Arlla (PUBLISHED)
Chapter 23 Flashback 2

Still Flashback

Zella tells the problem, although not everything he tells.He only tells in outline or briefly at the core of the problem.

She listened to Zella's story while holding Zella and holding Zella tightly while occasionally stroking Zella's back to make Zella a little calmer.

While Zella only told a story while leaning her head on the chest of the field belonging to Andra.He did not return Andra's embrace but he leaned his head on the chest field Andra sign that he was comfortable in this position.

Somehow Andra also felt comfortable near Zella.Padahat during this time he was a lazy person to interfere in other people's affairs.Perhaps because Zella remembered him on the figure of her little sister who had died first, he was a child who had died,and because she left her sister was her mother was depressed.

So that he lacked the affection of a mother plus her father who was busy taking care of his mother and company so that he lived without parental affection.At that time he was only in 2nd grade Junior High and his sister in 1st grade Elementary School,the distance of his age is indeed quite far.From there he became a man with a crutch and eventually he founded a large Mafia called Black blood.

After Zella told me that someone was talking while walking towards them...

''What is Ndra doing here?''Ask the woman who is none other than Agnes Alexander, the lover of people who embrace Zella.

''This is what I saw this child sitting here alone crying'''Say Andra who still holds Zella.

''Oh, why is he crying?''Agnes said as she squatted stroking Zella's shoulder-length black hair.

''This is yes his life is not much different from mine Yang, lack of parental affection'' said Andra.

''Oh how if you come with us for a while deck?, we walk the road who knows who can digalihin your mind''Speak Agnes,then Agnes' gaze was fixed on Andra's white T-shirt which contained blood stains belonging to Zella.

''This is why your shirt has Ndra's blood?''Agnes asked, while pointing at Andra's shirt.''Yes yes really can feel gka no one hurt deh'' said Andra while looking down and then his gaze turned to Zella's left arm which had an incision wound and blood dripping from there.

''Stiff hands why deck, does not hurt what your hands, why can bleed, we went to the hospital yuk'''Ucap Andra who was worried.

''No matter what my brother feels, I also do not feel this pain is common kak I lakainin if I am stressed again'' said Zella while smiling thinly towards Andra.

''Yes you have come to the playground, but we went to the psychiatrist first brother was afraid you ngalamin like brother alamin? in the past, ''Ajak Arga felt worried, because he had also done it before even he had a suicide intention, but he immediately dismissed it because he realized if he died his old age would be more stressful.

''Yaudah deh kak''Ucap Zella resigned.Then they immediately went to his black luxury sports car.Fortunately he did not bring his bike, if he brought his bike would be complicated if there was this business.

While on their way to the house of the psychiatrist who used to deal with Andra without the knowledge of her parents, they kept Zella chatting.

Although at first Zella was a bit stiff with them but over time she also felt comfortable with them...

''Your name is dek?''Ask Agnes.

''Zella kak'' said Zella with her flat face.

''If the name is big sister, Agnes call sister Agnes aja okay'''Ucap Agnes.And answered Zella with a nod of the head.

Dalma's position is that car... Andra as a driver and Zella who sat on Agnes' lap.After a long chat Zella also looks more relaxed and has removed the flat face that she usually shows and changed with a relaxed face and a thin smile that painted it.

At the psychiatrist's house who used to treat Andra...

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Andra knocked on the door while saying an excuse when there was a bell next to the door.But somehow he foolishly knocked on the door.Fortunately someone immediately opened the door. ''Yes for a moment'' Shouted someone from inside.

Buckle...

''Yes, find who?''Said a servant kindly. The waiter had just finished cleaning the living room close to the door, so he could hear the knocking of the door.

''Oh den Andra anyway, my aunt guess who, let's enter den enter my doctor call Raka first'''S address is none other than Bi Iyem.

Bi Iyem knows Andra because he has worked there for a long time.Dulu when Andra was depressed and treated to Doctor Raka who is none other than the host where Bi Iyem works.

After a few minutes, a man approached the living room...

''Tumben lo here again Ndra, what depression lo relapse again?''Ask someone who is none other than Doctor Kevin.

''Not me but this kid''' said Andra while pointing at Zella.They did talk casually, indeed, because the age of Doctor Raka who is still young is still around 26 years and he has been a doctor since the age of 22 years.

The view of Doctor Kevin was immediately addressed to the little boy in the middle of Andra and Agnes.

''Why did he come?''Ask Dr. Kevin.

''I don't know, so I saw him hanging out alone in a rather dark garden, I kept putting him and I hugged him, and I hugged him,continue like the heck he ngalamin depression because of lack of affection his parents.She also scratchesin a small folding knife to his hands until bleeding but when I asked him he did not feel sick at all''Obviously Andra, while Kevin just nodded his head, then took them to his study.

In the workspace Kevin ...

''So all this time what are you rasain and alamin deck?''Ask Doctor Kevin in a soft tone so that the patient's PP does not feel afraid and want to tell a story.

''I've been dizzy the same as shortness of breath when I snapped my mother, I like to hurt myself by hitting my head against the wall, pinning my hair, scratching my knife in my arm.

I also feel like crying and fear when in the snapped of my family.I also often can not differ which is real and which are my hallucinations alone''Say Zella in a relaxed tone but still with her flat face.

Every statement that Zella said was written by Kevin in a small note that he used to do when handling patients.

''After being diagnosed Zella was traumatized by the impact, she was also depressed.Or rather she had a mental disorder and if from her characteristics she had schizophrenia.

Mental disorder that makes it difficult to distinguish reality and hallucinations, as well as self-harm, Kevin explained to Andra.

After explaining everything to Andra, then Andra, Agnes and Zella decided to leave.

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...There's still flashback after this...