
...Green leaves that hate the rain. Too cold, look up how great you are....
...Greeting in each of your arms is like giving me protection. Defend me in every drop....
...Until I get used to it. Knowing the rain hugged me for loving me....
...No, I don't want rain. I don't love the rain. These little leaves love a beautiful flower....
...The flower is tormented by the torrent of rain, withstanding the weight of its crown. That's when I begged the rain to leave me....
...The rain loves me......
...It eventually disappeared, completely disappearing. Only a beautiful flower left wanting me to humble myself. The helpless flower came back crying to me....
...Why do I miss the rain now?...
...Flower beauties? No, the rain is more beautiful. Beauty is hard to see. For me that is just a leaf....
...Rain.I love you......
...Pardon me......
Evan.
Her lips twitched trying to smile."Let's just end it, if it's like that..."
"Evs... Evan you understand my situation! I love you but--" That woman's sentence is interrupted.
"I understand, I just have to go back to Claudia right? I'm tired, making a fuss." That's all Evan said, putting down his chopsticks.
The young man who returned after reaching for his car keys and suit. Leaving Erlina sobbing in a cry alone.
"Evan.." murmured Erlina as if between willing and not, perfecting her dust.
Bugs!
The sound of the door closing was heard. But the young man did not leave, what was he waiting for? I don't know, just trying to prove his ego. She loves Erlina, a naive and kind woman.
But is it true? The sound of crying from inside stopped. It doesn't sound so clear anymore. Walk near the emergency stairs near the elevator area. Resting his body and mind, that's what Evan did.
He was tired, but where to go? Grabbing his phonecell held a tightness in his chest. Her father, mother and sister hated her who had left Claudia alone at the altar. The only one who can be contacted is Claudia herself, his best friend. The only person who thought about it, to hear the whole story, shared tears and laughter comforted him.
However, the contact number he was reluctant to contact. Bowing helplessly, patting his claustrophobic chest. It's his fault, his fault. Caught up not knowing how.
Going home was reluctant, every cynical word that came out of the mouths of his parents and sister was the cause. Only one belief to survive, Erlina. But even Erlina...
There were many question words in his mind. Slowly his eyes closed. I don't know how long he's been asleep near the emergency stairs.
Tig!
The sound of the elevator doors opening sounded. Fitra, her boss in the office came out of the elevator. Seen holding a phonecell contact someone.
"I've arrived. Baby, remember the clothes I bought you!" Mr. Fitra spoke to someone over the phone.
Somehow, maybe a hunch. That right? See everything from near the left wall.
The woman who had been dressed sweetly and politely came out. Now wearing thin clothes with lots of rope. Every curve of his body is visible. Only a few string threads covered the core area. Even the top was perfectly exposed. Only censored a cloth as thin as a fishing net.
This is really crazy isn't it? They kiss in the hallway. Not a kiss, a hot kiss.
He was silent with tears flowing. His feet felt weak. Erlina didn't love him from the start? Really just to seize the inheritance that belonged to Claudia's parents? Is he just used?
"Have you bought a safety deposit?" asked Fitra, with fingers entering the thin clothes. Moving slowly to the lower area, making Erlina agitated. The finger that moves slowly in but surely.
"A full box..." Tempta Erlina, pulling Fitra's tie, to get inside her apartment.
Nothing happened, Evan just laughed in his tears. He foolishly loves someone so sincerely, like a child.
Admire Erlina who says, if Evan is the only man she loves. Until Erlina willingly gave her body, only for Evan.
"Well!" He growled in his crying. It's painful, it's really painful. Is this love? No this is regret, secretary br*ngsek it's true.
An unpleasant painful feeling at all. There was no place for him to talk anymore. His back against the wall.
At times like this, who does he remember?
His organs were visible, holding him in a warm embrace."I will keep you company. Be the place for you to go home..." Those were the words Claudia usually said to calm her down.
When he failed to get a scholarship abroad, when the project he held was problematic, when his parents were bickering, including when his sister was caught by the police for participating in a wild race. Only the woman calmed him down. Relieve all the pain.
Little leaves that are used to rain water? That's himself. Terlena the beauty of flowers (Erlina) to dismiss all the affection of rain.
There was no word he could say when the mirage disappeared. He wants this to be real.
Walk with an empty mind. He got lost in his own mind while driving his car.
If logically thought of, Erlina would have asked him to take Claudia from Michael. After she returns with Claudia, Erlina will cry again to love her. Just like before. He is just a puppet.
The bun? There are some people who consider bed activity is just a biological need. But not with him, he was wrong. Thinking of napsu and love is the same.
I don't know how many hours he was driving, in the end the sound of the waves was heard. A winding road, a seafront cliff. Should he hit a roadblock and end this life? That's what's on his mind.
Yet.
One by one, the memories of the past returned. When he got the best grades in SMU, but did not get a scholarship at a state university. He works to pick up the sewing order, meeting Claudia who always follows and helps him.
When his parents said they were going to divorce, he tried to cope slowly. When his sister was about to go to jail, he was also working on everything. His family is now quite calm. Is he going to end his life just because of Erlina?
Friendship bracelets made only from thread strings. Not because of Erlina, she missed Claudia. Sitting stopped his car in front of the ravine. Back to the driver's seat.
"Did Claudia marry that man because she wanted the inheritance of her parents?" He muttered, feeling pain, each remembering the face of the young man who was smiling mocking him. Embracing Claudia's shoulder passed away.
"Will there be a chance if I negotiate?" Smile in the cry.
Negotiating? What's on his mind? Replacing Michael's position, being a husband based solely on pretense is also okay. He knew he had hurt Claudia enough. If ...if the opportunity exists he will swallow the pride to beg for love. Being an unloved husband is better than seeing Claudia with another man.