Because God
Dreaming.

An sat pensively on the sofa of his room, his mind was currently wandering everywhere.

His blank look was straight ahead. Is he too selfish to open his heart to his wife? A woman who loves herself unconditionally.

That's what he thought, his mind still remembered that moment, where Zahra was serving him.

He took a breath that felt heavy. He was completely overwhelmed with his empty household.

His eyes stared at Zahra's body sleeping soundly on the bed. His heart felt pity too.

Why did he marry Zahra? He was always ignored by himself. But Zahra always respected herself as a husband.

An never appreciated himself.

Really, An is totally guilty. Does he have to let go of Zahra, in order for him to get the better of himself. That could give Zahra the right as a wife.

"Maybe I have to let go, so that he can get someone who can give him the right as a wife" she murmured.

O God, for now she really can't give Zahra the right to be a wife. How is it possible, while he never loved Zahra.

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A man walked up to the bed of a woman who was currently sitting leisurely on the bed.

Zahra lowered her head as her husband walked over to her bed.

"Zahra" call An. He stood a few feet in front of his bed. Zahra immediately raised her head, when her name was called by her husband. "Yes." Yeah." He is currently sitting quietly on the bed.

He was silent for a moment. "I'm going to divorce you." The speech just slid off from the tongue. An was so steady when saying that.

For him, there was nothing left in his household that never had a word of love.

Bak fell from the multi-story building, his heart seemed to stop beating when the speech was heard by his ears.

His eyes are dewy. Did he hear wrong? Zahra really can't say anything.

Zahra lowered her head, her tears slowly dripping down. He knows that An does not love him, so is there no other solution than divorce?.

Does marriage precede love?. Where is the position of worship?. Marriage is not the longest worship.

"Do you want to divorce me just for a word of love?" Zahra asked with her head down.

His chest felt very sore and tight. Several times that sound was heard.

The room was as if it was quiet, all that was heard was the sound of crying and the sighing of Zahra.

He looked at Zahra iba. Her crying was so bitter. "Jawablah" he said weakly behind his sobs.

"Give me a definite reason, so that when my parents ask I can answer it" he said.

Her breath hunts up and down, but her marriage is only a corn. However, a word of divorce was already spoken by her husband.

"What you're saying is true, Zahra. I divorced you because I never had any love for you" she said frankly.

Zahra's tears were getting broken, her tears were rushing. At that moment, her husband's answer was spoken to her.

He was crying, but only tears, not a loud noise.it made his chest feel tight.he could as much as possible hold back from making a sound.

This is so that, only between her and her husband knows this weak moment.

"Why? Why should love? Why?" Ask streak. An turned his face away, he could not even look at Zahra's watery eyes.

Seeing his wife crying, An's heart seemed to want to cry too, but he refused hard.

Is An starting to grow a taste for Zahra? if so, then why would he want to divorce his wife?.His heart is really hard to guess.

Sometimes he wanted to learn to love, but still opened his heart and now, he wants to divorce his wife.

Astaghfirullah, what heart does he have.

"Why?"

"Why?"

"Why?"

"Zahra, get up" he said, as he sat on the edge of the bed near his wife's body.

Zahra immediately snapped out of her sleep. Yeah, he's dreaming. Her eyes looked at her husband with dewy eyes.

"What's up, Zahra?" Tanya An was a little curious as well as worried.

She woke up from her sleep, reflexively hugging her husband. Her crying broke out on An's chest, wetting her neat clothes, she was about to leave for his office.

But suddenly he heard his wife's chatter that made him delay his trip.

"A-branch" she said behind her sobs.

An is getting confused. What's the matter? Why Zahra is so scared. Even his body temperature was cold.

Zahra raised her face, looking at her husband's face. "A-bang" he said, intensifying his cries. He was still dreaming of his strange dream.

Touching Zahra's shoulder, Zahra turned to her husband's hand. Usually An always indifferent never even willing to touch it. But why does he show such attention to himself?.

"What's wrong? Tell me?" he said full of gentleness.

Zahra was silent for a moment, she still stabilized her mind that was still being imagined with her dreams.

An's eyes saw the tears Zahra melted on the white cheeks, and smooth.Yes, at this time Zahra did not wear her veil.

The reflex he raised his hand, rubbing it softly. Really, it made Zahra's heart touched and skipped a beat..

Zahra's eyes looked at her husband's eyes deeply.Zahra's eyes implied asking.What's wrong with her husband? is he starting to love her?.

An who realized, reflex pulled his hand back, while turning his face in any direction.

"I'm sorry" he said that he was not happy because, touching Zahra without his permission, even though it was halal for both.

Zahra nodded weakly. "Why apologize, you're not wrong."

An nodded in agreement. "Say, what happened?" ask An back.

Zahra recalls her painful dream, hoping it will never come true.

"Are you going to divorce me?" Ask Zahra, wistfully. Yeah, he knew it was just a dream. But because of that dream Zahra had fear.

Zahra just wanted to make sure, if it was really a dream, not a reality.

I was confused by Zahra's question. How could he ask such a question? Does he know he's been thinking about his divorce all night?.

"What do you mean?" Ask An pretending not to understand.

"Abang, am I dreaming if you want to divorce me? But I know it was just a dream. I wish it hadn't happened."

An stared in any direction. He doesn't know what to answer. Meanwhile, he thought about his divorcee all night. And, coincidentally Zahra had that dream?.

It's weird, isn't it.

Zahra looked at her silent husband unmoved. "Devents."

Zahra's call made An a little aware of his silence. "Is that okay?" Zahra asked curiously at the silence of her husband.

The situation turned upside down, but Zahra needed a listener to complain. Unfortunately, An was busy with his daydreams.

An got up from his seat. Zahra held her husband's wrist. "Abang, where are you going?" Ask Zahra spontaneously. An should calm himself down. But, he even got up.

An pulled his hand rough. "It's none of your business, Zahra" he said.

Zahra silence. She lowered her head, just as she felt a gentle touch from her husband. But now his attitude is back again.

Zahra slightly raised her head, staring at the back of her husband, who was heading out of her room.

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