BAD WIFE
HIJRAH HANUM

This morning Hanum looks happy? the third day of the mas Rico who reported himself, although briefly it was to make his heart more longing. But he laments when the number is unknown, and contacts him but Hanum ignores it. Until the flash of regret, he opened the message was Alpha.

'Hanum, I know you're happy. Happy, Rico is the right man for you. Can we meet, I happen to be in a residential cluster near your house.'

Hanum put his phone on the nightstand. Then he opened the balcony window with a very fresh morning gust.

A divine glow blew away my imagination. That's a second of the past. I thank Allah Swt, so quickly awakened me to take direction.

For my greatest fear is to die with a pile of sins. Now I'm different. I'm not the old Hanum. Many new lanterns became my spirit light.

Enough of my past does not need to be repeated and let all the stories, I keep in the history of life that will be a teacher to give learning.

When at the beginning of my hijrah many people who berated. But for this I became deaf. I do not care because my hijrah is only for Him not to expect anyone's flattery. It is better to have a dark past than a dark future. Bismillah, I'm hijrah now. I left my past behind to get to a better time.

“Surely those who believe, those who emigrate and emigrate in the way of Allah, they expect the mercy of Allah and Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.”

Hijrah because Allah is the Exalted, even if people shower you with insults and insults, but your faith remains firm. Because every charity depends on intention.

Passion, for anyone who has ever felt disappointment like me. Be assured, Allah is All-Knowing, All-Knowing for His servant. Because He's the most beautiful screenwriter more than I expected. The key is to be sure of all His provisions.

TING!

Nazim, reply to my message via WhatsApp

"Seriously your past man is near this house? mbak will come, so that there is no slander! just ignore Hanum! don't let the past come back. We're Campus Studies today, right?"

The tling!

"Yes mbak. Hanum knows himself, there is no way Hanum betrayed the husband, for the sake of a kind of wet land, Hanum must release pure gold that is unmatched beautiful.' Hanum replied to the message.

Terbesit Hanum, back memories with him.

I never paid attention to it before.

I accidentally went too far. Far-away.

Tracing the path to everything until I get lost in my illusion.

I didn't want to go home, but I realized it wasn't my universe and I had to go back to my universe.

Oh Allah, this is my fault.

Why would I dare to cross the line at an undue time, when I know You are against.

The longings are now drowning my mind.

It is appropriate that I should bear all this longing, alone.

He doesn't care. In fact, to him I was a stranger. Now that I am together longing, longing for Rico, my husband returns home safely.

"I grimace every step of the way! Hanum only prayed, may Rico's steps always be kept, in his protection."

***

Campus Resto.

“There shall not be a people in one of the houses of Allah, reading the Book of Allah and studying it among them, except that peace be upon them, and they are filled with mercy, swarmed by angels and called by God to the angels before Him.”

“MashaAllah!” I said to hear the words of Nazim.

“Godly friends, if you do not find me in heaven with you later, then please talk to God that we have migrated together and remind each other to always obey Him. Take me to heaven with you, yes.” said Nazim.

What a heart-shaking sentence, how shameful Hanum is, because a righteous Nazim asks a sinner for help, like me. This is where no one seems to feel the best.

"Why do you call Han a sinner?"

"Bak, because Hanum's a bad woman. Never failed in the household, hated by the creator. Hanum also ignored papa when finally, Hanum sinned not beside him. It's Hanum's remorse, it deserves Hanum's past, it's always Hanum's talk, and Hanum's physique is ugly and bad."

"No! it's not your fault, now you have a good priest."

"Thank God, insyallah Hanum always grateful." her smile.

When you are in a good place, you will meet good people. Even when you repair yourself, God will meet someone good. Nazim's advice, is the thing that is able to make Hanum calm.

I sat waiting for the order to come.

“Hanum..”.

“Eh, Sari.” He sat next to me.

“Not home? What's up, Han?"

"So I was mentoring first, Sari."

“Hanum, I'm happy for you, beautiful. But advice only Han, from me, your veil is too long.”

“Indeed why my veil is long,?”

“So it looks like mothers. Hehe..”.

“Oh, nothing Sar, it's a housewife. Hehe...” his words are sharp indeed, but I try to patiently react to them.

“Hehe... Yes also, yes.” Face red.

“Long veil is not a veil of your beauty, but to keep it.”

“Hanum, I want to learn like you.”

“Bby, we're together to learn because I'm still very poor science.” My speech.

My order has arrived. A bowl of beef soup, a plate of rice, and a glass of lemon ice. I took a spoon and fork.

"Sari, I eat first."

"Okay, I'm following. My order's not done yet."

I was just about to devour it. Suddenly my phone rings.

I put a spoon and fork on the plate. My eyes are staring at the phone screen. My mouth is round, it turns out that the one who called me is Alfa, What is he calling me?

“I received the phone first yes, Sari.”

I actually heard that sentence very illfeel. I turned off the phone. With that feeling still upset my heart was hard to stop grumbling.

My phone shook back, without thinking for a second I immediately rejected it. Alfa called me continuously, certainly making a difference.

TING!

TING!

Alfa sent me messages dozens of times. I saw the message.

Hanuman.

Hanuman.

Snob!

Last message.

I had to block his number, as well as with a sprightly phone in the trun off. It feels like terror. I don't think love can be forced as it wishes. Moreover, I feel happiness after emigrating, not because of the Rico mas who told me to.

Although a husband should rule, but Hanum does it to keep himself from bad things, also keep the fire from the sight of others who see Hanum look beautiful.

Kadarnya, Hanum only displays his body, strands of hair in the room alone with Rico, although after coming out of the room he will be decorated and hooded by keeping the husband marwah.

"Mas, your return from Hong Kong, it feels like waiting four days feels like years." said Hanum.

"Han, wait a long time! sorry yes!"

"Well, let's eat before we go home" said Hanum, and Nazim was friendly.

"Ok, thanks."

Tbc.