Bara's Innate Girl
Warm Hugs

Bara's forehead wrinkled in wonder at this girl before him. What does it mean to stop? This girl really confused him. During this week Rara avoided it for no apparent reason. And as she took the time to speak from heart to heart, she said something she didn't understand.

"What do you mean Rara? Speak clearly." said Bara.

"I want to stop all of this Sister." said Rara with tears.

"Rara. Stop what you mean?" the grip of her hand on Rara's hand grew tighter.

Rubbing her tears violently, "Don't be sweet to me anymore Brother. Go back to acting like you used to. Stop treating me with all your false natures." Avoid Bara's eyes, because that man's gaze weakens her greatly.

"Rara... so... You think all my behavior has been fake?" now the bead Bara was filled with anger. Her hand that was grasping both of Rara's hands, clenched tightly, making Rara in pain.

"Isn't that the truth? My brother was never sincere with me. All of Brother's attention during this time was just a charade.." the girl accused.

Bara smiled cynically, this girl was completely beyond her expectations and was too draining of her emotions. I don't know what made Rara suddenly become like this.

"Didn't you have the slightest bit of faith in me?" said Bara coldly. His sharp eyes are now back to what they used to be.

Rara returned the gaze for a moment, but instantly dodged to cover her nervousness. His head shook faintly as a sign of his answer.

For the umpteenth time Bara let out a rough sigh, then slammed Rara's hand just like that. The man was most anti-suspicious.

"Alright if that's your wish." stood up from in front of Rara.

"You really are a woman who doesn't know thank you! It was in vain that I lowered my ego to be kind to you. But what is your reply? You're accusing me of something unfounded!" say Bara with sarcasm.

"Prepare to accept all your suffering!"

His cruelty is back to what it used to be. So sad and full of intimidation aura. Of course Rara was terrified, there was a speck of regret that she had awakened the sleeping lion. But this is better, than having to pretend to be happy for the man's play.

Bara's bead was filled with fiery fury, accompanied by the roar of his hunting breath. While Rara can only bow her head while crying sobbing.

Bara chooses to leave in front of Rara, before her uncontrolled emotions explode, and instead hurts the weak girl.

Rara's cry further broke as the sound of the room door being closed violently boomed in her ears.

"I'm not crazy." he shouted. Both of his hands pulled his unraveling hair. It doesn't even matter when the long hair has fallen out.

"I'm not crazy..."

Rara looks so pathetic. It was like missing the direction of the girl beating her head without feeling the slightest pain. His manic radiated a gaping wound so wide. Untreated heal wounds incised by those closest to him.

They're very cruel. They could have given that poor innocent girl suffering. Look at the girl's current condition. So appalling.

"I want Mom... Mothers... Get Rara out of here, Mom...." Rara is hysterical. His sharp nails scratched the skin of his neck to cause red marks.

"Mother..." Rara was transfixed, when again the shadow of her mother was caught by her manic.

"Mother.." walked back to the real figure who had long since passed to the Creator.

Rara almost reached the hand she missed so much, but sadly, the shadow slowly disappeared somewhere.

"Mother...." Rara is hysterical. His steps chased the shadow up to the balcony. If only his feet had not tripped over the table leg that was there, it was possible that this girl's body had landed on the ground horribly.

Rara's tired. His body and soul were tired, and so was his heart. It would be better to die alone than to endure this endless suffering.

When the night greeted, Rara was already on top of the bed. His school uniform had already changed with a pair of loose pajamas. I don't know who replaced it. The girl fell asleep on the giant bed.

A red scar on his neck, as a result of a sharp nail clawing with a brandas so contrasted with his white skin. What a pity, not yet the marks on his chest disappeared, now the other marks increased in his body.

In the same room, on the right side of the sleeping girl, Bara sat holding her hand. The manic was so sad, also his face showed great anxiety towards the girl.

Regret rattled her heart for having left Rara after their quarrel. She shouldn't have left Rara alone in this room. He should not have left Rara who was having problems with her soul. Lucky the girl did not have time to jump the iron barrier balcony. If this happens, the man will never forgive himself.

Right then, his sturdy hands squeezed out some of the paper that was the source of his turmoil. A medical record of the mental health of the wife who has been too severe. And this is what makes Bara suddenly change his attitude towards Rara.

Sometime after Rara's birthday, Bara gets a shocking fact about Rara that she secretly investigates. That Rara is suffering from a kind of mental illness, which often makes her hysterical and delusional. Sometimes doing something unconsciously, then forgetting it just like that.

A shocking truth. Bara just complied with the request of the psychiatrist who had examined Rara. To not put any more pressure on the girl. Because if it makes Rara worse, then the girl can-can lose her sanity.

Bara keeps the documents of the medical records of the wife, then climbs the bed, and joins in next to Rara. Pulling the tiny body into his arms, then giving a kiss in a row on his beautiful face.

"Sleep peacefully, baby. I hope you're okay tomorrow." whispered the man down.

Without realizing it, it turns out that the girl in his arms has been awake for a long time. Rara came to her senses when Bara held her hand for so long and also when the man kissed her face.

His heart was sad again when he remembered their quarrel this afternoon. And also remember what exactly Bara feels about her. All that made him feel tight, until his tears flowed back.

It was a heavy burden that he had been carrying all this time, making his cry break right then and there. There is no place to lean and just share grievances, making him dazed.

His back trembled in the arms of Bara, who had unknowingly awakened Bara who was about to fall in her dream. The hug tightened even more and the swipe on her tiny back felt comfortable.

Rara gasps when she realizes that Bara has not slept. At first Rara thought Bara was asleep, making her so presumptuous to cry in her arms.

Rara was about to pull her body, but was restrained by that sturdy arm.

"Sst.. cry if it makes you feel calm" whispered Bara with her baritone voice.

"Look at me every time you feel upset. Don't keep everything to Rara's own." said the man again.

Either Bara was earnest or not, but one was certain he really needed a backrest this time. Her crying broke again then and there. Her tiny hands clutched tightly onto the lapel of her husband's pajamas.

"Don't leave me sister." said the girl in her tears.

"will not. I'll never leave you." reply the man.

Some time Rara cried, until over time even fell into her sleep. Bara loosened his hold, but did not break the distance between them.

"I'll stay with you, baby. I will never leave you." whispered Bara right in the girl's ear.

Her fingers endlessly stroked Rara's long hair. Providing comfort that can only be felt by a Rara.

TB