Asa's Lubricity
Hendra's Regrets .....

" Thank you. " Anita answered briefly.

Hendra approached Andy and whispered something in his ear.

" Nw ... You can take Dion out first. I want to talk to Anita. " Bisik Hendra's.

Andy nodded slowly at the sign of agreeing.

" dear ... You don't mind if I stay a while. I want to pray maghrib in the front mosque first. " Said Andy.

" Of course. Eat all of you, you haven't eaten since lunch. " Anita answered.

" Okay, baby, I won't be long. " Say Andy while turning around.

" Oya ndy, can you call me. He must be worried. My phone was crushed by the motor that grazed me earlier. " Pinta Anita stops Andy.

Andy turned around again and picked up the phone from inside his bag.

" My phone dropped, baby. Let me charge first, later after I return we're the same - same call mom. " Answer Andy.

" Hm ... Be good. " Sahut Anita's.

Andy put his cellphone that has been attached to the charger cable on the nightstand and died.

" Dion ... Would you like to accompany Andy to the mosque ? " Jeo asked Dion.

Dion glanced at Hendra, Hendra blinked his eyes and nodded slowly as a gesture of agreement.

" All right, let's get out. Om ... Anita ... We go first. " Pump Andy who was answered with a nod by Hendra and Anita.

Andy grabbed Dion's shoulder and walked out of Anita's room.

Hendra sat down beside Anita's bed. The atmosphere was silent for a moment because they were both equally silent. Anita was nervous just being alone with her father. I want him to ask a lot of things that had been stuck in his heart, but he was confused where to start. Anita could only bow with a sad face.

" Do you hate me so much that you don't want to look me in the face ? " Tanya Hendra made Anita look up and look up at her father.

" I'm sorry Anita's father, I've made you and your mother suffer so much all this time. " Said Hendra while holding Anita's hand.

Anita was still silent with glazed eyes.

" You know your mistakes are so hard to forgive, but please ... Give me a chance to explain. " Pinta Hendra's.

Anita just nodded her head slowly. Hendra began to tell stories that happened to him a few years ago until he died his wife and children.

" Even though you were 8 years old at the time, but I'm sure you know the beginning of the problem, right ? The company where my father worked went bankrupt, which caused my father to be fired from my job. I've tried to find a job here and there, but no one company wants to accept a father with 32 years of age and just graduated high school. Dad was starting to despair. Your mother took the initiative to open a store with borrowed capital to help our economy. Unexpectedly, your mother's shop is quite crowded to be able to meet our needs. But not his grateful father instead feel inferior with all that. Dad was unemployed, and just kept quiet at home. While your mother worked hard to meet our needs. As a father, a husband and a head of the family, I feel like a failure. I tried to meet my old friends. Who knows if one of them could give dad a job, but it turns out it's all for nothing. No one wants to give dad a job, instead one of them knows father to the liquor that became the beginning of the destruction of our family. At first I drank because I was forced to, just respect my friend. But every day he always contacted his father and persuaded him to accompany him to drink. Dad was long - long time addicted. Father's frustrated thoughts plus the condition of a drunk father make father always be rude to your mother, even to you. One day the father's friend knew him by a woman, Sukma. One time when the father was unconscious because of drunkenness, the father woke up and in the morning and found Sukma was sleeping beside the father without clothes in a hotel room. He admitted that he had forced her to have sex, even though he did not remember anything. She followed him and held him accountable. I'm confused how. I feel like I never did that damned deed, and I still love your mother very much. But he kept suing me and threatened to report me to the police. That's when your mother filed for divorce in court. Dad rejected the lawsuit but he lost the court because of all the witnesses and evidence against him. Until the court ruled we were officially divorced. Dad can only give up. Sukma says she is pregnant with her father's son and forces the father to marry her. I also have no choice but to marry him and go home to the city xxx where the tribe lives and dies you two. " Hendra was silent for a moment. In her eyes Anita who had sobbed and shed tears.

" Does that mean Dion is my half-sister ? " Task Anita.

" The beginning of his father also thought so until the father found out the truth. Sukma died a few months ago in an accident. Before he died he confessed that Dion was not my son. She was pregnant with another man before she knew me. But the man died because he did not want to take responsibility. His father was seriously ill because he held the shame and forced Sukma to marry or abort his womb. Sukma deliberately set me up in the hotel and claimed the child he conceived was my son so that I would marry him. And a few days after we married her father died. Dion didn't know that because of his reddish father. However, the father who grew up since the baby and the father loved him. Moreover, Sukma entrusted her to father before dying because she had no one - who else at this time. " Light Hendra.

" So my father loved Dion who really wasn't - who and didn't love me who was my own son ? Father died his own wife and biological children and preferred to raise other people's children. That's what dad meant ? Hiks hik ... Bad dad ! " Shouted Anita while crying sobbing, spilling all her disappointment on the father.

" That's not true, baby. I love you, I love you very much. You're father's daughter one - one. I was forced to leave because I officially parted with your mother. There was no way we could have stayed together when we were divorced. And at that time I thought that Dion was really my biological son. So I don't want to have to take responsibility for it. That's what my father's regrets all along. I beg Anita, I'm sorry. Sorry for all your mistakes ! " Say Hendra squeezed while rubbing - swab the back of Anita's hand.