika by taking off that hug violently.
Eira turned her face away from Jessika when she realized the introverted gaze was now looking at her in a glance.
"go don't like him!" sahut Eira tried to calm down.
"however you grumble, I won't believe it, because I heard your own mumbling earlier" when Jessika closed her chest, but Eira was surprised to hear Jessika's speech.
"lu-"
"yes I nguping" said Jessika before Eira spent the word.
"since when have you been so impolite" Eira annoyed without caring about the topic they were discussing.
"plis is yes! we're talking about you and Gavin again, don't have to cut the chop" Jessika said, making Eira go to avoid Jessika.
"why don't you fight your relationship with Gavin. neither of you should have no social barriers" asked Jessika turned to look at Eira who avoided her.
"gue is not ready to tell now, I am still confused, next time I want to rest" said Eira and switch up the safe and sleep on Jessika's back.
"gue just wanted to tell Ra! fight if you love him, you will not regret when the attention he really disappeared in the disappointment you gave" explained Jessika seriously and went to the bathroom to clean her body.
but on top of the gurney, Eira tightly gripped her blanket to hold sobs that again wanted to come out.
"gue was confused." - She was scared, which Jessika unknowingly heard leaning behind the bathroom door.
"gue happy you got a guy you love, but I'm sad to see you don't want to tell me the problem you're having." he squeezed his school skirt hard.
...Seriate...
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