Azeeyras
2.ATTITUDE CHANGE

The clock is 18:30 Wib.

Zee had just woken up from his sleep, he stretched his stiff body. Zee got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, after ten minutes he came out with a towel wrapped around his body.

The wardrobe opens and shows some clothes, it's also old and dull, plus the color of all the clothes is only white and ash.

Though she was the daughter of a rich businessman but look at her clothes, Zee used to think if she dressed like it would be reprimanded by her father and brother, she just wanted to be noticed, he just wanted to be noticed, so that he looks cute and looks poor, he thinks his papa will be embarrassed by his appearance and then reprimand the girl, but apparently, either his sister or his papa just silence and let it go.

Zee picked up a pair of light-grey nightgowns and put them on, then walked up to the dresser, mirrored and saw his face there, dull and dry, looking, full of blackheads and tiny, sweet-shelled pimples there, really really really bad, and zee just realized it now.

After her hair was dry, zee tied her long hair high, she saw on the nightstand next to the bed there were thick round glasses there, glasses that slalu in zee wear every day, but starting today, she said, she won't wear it anymore, zee picks up the glasses, stares at them for a while then throws them into the trash.

Geck...

tock....

tock...

the girl sighed softly then walked over to the door, then zee opened her and saw that there a sweet smiling bi jum looked at her.

"young lady told the master to have dinner together downstairs." bi jum smiled looking at her young lady's face that looked fresher.

next to zee's eyebrow raised. "aunt sure? "

"sure non, the master himself who said the same aunt. "obviously bi jum convinced his young lady that he did not lie.

zee nodded slowly. "yes, auntie left first, I'll catch up. "zee still can't believe what she heard. As he remembered he had never been invited to dinner together, usually zee would ask bi jum if papa and his brother would eat dinner.

And every time there was always a commotion at the dinner table, because zee always whined and sought attention, he continued to babble telling his daily life at school even though it was not responded to by the two people, he continued, zee still passionately told stories.

zee closed the door and went down the stairs slowly, eating table looks papa and brother daniel was waiting for him, uh... I don't know.

zee sat in an empty seat to the left of the daren with a flat face, while daniel sat in the right seat of the daren.

Daren glanced at his daughter, then saw his son, Daniel who was in the eyes of the father just poked on his shoulder as if he understood his father asking about the indifferent attitude of zee.

" echem... Eat lah. "cetus daren brief solid and flat.

Dinner finished solemnly without drama, zee also finished his meal with a feeling of satisfaction, bi jum cuisine never disappoints his always delicious and delicious, he is full and will return to the room.

" i went to the room first. "said zee flatly she just stared at papa and her brother at a glance. Then get out of his chair. As he was about to walk a voice stopped his steps.

" wait, I want to talk." - cried Darren loudly.

Zee stopped and looked "what's up? "

" don't throw any more tantrums, I'm tired of having to take care of the problems you make every day, troublemaker son like you is always troublesome." circus daren who makes zee pause for a moment.

Every time there is a problem at his school, bi jum is present to be the guardian of zee, even when the reception reported the woman also took it.

" the bratty kid..!how dare you talk to me like that, aren't you taught manners? "asked daren with a red face holding back anger.

Not afraid of zee even laugh and say." Don't yell at me sir, and about manners, yes... You're absolutely right, my parents never taught him, "say zee loud, a sentence so poignant that daren got even more upset and angry.

Daniel was surprised and did not expect with zee's bold attitude. How can he talk rudely to papa who usually zee slalu talk softly to him.

Plakkkp...

A slap landed on zee's cheek, a slap that was hard enough to make the corner of her lips bleed, zee stared intently at Daniel, yes the man who slapped him.

" Courteous talk to papa, is this your new way to attract our attention, stop being childish. "said daniel angrily, staring resentfully at zee.

Zee stared at daren and Daniel alternately then smiled obliquely.

" whatever you say I don't care. But from today on, we're pretty much strangers who don't bother each other in this house. I'm with my life, you're with your son's life, but I hope you're still financing my school, at least until I graduate high school. At that time I will disappear from before you. Regarding affection and attention, I no longer need. "revealed zee vented his heart.

after saying that zee left the dining room and went into the room.Honestly he felt sick of being in this house.

Daren and Daniel stared at the girl's back which slowly disappeared from their sight, there was a pain in her heart hearing her daughter's words, as if a huge rock had struck her heart. Stuffy.

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zee looked at her face in the vanity mirror, the corner of her lips was salty due to the tear of the daniel slap, she grimaced as she touched her red cheeks.

'basas a sissy, can he usually slap his own sister, asshole.' maki zee in the heart, he really feel annoyed at daniel.

Zee lay down on his soft bed, he looked up at the sky of his room. A drop of clear water fell on the corner of his eye.

"zee gives up mah.hiks.. Hiks.., zee was unable, it should be zee who died not mama, huhuu. "zee cried with a roar, anyone who heard her will also feel the sadness of the poor girl.

Mama Zee died in childbirth, considered a carrier of bad luck by the entire family, both the family of the mother and the family of her father, zee was completely alienated, no matter the attitude of others, no matter the attitude of others, how could his father and brother also hate him, rather than live but like in hell, wouldn't it be better to just die...?

Often Zee thought of ending her life, but again she hoped that maybe later she would get love from her family, so she continued to try to attract the attention of her father and brother.

Zee wiped his tears, then sat on the edge of the bed, he sighed a few times, so that the tightness in his chest was reduced, zee got up from his seat and walked to the bathroom, he washed his face, he washed his face, and brush your teeth, look her eyes are swollen because of crying.

Zee exited the bathroom and climbed into the bed, laying down comfortably.

Zee closed his eyes, drowsiness had attacked, before long there was a soft snoring sign that the girl had entered his conscious, probably because she was tired after crying, so that he could sleep faster.

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