Appreciate Me
The nauval?

" When Yang di wait finally arrived, my stomach hurt without Tara, all my life I have never felt pain like this, but now the pain bertubi - tubi.

" Ak my stomach hurts so much". My complaint felt like it was holding back the pain in my back that felt like it was about to break.

" well, I think you are going to give birth, said Rama quickly to the room and took the preparation of the baby tools that I had prepared long before, then he went to prepare the car, and then he went to prepare the car, after Rama took me to the car.

You finally arrived at the hospital.

" Sister help my wife already want to give birth!" mas Rama said a little screamed because the place where the sister was located a little far Karana was worried also had been mixed up which was felt by Rama because of his love and love for me. He was willing to do anything as long as I was happy. In the maternity room mas Rama was not allowed to enter, only me and the doctor and nurse who helped me. mas Rama and mother waited outside.the delivery process went smoothly, too, just a few minutes I was in the delivery room finally born too.

" Daughter of a beautiful mother like a mother, but her face looks like her father". said the doctor while smiling sweetly.

I was transferred in the nursery, after my baby was bathed and in the bedong mas Rama approached me and kissed me gently on my forehead.

" Thank you for giving birth to a beautiful princess for me. Our daughter is as beautiful as you, but her face is very similar to mine hehehe ". mas Rama said he looked very happy while taking my baby to Azani.

" Oh yes how if our child we give the name Raya mas Rama which means broad so that all broad, Budi Rejekinya rejekinya basically the best". said mas Rama with his spirit.

" I agree mas, a beautiful name thank you mas". I said while stroking the bedong raya gently.

" Yes dear".

" Ah y'all, the happy mentang mother kayak is not here". protest mom upset.

" Ha ha pardon Rama Bu". said mas Rama while giving a raya carried by the mother.

" what a beautiful granddaughter, what was her name?"

" Raya Bu".I answered almost simultaneously with mas Rama.

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" Asalamualaikum".

" Oh, father, how are you?" sapa mas Rama who is happy to welcome the arrival of the father while Salim and take what the father brought, namely bananas and other fruits that are picked in the yard of the house of course.

" thank you for giving your grandchildren to your father and mother, more importantly remove the gossip people about dance if he is barren this will be proof that what they say is not true". said the father while shed tears happy because touched too.

" it is sir, then let it pass, Rama very feel what you feel, now please sir, you can be fat anytime, father grandpa". rama comforted my father.

" Yes dong" said the father did not want to lose to take the highway from the mother's sling.

" look at your grandfather's already impatient". said the mother upset because not long ago in gendong eee father even play just grab it.

Hehehe Raya is a struggle.

" Mom how are you?" asked Rama while sitting near my bed, his left hand stroked my head his right hand tightly grasped my hand.

" As you can see, I'm fine".I replied with a smile on my lips.

" Thank you mom, already pregnant nine months, continue now the universe was born safely. You must have been very caring for our child all this time ".

" Yes Father, not we are the same as looking after him"., I replied while giving the sweetest smile to Rama.

***

After three days in the care of finally me and the highway allowed to go home.

it doesn't feel like Raya is growing well, because of the affection we're giving her, Raya is a bit spoiled so that one year and eight months can only walk and talk even though the speech is still slurred but can already be understood.

father and mother are also very loving and pampering, anything is asked for while being able to be fulfilled. understandably, the father and mother longed for a grandson, but God only granted after I married Rama.

but the happiness did not last long, because Rama was called first to get a place on his side, the fateful incident happened to Rama when returning from the office of Rama mas accident was hit by a truck in the opposite direction, causing Rama had to lose his life because of blood loss.

I am not ready to lose Rama, these tears never stop when I deliver Rama to his final resting place.

After the death of Rama, a week I did not work to the office, because my boss was understanding, I was given two weeks leave. leave time was never wasted, I never wasted, I always and almost every day pilgrimage to the funeral of Rama.

My days are so hard I live without Rama mas, it feels only yesterday I know him now no longer exist.