Because I Love You, Raya
Chapter 58 I was kicked out of the house

The same night in the city of Malang

After putting Hanum to sleep, Bu Arumi went to the room, saw him in the living room Lani and Leon was sitting on the sofa while enjoying the TV. Light snacks seemed to accompany them. Even a day they never left the mansion, completely subordinate to the loyal Assistant Je.

Titania is more at home, because school activities are over, just waiting for clarification of the file to SMAN xx. While Hanum, since Raya left for out of town, the school shuttle is Lani and Leon. They will wait at the kindergarten school with Ms. Arumi.

Familiarity was quickly established among the residents of the house. Ms. Nanik who came in the morning to cook was happy because there was a new friend who could accompany and entertain the two girls.

“Nak Lani, I want to go to Madam Nanik's house for a while yes, if Hanum wakes up, just call mom at home next to” Pamit Bu Arumi on the two young people.

“Need to be between bu?” Ask Lani while standing up.

“Ah, no need to son, deket people also”

“Alright, please bu”

Bu Arumi stepped out of the house and walked towards the house of Bu Nanik which is 2 houses away from the house Raya.

Tok

Tok

“Mbak Nanik's.”.

“Iya briefly” Voice inside recite then door open.

“Lho Rumi, what's wrong? Kids why?” A worried look appeared on the wrinkles of Bu Nanik's face. Arumi smiled shaken. Their age is 5 years, and Bu Arumi asked to be called by name only by Bu Nanik so that it was like a sister's call to his sister.

“Kids have slept just now, I just want to chat with mbak”

“Oh, kirain, let's go in”

“Not bothering right?”

“Halah, same as who aja” is

The two of them headed to the living room, the television still on the sign that it was still on the same look that turned on. Ms. Nanik came out of the kitchen with a tray containing 2 cups of hot tea.

“Haduh, kayak guest-banquet aja mbak”

“Hehe, let's get anget, it's a little cold tonight kan”

“Iya sih mbak”

“I want to confide mbak, ndak it feels good to keep the load too long” Bu Nanik nodded his head understandingly positioning as an older brother who was listening to the sigh of the sister. The woman who began to enter the age of 60 years was waiting patiently and did not want to interrupt the slightest complaint of the woman beside her.

“I became TKW has been 30 years, melanglang buana became a maid in various countries. Moving from one country to another, 6 times I moved countries and there I still could not feel the calmness in my heart” Bu Arumi sighed softly, he twisted both his hands anxiously. Bu Nanik responded by rubbing the back of Bu Arumi's hand.

“I started traveling at my young age, 25 years old, I was kicked out of my husband's house with my 5 year old son. She was still very small to bear the problems I was facing” Tears started to flow from Bu Arumi's eyes.

“My son was caught not his flesh and blood when sick and needed a blood donor, their blood type is different and I finally admitted that my son was the result of my affair. I'm khilaf mbak, I was reunited with my old friend..” Ms. Arumi was sobbing, Ms. Nanik was surprised but her expression immediately changed back to calm and not trying to judge or intimidate.

“Do not continue if it hurts, Rum” Bu Nanik hugged Bu Arumi from the side, the woman just shook her head.

“What Mbak Nanik is also fed up with me who..”.

“Ssst, what the hell..” Bu Nanik rubbed Bu Arumi's back gently, he quietly waited for the continuation of the story of the woman who was already considered as his sister.

"He's an old friend of mine, actually ..he's my first love and without me realizing I've been affected too deeply that I forgot and..." Ms. Arumi was silent for a moment to catch her breath.

“That night my husband also gave me talak, and I did not know where to take my son, his physical condition was very weak at that time. My family already knew the problems that were happening to me from my husband and they were angry, refusing to accept me in their midst” Bu Arumi wiped her tears slowly.

“At last I was desperate to leave my son in an orphanage, and I left Indonesia to calm down, ah escape the meaning”

“Since that time I did not know anything from my family or my husband, I lost contact with them. I accidentally changed my phone card and didn't save anyone's number I knew.” The woman began to calm down.

“I think the problem will not end if avoided, I decided to go home, but I did not dare to go back to Balikpapan because it is still traumatized by their refusal.”

“I decided Malang as my foothold city, and well..although I was still gray, but I felt calm in this city, especially after I met you guys, my heart calmed down. Let my story lead to the destiny of what God gave me, I just pray that my son there finds happiness” Bu Arumi ended the story with a smile of miris, he wiped back his tears.

“Already?” Ask Bu Nanik to make sure there is nothing else that Bu Arumi will tell you. The woman shook her head.

“Now only judgment Bu Nanik to me” He said as he chuckled softly. Bu Nanik sighed softly.

“Rumi, life does need sacrifice and struggle, if the passage of man already has its own way, human lives want to step onto the right path or path that is not in the riddhoi of God.” The woman was silent for a moment to see Bu Nanik's reaction.

“You have endured so many tens of years with the burden and suffering of the heart that I thought was really very heavy, but you are a strong woman who is able to go through all that. You must be thankful that Allah still gives you the opportunity to repent, you just give everything that has passed, consider it all a test that you must experience”

“God will not burden his servant beyond his means and you are able to pass through, now you have to do much remembrance and pray for the happiness of your child just as hope to be reunited in an atmosphere that forgives each other”

“Whatever happens you must accept everything, assume you have served the punishment given by God, you remain patient and continue to pray, never leave God when your heart is sick and restless.”

Ms. Arumi was very grateful to meet the Raya family who would accept her as the nanny of her two daughters and Ms. Nanik who looked at her wisely. He will never forget the kindness of those people in his life.

TB