Back to the Past with the System
Chapter 20's

Do you know what it's like to hear the pain-filled screams and screams from mom?

What was the horrific sight of your mother being exposed to violence by your own father?

Emilia had seen such a thing repeatedly since she was alive. Mom's screams, the house's image is said, and the worst is when mom is treated badly right in front of her own eyes, the mother's body is full of wounds, blood continues to spurt when Dad beats her.

you can't imagine that feeling.

Though he only wanted to have a normal and ordinary family, but why did it never materialize? is it really wrong to see this sight?

'This is all because you were born Emilia! If only you were not alive! Nah! If only I had not come into contact with that man, if only I had no relationship with that man!'

Emilia had heard these words from her mother, after saying that Emilia's mother began to commit physical violence to her child.

The reason why he did that was very simple. He started to go crazy and scared. Even her mother was afraid of the eyes of her son who looked like the father.

From the beginning Emilia's mother should not have married the man. Their marriage was an illicit affair that happened because Emilia was born. Dad used to impregnate mom and it's true I'm better..

'Not born!!'

Emilia continued to think so if only she had not been born surely the mother would never have felt such a feeling of sadness and suffering.  If he wasn't there, everything would be fine.

When Emilia was a child she accidentally showed a bruise on her face that plucked in the community.The residents came to Emilia's house they gave little suspicion that her parents committed acts of violence.

However, both of Emilia's parents cunningly concocted the story that Emilia had only fallen while playing and they performed well, pretending to be a happy family.

When the residents had dispelled their suspicions immediately parted and left.

At that moment the torment of Emilia grew worse.

"Mother, I'll let go! It hurts!" The young Emilia was pulled violently towards a dark room.

"Whisper this all because you're hanging around! Look we're almost arrested for you, if you just shut up and be a good boy. Nothing like that will exist!"

The footsteps of the two men stopped in a dark and seedy room, the room was an unkempt room.

"You go in there and when you come out be a good boy." Emilia's mother threw her into the room.

"Wait on mom, wait..."

Without letting Emilia out he immediately locked the room.

The little Emilia who was inside certainly rebelled and wanted to get out of there. He kept banging on the door, asking to be opened. "Mother, mother, please open it! I promise I'll be a good boy, so please! Emi hates dark places..."

Not hearing her son's words, Emilia's mother just left without pity.

Little Emilia fell down and knelt down tears streaming down like a river. "Why? Why?"

From that moment on Emilia's life grew worse. His father also plays physically if he doesn't buy something he wants.

Life in school was also a mess, she was shunned by many, humiliated and, oppressed.

Emilia felt that no one loved her, wherever she was there was only pain. Even the affection of her parents she can't.

...If it continues like this Emilia can go crazy.

One day when the replay was held, Emilia got the best grade in school, at 98.

Emilia thought if she showed this to her parents, would she be praised?

Emilia smiled, she stepped into the house feeling happy, impatient to receive praise.

"Dad, mom! Look I got the perfect score." Emilia smiled and showed the exam sheet right in front of her parents.

He thought this way they would be happy.

But Emilia was too naive, the truth that awaited was not like that..

"W-why mother?" ask Emilia in fear.

"What's the reason? Perfectly? What is perfect! If you want to be arrogant do if 100 do not make us happy with half-and-half results."

His heart felt eroded when he heard the mother's words, he began to break out in cold sweat and bowed his head. "But mother, it's the best score in my class.so can't you give me a little admiration..." Emilia gripped her short skirt, she let out tears.

"Hahaha~ you think dad would be proud? Forget about school and academics.You're all grown up and fertile, so if the body is sold it will definitely be a lot of money." His father said with a disgusting expression.

Emilia increasingly did not understand, why did not everyone see her? Why did he never feel what love was? Wh why?

If it's like this.

'More dead, ' it was a thought that was inherent in Emilia's brain even now.

***

Slowly, Emilia woke up in that dark dream. His eyes opened little by little.

The sunlight became orange, the atmosphere was also silent. Emilia slightly glanced to the right and found Adit asleep on the chair while waiting for her.

There was a personal warmth in the girl's heart when she realized that Adit was waiting, unwittingly she had put on a smile. "He's good as always, different from 'them.'"

Beeping.. Beeping.. Beeping..

Suddenly Emilia's pink gadget on the side table of the mattress vibrated, written the name 'mother.' Instantly Emilia trembled, she gulped and picked up the phone.

Bring it to the orange and say it softly.

"Yes, what's wrong?" his voice sounded frightened.

"What's up? Don't pretend you don't know! What are you doing today, I got a report from the teacher that you didn't take the exam. Because of you mommy so basic shame is useless!"

"Hey don't care too much about stupid things like repetition.let's just sell this kid and get some money, it'll definitely be more useful." Behind the phone came the voice of a man very heavy and full of emphasis. Emi knew who the voice was, she was from her father.

"M-I'm sorry. Dad, mom, there's a lot of things going on so I..."

"ACUTE NO MATTER THE REASON!! YOU'RE EMBARRASSING US, DON'T STOP THERE... YOU DIDN'T COME HOME TONIGHT EITHER, DID YOU?"

"Mother, it's. I just stay at a friend's house so, no need to worry."

"WORRYING? DON'T MISUNDERSTAND ME! WHAT I'M AFRAID OF IS THAT IF SOMEONE FINDS OUT ABOUT OUR FAMILY SECRETS, WHAT HAPPENED COULD BE THAT I WAS ARRESTED.."

"Do you want me arrested? And do you think you can live alone? Don't be arrogant!! I hate you. Mom doesn't need a disobedient child, so you don't have to go home. Stay out there!"

"Wait for mom..."

Beeping..

Emilia wanted to straighten out the words from mom, but it was too late the phone was dead..

His gaze again became blank as if he did not see any hope, his mind was also blank.

Due to some loud and rowdy noises, Adit opened his eyes, waking up from a dream. "There's Emilia?" he was worried because he saw the face of the girl who looked empty.

Faking her face with a cheerful smile. "There's nothing Adit, thanks for keeping me here!"

For Adit it seems clear that Emilia is hiding something, but if she does not want to tell a story then she has no right to force it.

"So that's it. emi let's go home."

"Yes." Yeah." Emilia nodded her head and smiled.

Looking at Adit's back that was already standing and stepping up, Emilia instantly wiped away the smile.

'If it's like I can go crazy! I have to do something to calm down.. ah I have an idea, if I DIE will I calm down?' emilia thought while staring blankly.