Because LOVE Exists
#Jealous of Yourself
"It's a pity don't frown anymore like it dong, you now know that Aa has fallen in love with the grandpa gemez from the past."Aarraz wooed Bia who still refused to look at him.
"That's different A, you like Bia in the past.So you take me what is currently only a backup.If if I'm not the girl you've helped,keep telling me about your feelings that are still thinking about the girl, why don't you think about how I feel, do you think my heart hurts like anything, no, right,you're just thinking about yourself, not me or rather our relationship."bia said excitedly expressing all her feelings that were confused with the fact that her husband loved someone in his past.
Although the fact is that her husband has loved her for a long time, there is a sense of disappointment in Bia's heart because of her husband's statement. Bia never thought her husband did not consider his feelings if in fact his wife knew that he still harbored feelings for a figure in his past.
Cleks..
"Darling, what do you want?" tanya Harraz starts to panic at Bia who opens the car door.
"I want to be alone first, you better go home to grandpa's place and I go home to the battery." said Bia took Slim for him and got out of the car.
Harraz heard his wife saying she panicked and got out of the car.
"Honey,please Aa apologized ..now you get in the car, we go to Aki yaa's house, let Aa who anter you.This already wants magrib too." said Harraz to hold Bia who wants to go.
"Please, let Aa be calm and Aa also want to be acquainted with Aki as well as nini,yaaa..," said Harraz.
Without any words Bia finally got into the car again and made Harraz a little relieved.
Bia also directs the road to the Sapto battery house.Just in front of a simple house with a minimalist size but, who would have thought behind there is a beautiful pavilion surrounded by beautiful flowers.
Bia opened the car door and stepped into the yard of the house that was not so wide.
Tok tok tok tok
"Asnalamaikum Nine,aki...Yuhuuu !!!" bia shouted with his typical greeting to the adoptive parents of the daddy.
Before long the door opened showing a face the same age as his grandparents Harraz.
"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, neng geulisss..,akiiii...Bia sayangggg !!' nin Darmi called her husband.
"Nin don't have to yell aki denger too" protested Aki Sapto to his wife.
Bia also greeted the two old men.Nin Darmi hugged Bia's body tightly.
"Assynoltomodel.." Suarsa greeting resuscitated the three with the presence of a handsome young man dragging a small suitcase in his hand.
"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh," answered the three
"Knee kasep, saha?"aki Sapto asked Harraz.
"Meet Ki, my husband Bia, Harraz.." said Harraz to the husband and wife's hand.
"Of God, Eneng here with your husband.You don't want to talk to us, if you talk to us we can Nini ready your room in the pavilion." said Nin Darmi to Bia.
"No need nin, She can sleep in the daddy's room." said Bia.
"Part A' Harraz isn't here, he wants to stay at his grandfather's house" Bia said again and stepped inside the house.
When the magrib arrives, Harraz enters the room shown by Non Darmi.
Chequek.
"Astaghfirullahal'adzim, you can knock on the door first no, no manners !!" said Bia with a kettle
Harraz who heard his wife's words to the chairman could only sigh deeply and ignore his wife's sight.
Harraz can understand why Bia's attitude is like that.Because Harraz is aware, his attitude is wrong.Although he already has a taste in the figure of ABG in his past which in fact he is the same person who has become his wife but, he has, if if the ABG girl was not Bia, surely Bia would be disappointed and feel betrayed all this time.Because of her status is now Harraz's wife who needs to be respected and understood about her feelings.
Harraz came out of the bathroom in Koko's shirt and holster and took the peck he saw his wife who was wearing a facelift.
"Dek, Aa to the same mosque Aki, Assalamualaikum." said Harraz
"Wa'alaikumsalam." answered Bia without looking at her husband out of her room.
Although still angry Harraz still asked permission to go to his wife.
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After the prayer magrib Bia helped nin Darmi prepare food for dinner.
"Neng, nin does not want to interfere in your household affairs, but.nin see you should not behave like that your husband, sin knows.." said Nin Darmi to his grandson.
"Bia's heart still hurts nin, Bia it doesn't feel appropriate to be in A' Harraz's heart.Nin knows, Bia same A'a was married because it was forced the religious value of Bia was still shallow.Don't memorize one juz Al'quran.Make ngapalin Surah An-Naba alone was dead-set Bia hapalin." said Bia with his overcast face.
"Everything needs a process, it takes sacrifice.Daddy and your mama for example.How many times in the override of problems they think mutually reinforcing.Effort how they create a sense of together." said Nin Darmi explained about the relationship between his parents first.
"If nin knew in the heart there was another girl's name and it was his past what would nin do?" tanya Bia looked seriously at nin Darmi.
"Harraz has another woman?"ask Nin Darmi.
"Not really, but..Bia feels that if she does not consider Bia important nin, she never thinks about how Bia feels." Revealed Bia with an unstoppable cry again.
"Have not cried, but end with your husband coming home." said Nin Darmi and Bia also wiped his tears.
Harraz and Aki Sapto went into the house.Bia was as usual to greet her husband's hand after returning from the mosque. Harraz who saw Bia's red eyes certainly knew that his wife had just cried.
After dinner Bia went into the room, today she felt very tired.
Harraz who sat in the living room with Aki Sapto and Nin Darmi by enjoying a cup of warm coffee.Finally nin Darmi asked what really happened to Bia.By being forced Harraz to tell what really happened.Harraz actually confused to persuade Bia like what, especially Harraz who is new to Bia certainly still surprised by their respective habits.
Finally Nin Darmi and Aki suggest to let Bia some time in the battery place to calm down.She is just being jealous of herself who in the mind Bia considers Harraz still wants a figure like Ordinary in his jahiliah time.
Seriate