BAD: Michael And Sherlyna
Part 26's. Michael crying...

[Annastasia Sherlyna Gorge]

        Honestly, I do not know what to behave or express after knowing that I am in a group. Miscarriage, I didn't even realize I was pregnant.

Damn it! What kind of mother am I?

I didn't know she was pregnant and knew she was having a miscarriage. Yesterday when I was bleeding, I thought it could be women must be monthly guests. It feels a little different, although at the beginning of the month I will feel pain. But it was day two and I still felt sick, even more pain than usual and ended up fainting in the bathroom.

I don't know when Michael's coming home and maybe if there's no Michael I don't know what I am now. Probably dying from blood loss.

You know, actually I feel really sad because I lost it before even seeing it. But I try not to show my sadness in front of Michael and everyone. I don't know why, but I just don't want to be weak or whiny with Michael.

When I got home, I got a surprise. Yeah surprise with somehow Mario being at Michael's house and acting as if in front of Michael.

I don't even know what to be happy or how because in the end I was able to meet Mario after a month or so we didn't meet.

But I should be happy, not confused. I don't know why I felt something was wrong, but I don't know what it was.

"Sherlyna why is it only seen? Is the food not good?" ask Mama Siska. Yes, she told me to call her Mama Siska.

I shook my head then nodded. "That's good." I said.

Honestly again I was confused by the situation in this house. How not to be confused? Besides Mario who arrived there is in this house.

My mother and father-in-law also arrived at home. Not only that, Mario's parents are there and now we're having dinner with two families at once.

Goody.

Boyfriend's family and husband's family.

And it makes me tense, I feel like I've become a woman who really isn't right now. I had a boyfriend when I had a husband!

"Don't you like the food?"

I looked to my left and smiled at Mario. "I like it."

"Why not eat it?" ask again.

"Sherlyna you'd better eat this, this one's bad... You can't eat a spicy meal for a while" said Michael taking the plate in front of me and replacing it with his plate.

And I feel weird when Michael talks to me and you.

"Sherlyna does not like soup or food that many sauce, except meatballs" said Mario then replace the plate that Michael put in front of me.

"Ck! You don't know anything, so don't be smart." Cetus Michael doesn't like it.

"Lo who knows nothing... I know all about Sherlyna's antics." said Mario not tired from Michael's speech.

I smiled at the parents who saw their children arguing. But unfortunately they did nothing and just shook their heads.

"It's not about Sherlyna like it or not but Sherlyna is no longer allowed to eat spicy" said Michael.

I put my hand up in the air when Mario would talk again. "Stop... Yes, I will eat everything."

And in the end I had to eat two portions of dinner. Because I can't eat just one of them. I hope after this I'll be okay.

"But Sherlyna---

"Udah continues to eat, Michael."

After dinner I decided to go into my room and lay myself in bed.

"Gue wants to know why Mario can be here as well as them." Saying I.

Michael, who had just entered the room, walked to the bed and sat on the side of the bed next to me. I looked at Michael who was also staring at me with a look that I did not know what it meant.

"Mario's my Om and they're both my grandfather's grandmother."

"Eh."

I got up from my bed and looked at Michael in confusion.

"Mario Papa's sister."

I gulped, so I married my girlfriend's niece. Holy hooch!

But does Mario not know everything, why is he acting ordinary?

"And I can't if I have to let go for him... I love you, but I love him too." said Michael suddenly immediately hugged me.

"You mean?" ask me confused.

"Do you still love Mario so much?" asked Michael and ignored my question in a position still hugging me.

And I don't know why I can't answer Michael.

"Michael."

"Gue knows that Lo really loves Om Mario and not the same as I" he said.

And I think something is wrong with Michael. But isn't that true, is it?

"Michael l----

"Please, I don't want to hear that... I know enough and will not force Lo to make love with me. But no matter what happens I beg you to do not forget I... I know and I realize that I'm evil with Lo, I've made Lo marry me even though Lo does not love Lo."

I could only keep quiet listening to Michael's words.

"Michael lo- -

"Yes, I'm so whiny." said Michael chuckling at the end of his sentence, he also let go of his embrace.

"Sorry."

That's all that came out of my lips, it felt like my throat was stuck seeing Michael cry.

Michael shook his head. "No, the one who should be apologizing is I, not Lo."

"Lo's not wrong at all" he continued.

I don't know where the courage is and what has possessed me. I suddenly kissed Michael, right on the lips.

I kissed Michael first, my God!

I could feel Michael smiling and pulverizing my lips that were just silently sticking to his lips.

A deep but gentle kiss, no desire or lust.