Because Amen is the Same
45. Not Want to Hurt

Ray spent some time at home with Alan tonight. Drink the coffee of both of their choice.

"Where is your relationship with Viona?" Alan asked while enjoying his coffee.

"I don't know Lan" he answered, raising his coffee glass.

"Look Lan, I'm not as lucky as coffee and sugar can be put together in one cup" he continued.

"Do you think it's fair?, Ra. The eyes see it is coffee, but when enjoyed does the connoisseur say this is the taste of coffee? No. gabe. They say sweet" Alan explained.

"The point is that there must be a sacrifice" continued Alan again and again raised his coffee cup.

"Hmmm, sweet" Alan said with a smile, "that's the word of a connoisseur of Ra" he continued.

"Right, but is Viona willing to make a sacrifice?" Ask Ray.

"You're a man, you're the one who sacrificed for the woman you love" Alan said.

"What about faith?" Ask Ray seriously.

"Honestly, I'm confused too. Tau yourself how the Viona family" said Alan again.

"Did your mom know that you and Viona weren't the same?" Ask Alan again.

"Not yet"

"You know Ra your parents, until when did you hide all that?" Ask Alan.

"I'm not willing to hurt both of them and I'm not ready if Mami tells me to choose, it's very difficult"

"It's tough, but someday you'll choose. As I said earlier SACRIFICE" Alan said and pressed his sentence at the end.

"I need Lan's time" Ray responded while drinking his coffee.

"I trust you bro" Alan said again, patting Ray on the back and smiling.

Ray responded with a smile while nodding.

"Thank you" he said.

On a different side. At Viona's house, they are now a casual gathering of three and the beautiful Ainun is busy with his new toy that Viona bought.

"Vio, aren't there any plans to get married?" Ask Yesi to the point.

"Married" Viona repeated, "Don't be scared!" Reciprocity.

"Fear what?" Ask Mother Heti chimed.

"It can't be a good wife yet" replied Viona.

"Where's the deck from?" Ask Jesse again.

"Sir Yesi, likes fishing talk" Viona said again without answering her brother's question.

"Here you go, your friends are many and their religious understanding is also good. So, mama is sure that their son also insha-god understanding of his religion is not in doubt. How's it?" Ask Ms. Heti at the end she said.

"What is mam?" Viona asked confusedly.

"Mousal match with mama's friend's son" The remark made Viona look at her mother.

"Mom, are you tired of seeing Vio?" Ask Viona back.

"Astaghfirullah, no mother tired of seeing her child, who was longing" Heti's mother's expression made Viona smile and hugged her mother.

"Sorry mom, Viona just doesn't want to be betrothed" she said in her mother's arms.

"Mama just wants to see you happy, and the feeling of mama is calm if there is someone to take care of you" said Heti's mother again made Viona tighten her embrace.

"Not off, if you talk about a soul mate again" said Viona with a joke.

"The tighter it is, the more the spirit of the mother" Mother Heti said, making Viona let go of her embrace.

"What if I don't like that guy?" Ask Viona.

"What if that person fits your criteria?" Ask back to heti's mother.

"What if not love?" Ask viona.

"Love will grow if it is always together" said Yesi.

"Hmm, sister Yesi cultivates again, add fertile discussion" said Viona.

"What if she has a boyfriend?" Ask Viona again.

"Who knows religion, he will not date" replied Mother Heti.

"Great awakening, I'm insecure if that's it" said Viona again.

"Eat him so women do not make it easy to deck the same men" Yesi added.

"Sister!" Call Viona again with an annoyed look at her brother.

"That's what you're afraid of, being grateful to see you like this, being afraid that your husband is not right. Mama's heart is broken" Heti's mother reveals that Viona is silent for a moment.

"Viona please mam, throw away the mind of Vio's mate mama. Vio..." His words immediately stopped. She is not ready to tell her mother about Ray, even though they are not dating but Viona knows that Ray loves her.

"Why?" Ask Mother Heti curious.

"Forgotten mam, hehehe" Viona said, ending with a laugh to cover up her lie.

Heti's mother just sighed softly hearing her son's words, she knew that Viona was lying to her.

"Mama wants to ask, is your friend Ray with Ahmad? I mean mama's an ordinary friend" said Mother Heti again.

"Yes mam" replied Viona.

"Okay, mama just want mastiin alone" said Heti's mother, "Mama to the room first want to rest" he said and went to the room.

Viona and Yesi story. Yesi again asked about Ahmad because his mother had told him, if Ahmad treated Viona in a restaurant different from others.

"Is Ahmad a true friend?" Ask Yesi.

"real brother. Why doesn't anyone believe?" Ask Viona back.

"Because it's not an ordinary friend like that deck. You are too special, if you hear the story from your mother. So you agreed with your mom's idea to match you up with her friend's son"

Viona heard that her heart was not calm. He was upset with his brother and his mother too. Because how could they think about matchmaking while his two brothers chose their own partner.

"This is unfair to Vio because he still remembers Rifal and his partner's brother for his own choice. Why should I be arranged?" Viona asked with teary eyes.

Yesi actually did not have the heart but it was also impossible to ban her mother, let alone her mother's intention was good just to keep Viona's specialty.

"Bismillah deck, there's nothing wrong with your mama's speech. If it's best for you, me and Rifal will support" he said.

"The grandfather loves because God is better" he continued.

"But in Viona's heart there's one name" Finally Viona is honest.

"Who?" Yesi asked curiously, so curious he brought himself closer to his sister.

"Who's deck?"

"Ray" replied Viona briefly.

"Isn't he a non-Muslim deck?" Ask Yesi to make sure.

Viona nodded her head.

"Keep, are you dating her?" Asked Yesi again and immediately Viona waved her hand quickly.

"Not really"

"Continue?" Ask Jesse again.

"Ray once expressed his feelings to Vio, but Vio did not accept it. And it turns out Ray doesn't want to date either.." Viona started telling me everything.

"Seriously?" Asked Yesi and Viona nodded.

"You don't know, you and him are different?" Ask Jesse again.

"Yes, brother, but can't you give me a chance?" Ask Viona back.

"The opportunity is how Vio, if only different tribes, brother is not concerned. While there is no ban, brother is okay" explained Yesi.

"But this problem... Yaahhh adek himself know the difference" continued Yesi did not continue his speech again. He was out of words when his sister loved something different from him.

"Sister, Ray's serious" Viona tries to convince her brother.

"Seriously whatever, we're different decks.. Provided that.." Yesi Saying.

"Originally Ray followed our beliefs, is that what you mean sister?, I don't want to snatch her from her God sister" said Viona made Yesi look at her sister with a loving look.

"Look at brother's eyes" said Yesi, "We are not taught to force people into our belief deck and we are forbidden to marry people of different faiths" continued Yesi again.

"It was a test for the two of us, but one thing our family remembered God and remembered the father who was calm, lightened the hisabnya deck" This Yesi request made Viona unconsciously drop her tears.

"I don't want to hurt anyone sister, but Mami Ray always wishes Vio" Adu Viona.

"So you're willing to sacrifice everything just because of her Mama's expectations?" Ask Yesi who made Viona shut up for a moment.