Azizah, Wife Taste Savings
I'm Not Going Back Even In A Dream

"Aczech..."

Axel stood stiff, He slowly approached Azizah who was still shining the same eye light.

"Sit down"

Pinta Azizah was flat, unlike when she first met Axel yesterday. Afraid and trembling.

The incident that almost hurt his son, made Azizah determined to change. She must be strong, because her children need her strength to take shelter.

"How are you doing"

"As you can see, I'm alive"

Sounds simple, but Axel clearly caught the tone of sarcasm there.

"I'm really sorry Zizah, I didn't mean to..."

"I know, but... why did you come? it won't all come back the same"

Sela Azizah before Axel finished his sentence. Axel was speechless looking at Azizah with a sad look.

"I've forgiven you long before you apologized. But.... I'm not going back, even if it's only in a dream"

"Ziziah...."

"4 years old..."

The still gaping heart wound was clearly drawn from her blushing eyeballs, making Axel look down, her heart throbbing in pain every time she recalled their 4 years of marriage.

"Have you ever imagined what it would be like to be me for those 4 years?"

"Every day I wait, looking at the door hoping that my husband I love so much with all my heart will come just to see me for a while. Every day mas"

Azizah could not cry, was too tired and perhaps the source of her tears had dried up.

"I always send short messages for my age, I don't even dare to just call for fear of interfering with his work. Every minute I would look at my phone screen, hoping that my husband would reply to my message. But. That never happened. But. But I'm not giving up. My stupid mind because of blind love makes me like an idiot. I kept sending him messages in the foolish hope that my husband would reply to her. I would definitely reply to him"

Azizah smiled, but anyone could see that her heart was probably crying blood at this moment.

"I always tried to melt her cold heart, trying to touch her feelings when there was love for me even if it was just a drop of dew. I bring him food almost every Sunday, travel from my exiled place to his office happily, it turns out that it means nothing at all"

"Aczech..."

All the words of Azizah were like thousands of needles that pierced his heart. Sick and sore. The feeling of guilt increasingly enveloped his inner self.

"And you know? what surprise did I get at the end of my wait?"

"real She... He killed my son... My son doesn't even know anything"

"You know what hurts more?? He said that he would not even have a daughter from a lowly woman like me. Her... She'll do the same thing as before if I'm pregnant with her child. You know how I feel when I hear my husband who I think is an angel talking like that?"

"I'm ruined. I'm shattered like a glass dropped from a height. Crumple"

Azizah said with a trembling voice. Well, she was that broken when she learned the truth from her husband's own mouth.

"I'm Sorry..."

Axel looked down inside. He also curses his own mouth when he remembers all his words. He really regretted it even though it was now free, Azizah was already seriously injured because of it.

"Now, I'm asking you mas, how are you going to reunite that shattered glass?"

Axel spoke a thousand languages. He doesn't know what to say.

"If you used to be so selfish about getting rid of our child for the happiness of you and your lover, then this time I would do the same"

"Azizah... What do you mean?"

"I'll disappear forever from your life if you don't give up and get out of my life"

Axel widened his eyes hearing Azizah's words which unfortunately looked very earnest.

"I swear you'll never find me or my children.

I've sacrificed a lot for that stupid wedding. Can I ask for my reward now?? I implore Mr. Axel William Djaja to go and get as far away from my life and my children as possible. They're just my kids, just my kids!"

Azizah ended her speech with a sob. He threw his face to the side. It was too painful to look at the man who had been the source of his heart injuries all this time.

"Aczech...."

"Get out of my life, please! Or I'm really gonna end my life in front of you right now"

Azizah said with a lighted look.

Didn't wait for a nurse to arrive,

"Can I help Mrs Azizah?"

"Please ask this Master to come out Sus, I want to rest"

"alright. Sorry sir, let Azizah's mother rest, you can see her again later"

Axel is not moving. He looked back at Azizah who was now lying on her back.

He mistakenly thought Azizah wanted to meet him because it would give him a chance. It turned out that he had a painful surprise.

"Let's sir, please leave the room first. Patient needs rest"

Repeated the nurse because she saw Axel did not budge.

With heavy steps Axel walked out of the room. It was rejected. Azizah no longer wants him, no longer needs him.

***

"Xel, Are you Okay?"

Radit asked worriedly seeing Axel look pale and moody.

Axel didn't make a sound. He just walked straight that went nowhere. Makes Radit curious.

While Darren breathed a sigh of relief. He was proud, Azizah really solved the problem.

Seeing how Axel was expressioning right now, what Azizah said must have been very painful. He had never seen Axel like that in his entire life, even when he broke up with Alexa Axel was not as sad as this.

Radit confusedly follows Axel who leaves the hospital in a doldrums.

'Azizah said what?' Inner Radit. It's really kepo.

***

"Have you got any information about that girl?"

The woman who was none other than Karina, Darren's mother.

"...."

"I can't ask my husband. 17 Years ago it hurt him. For decades, he always blamed himself. Her daughter is missing, while her firstborn is depressed to the point of losing her memory"

"....."

"Please, I need information about him as soon as possible. I really feel a sense of foreboding that she is Rheina, my daughter who was kidnapped 17 years ago"

"....."

"Thank you, I'm going to Indonesia on Wednesday. I hope I've got the full information before I get there"

"...."

"One more time, thanks for your help Carlos"

"...."

"Bye bye"

Karina closed her already wet eyes. He really hoped that the girl named Azizah was really Rheina Hayes Atmaja, his daughter.

"Azizah has the same birthmark as Rheina, her face is also exactly like my Rheina. O Allah, Servant please may Azizah be Rheina, may my Rheina really be alive. Servant please...."

Karina sobs. His mind is happy and afraid. He was afraid that his life would not be in line with his expectations.

His family's favorite daughter. Darren's beloved sister who went missing until Darren was depressed and desperate jumped from the balcony until badly injured and lost his memory.

Karina looked back at Azizah's photo from her phone screen.

"Say son, tell me that you really are Rheina. Rheina My poor daughter huhu"

Karina hugged her dress tightly as if she was hugging Azizah who she thought was Rheina.

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