Badboy That Sucks
194. The Deep Sadness

Marvin puts Arkan in the WIP room. Alisha was sitting next to Arkan's bed, holding the young man's hand.

"Mila!" Alisha smiled as she saw Kamila go inside.

"Here baby, who knows if you talk to Arkan he'll wake up!" Alisha.

Kamila looked at Alisha with a face full of tears then she hugged Alisha tightly.

"Sorry Mila Mommy, this is all Mila's fault! If Mila is not present in the middle of your family all will not happen" Kamila said.

Alisha took a breath then stroked the hair of the beautiful girl before her.

"What the hell is that! No one's guilty of you, this whole thing was a pure accident, honey. Mommy has told Arkan many times not to race. But he's still a wayward. Maybe this way God negur Arkan let Arkan stop being wayward. Arkan is a strong child, Mommy believes Arkan must be awake" said Alisha

calming Kamila.

Actually from the deepest corner of the heart, Alisa also felt worried about Arkan's condition. But he is trying to think positively.he is sure Arkan still has the spirit to live and will definitely wake up.

Slowly Kamila approached Arkan and clasped the young man's hand. Then the girl lowered her head and whispered something in Arkan's ear.

"Lo has to wake up Arkan! I'm sorry if all this time like to make you kesel if you don't want to wake up I don't want to stay with you anymore. I also want to find a guy to replace you!"

***

It's been two weeks since the incident, Arkan is still lying in the hospital he hasn't regained consciousness. Kamila faithfully always accompanied Arkan.

"When do you want to sleep like this? You're not a sleeping princess let's wake up. Tomorrow is the final test Arkan time you do not want to take me to walk this mall! Let's get up I want to go wherever you come from!" kamila said to Arkan.

Daren and Bastian who were also in the room could only look at each other.

They understood very well how Kamila was feeling at this moment.

"If you don't want to wake up, I'm looking for another girlfriend!" kamila said with anxiety mixed with sadness.

At the time of saying that sentence, Kamila's tears also dripped. Kamila felt very sad at this time about Arkan. There is usually an omelin every day, but already these two weeks the house feels lonely. Even Kayla missed her brother.

"Lo says lo will always be there for me, you also say you will not make me cry, you will know what I want! Now I want to make a promise to you Arkan, I want you to wake up!"

Kamila's voice rattled out as she held Arkan's hand, Kamila covered her face with Arkan's hand.

"Wake Arkan!" lirih Kamila's.

Daren approaches Kamila he holds Kamila's shoulder.

"Patient Mil, I am sure Arkan is hearing all our prayers. Just that this spoiled Panjul does not want to wake up," said Daren.

"It's all my fault. I shouldn't have let him go that night."

"Lo is not a God who knows the future of people. Stop beating yourself up, Mil. What matters now is that we pray for Arkan's health" Bastian said.

"yes I understand. It's late at night, you two go home. I'm not waiting here for Arkan" Kamila said.

Tomorrow the final exam is done, tonight Kamila wants to be in Arkan's nursery. No day without crying he kept praying for Arkan.

"I'm the same Bastian has to go home, said Kean, he's on the road to come here" said Daren.

Daren and Bastian leave Kamila alone. Arkan is placed in the VVIP room so it does not mix with other patients. There was also a bed and a television.

Camila never moved out of space

treatment except to school. Instead Bastian, Daren, Kean and Sean will take turns accompanying Kamila in the hospital. Usually they would sleep on the sofa while Kamila was on the bed.

But that night Kamila fell asleep beside Arkan and sat down, holding her hand.

Chequek..

Alisha comes along she is sad, Kamila looks very hit body is also getting thinner eyes puffy. Kamila was seen clutching Arkan Erat's hand. Alisha.

"Mila, you moved her sleep on the bed. Tomorrow you go to school and have exams. Mother does not want you to follow the pain as well. Or you want to go home to sleep at home here there is Mommy," said Alisha.

Kamila squirmed then smiled at Alisha then shook her head.

"I slept here, Mother. I don't want to sleep in my house with Arkan" Kamila said.

"If so you move to the mattress do not sleep while sitting later even his body pain," said Alisha.

"Mother's Dad!"

Kamila also obeyed Alisha's orders. The girl got up and moved to the bed in the room.

The next morning Kamila who was at school looked very lethargic, since Arkan was declared Kamila coma like an undead he would only talk if he spoke but he was more silent. Even during the exam Kamila only focused on the problem.

At break time, Kamila had just

dropping off the exam papers to the office, Kamila walked over to her class, in Naya's class trying to cheer her up as well as Daren and the others but it was pretty unbearable.

"Mila, do you realize you're now so skinny? I'm sure Arkan knows he doesn't like to see you like Kamila" Naya said.

"Gue where can eat a lot if I know Arkan is also sick again. See he's not waking up like I feel his own jolt. I want to wake her up, but I can't" Kamila said with teary eyes.

"Patience, yes" said Naya rubbed his best friend's shoulder.

Kamila wiped her tears, "I'll come out first!"

Kamila felt upset herself, she got up and left the classroom. Kamila turns out to be sitting behind the school she bends her legs she cries she misses. Arkan's smile made him even more devastated.

"Guil!" lirih Kamila with flowing tears.

"When you wake up, I miss!" continued.

"Gue love you Arkan!"

"Hiks... I don't want you to go Arkan, you live I'm Arkan, if you go I want to go along with you. You don't have me no purpose in life anymore, my family's a mess, you're my only goal still to survive!"

"Arkan... Lo evil! I'm sad Arkan, I want to cry, but from yesterday I cry keep cape Arkan! You gotta wake up Arkan!"

"Gue can't live without Lo Arkan!" whispered Kamila sad.