
..."There's a limit to being a fool"...
...-sam...
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"Hmm So you saw it?,"
Sure oes.
I saw everything, Willy.
Your affair that has happened 2 years ago.
It's not hard for me to know.
Because, from the beginning you didn't even intend to cover it up.
"I don't see anything" dust me.
Willy put down his wine glass and laughed. Yes, I deserve to be laughed at. But it sucks 'cause you're the one laughing at me.
"i don't understand" he said with a dismissive smile.
"After all this, why Sammy? Why are you still keeping me?,"
Wh why?
I don't know why either.
I don't know why I keep the guy who's been cheating on me for the last 2 years. Cheated on me right in the worst years of my life.
I don't know why I can't be mad at what Willy did to me.
I don't know why I'm not crying at all right now or just yelling like the movie actors do when I'm around.
And I don't know why I'm like this?.
"You're not stupid, Sam?,"
Is the best university graduate with the best student title can be called stupid?, even I studied with my own scholarship and business results.
"Willy, are you cheating?" I asked in a heavy voice, trying to make sure I knew the answer.
Willy scrunched his forehead, then chuckled mocking "you just found out? Or pura just found out?,"
Yeah, I already know.
Ever since I saw another woman's clothes in your room, ever since I found another woman's perfume smell on your body, since I found another woman's stuff in your car.
I-i know.
But can't you tell me you're not cheating?.
Even if it was just a lie, I would believe it and forget it all.
"Have you ever loved me, Willy? at least once,"
Willy leaned his shoulder against the chair, "well, I don't think so,"
Heart melos. That one sentence made my chest tight.
5 Years we've been dating, doesn't that mean anything? Is all that nothing? is that all fake? hahaha, that's funny.
Life is such a tragic fucking comedy.
But why is it that despite being hurt like this, why doesn't my heart want to let go of this man? deep down I still want to be with her.
Isn't it definitely because of 'that'?
Because I love her so much that I don't care about everything she does to me. I want to be with him. Well, how could I waste my 5 years just because he cheated on me?.
Didn't people say love makes people crazy, and right now I understand how insane I am because of love.
The days that I spent, all my sacrifices for him could not be without a trace of his heart, right?.
"Willy, I love you..," I held her hand tightly, looking into her hazel eyes.
"you must be cheating on me out of boredom, right? well, it's all my fault for being boring for you, let's start over. I'll try to.."
Willy took his hand off me.
"Sam, you know very well that I'm dating you because my father betrothed us, besides didn't you tell me there shouldn't be any love between us?."
"Yes, but that was before I knew you, Willy. Did you forget? we've been dating for 5 years. Didn't you also tell me you'd love me sincerely?,"
"Aahaha.." Willy laughed out loud, "do I love you?! don't be too naive Sam, are you a teenage snot to just say love only believe?, just like any other man, I do it for your property and connection only,"
I can't believe the words of this man in front of me.
He's not the Willy I know.
He's not the Willy that always spoils me,
Who are you really?.
"Willy, what's wrong with you? are you sick?,"
Finally, my tears came.
I wish this man in front of me was so sick that he would die so he did this to me.
"ill? you're the one who's sick!. Why do you keep me so hard, Sam? must be because now that you're mistaken?, there's nobody but me by your side right now, isn't it Sammy?,"
I squeezed my fingers tightly, "I sincerely love you Willy,"
Willy looked at me amusedly,
"If you don't love me, why didn't you just decide me in the first place, why did you have to cheat?" I asked sadly. I'm so disappointed right now, it hurts so much to know that this is real.
Willy grinned like an angel who fell from heaven, "of course to torment you, you think for what else?. Didn't it hurt so much Sam, your parents died, your property vanished and your lover cheated on you,"
Huh! So tight. How could he say such a bad thing to me? Is he lucifer's drip?.
Willy looked at me triumphantly,
"I can finally see the sad expression of your arrogant face.Long time you lived easy and happy.I hate to see you happy, Sam,"
What is this?!, why do I feel like I am in a nightmare.
Now Willy stood up, and tried to leave me.
Left me with a chest so tight that I wanted to die.
All the memories with him were back in my mind. Her warm embrace, her sincere smile, and her sweet lips.
So it's all just a pretense? So I'm the only one really in love?.
Nope!.
I don't want this stupid ending, I don't want it to end like this.
"WILLY," I shouted like crazy.
My gaze was only on the man in the dark blue suit who was still not far from me.
Willy stopped and turned to face me.
The restaurant was silent.
All eyes stared at us in turn.
I picked up the steak that the waiter had just brought.
"Princess!!"
Willy with a surprised face wiped his exposed face or rather was thrown off the hot steak that I deliberately threw.
"Did you forget? It's our anniversary, baby"
"And that hot steak as a gift from me" I said before leaving the restaurant.
Sam's a fool? He's been dead. Starting at this moment,
only Sam has evolved.
Love and tragedy at the same time feel like a comedy that makes anyone grow up quickly.
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"You think it's funny!?," he snapped with red eyes.
Willy followed me with his sports car to the parking lot of my apartment. I could see the former sausage at the end of his neck and also in his expensive coat. His red face was clearly burning, either burning from the hot steak or from his anger that had reached the maximum level.
He approached and pushed me against the wall.
"let go! stay away! we've broken up!," I shouted and tried to let go of my hand but nil, it was stronger to hold both of my wrists up even with just one hand.
His right hand choked my neck making it hard for me to breathe. Crazy fucking psychopath!.
"Will! ukhs.. He-stop-engh!," I stammered, my eyes began to glaze over.
Willy pressed my body, I could feel his breath in my bend, "you think since you're my future fiancee, I can't eliminate you, Sammy? Remember you're not the princess anymore,"
Willy looked at me pushyly breathing very fast, but in a fraction of a minute he began to be able to control his emotions and take off his giggles that changed to hold my shoulder.
This is what I love about Willy, he's very easy to control his anger and calm down. Maybe this trait also helps with easy cheating or I'm just too stupid?.
"i'll forget all those stupid things that humiliated me, but you have to tell dad that you broke off our engagement" she whispered to my ear in a cold, heavy voice.
The cold hand finally let go of my body, his hazel eyes looking at me sharply before he got back into his favorite car.
I just froze staring at the dark blue sports car driving away from me.
My feet were limp until I fell to the ground.
"WILLY BASTARD, I WON'T BREAK OFF OUR ENGAGEMENT! PSYCHO CRAZY BASTARD!!! ," I shouted and of course ended in a cry.
I wiped my tears. Keep this my dear Willy, I Sam will not let you go even if you cheat on me with hundreds of women.
Not until you're destroyed too!.
The fucking guy seems to have to beg under my feet, he's the one who cheated then the one who should be mad is me, not him!.
"i won't break myself! You too must be ruined with me! Ahaha! " my words alone with my laughter echoing in the silent parking lot.
I assure you of this one thing, that it is not only you who are mentally ill, me too!.
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