Being My Sister-in-law's Wife
My Little Wife

At that moment Adit immediately closed both his eyeballs to control the feeling that was attacking his heart

"Maybe I should let go of Rara as she wished, so I can make up for a little bit of my guilt towards Rara" Adit said in his heart

For a long time Adit just kept quiet in that place, after he managed to control his feelings he began to rise and was about to leave the room. But suddenly Adit's feet touched something under the bed

Adit took the object and it turned out to be Rara's diary, the owner forgot that he put the book in that place

"It looks like a diary, it means it's Rara's." murmured Adit

Adit had put the book on the dresser, when he wanted to leave the room suddenly his heart felt a little curious about what Rara wrote in the book

"But I wonder what Rara wrote in the book?"

Adit took the book back and took it to the living room and began to sit on the sofa

"Sorry mas Adit ya Ra mas not intend to overstep your privacy, but in this way at least mas Adit can know how big the Adit mas fault in your eyes all this time"

On the first page of the book there is a photo of them when they go on vacation

"It turns out you save this photo, Ra," said Adit lirih

In the photo there is a small family Adit when it is still complete and in the photo there is also Rara Dirga

"I remember when I proposed to Adel to take them on vacation, I just thought to give them a little quiet time and entertainment as the two of them"

Adit vividly remembers their one vacation when he did it to comfort Rara and Dirga who had just lost the figure of the mother

On the first sheet, Rara seemed to be telling the mother who had gone home that she was fine, Rara even wrote that the figure of Adit in Rara's eyes is a very good and gentle male figure

"It turns out that Adit mas used to be a good figure in your eyes huh"

Unknowingly Adit smiled thinly reading the first sheet of the diary Rara, he continued to read sheet by sheet of the book. Everything only contains about the happiness of Rara being in the middle of Adit's small family, he also wrote many times that he has great respect for the figure of Adit

Adit continued to read everything Rara wrote in the book, as if he could feel and know all of Rara's heart from the book

Adit started frowning as he read the sheet where Rara told him about the incident that night, where Rara wrote exactly as she described in her letter

What makes Adit's heart feel more guilty and careless is when he reads where Rara tells about what she felt at the time, Rara wrote that her heart was broken when everyone around her would not listen or believe the explanation she gave

In the next sheet Rara began to write that she would still survive and continue her life well because of a Dirga, who, the figure of Dirga who chose to believe in Rara gave her an enormous power in her heart

"Why couldn't I think more logically? my attitude back then must have made her even more sad"

Adit's heart felt more guilty because in the next sheets Rara began to write down all Adit's abusive attitude towards him, if only Rara was in that place Adit was sure he would immediately run and willingly insist to get an apology from Rara

"Mas Adit doesn't know, in what way can Adit get an apology from you Ra?"

For a moment Adit stopped reading to control the turmoil he was feeling, after feeling better he continued reading the book

After a huge feeling of guilt suddenly Adit rounded his eyes perfectly, he was really surprised by what began to be written on the next sheet. Because in the last sheets Rara wrote that she began to have a different feeling towards Adit

Rara wrote how she couldn't control her heartbeat as she looked at the warm smile of an Aditya Son of Erlangga, who was, he also wrote that his heart was truly happy when he could spend time with Adit even if it was just to do small things

"So you like me too, Ra?" inner Adit while smiling thinly

Adit arrives at the last sheet Rara writes out her heart in the book, Rara writes it while she is sick and Rara writes it just before Adit enters her room. That was also the reason the book could be under Rara's bed

On the sheet Rara wrote that she had really fallen in love with a man who used to be her own sister-in-law, she wrote that now she had found a husband who was soft like the figure of Dirga

Rara writes clearly that she will always love Adit in silence, she will always try to be a good wife to Adit and hope that Adit does not do any more harm to her. What makes Adit float freely is Rara wrote that Adit is the first love present in his life

"This is absolutely crazy!! you are really stupid Dit!! you tried to get Rara's heart, but you also broke her whole heart with your own hands just out of jealousy!!"

Adit's heart felt more unsettled after he read it all, with a messy heart he stepped into the room and lay his body on the bed that Rara used to wear. At least he could still find the traces that Rara left behind in that place

"What should I do now? do I really have to let go of Rara so? but what about our hearts? especially now that I also know that I am Rara's first love," Adit's inner self with a faint smile

After a long time thinking with many things in consideration suddenly Adit sat his body perfectly while smiling thinly

"Your prayers that Adit's happy will not be fulfilled in this way Ra, because that can make Adit's mas happy if you are here and accompany my little wife's Adit mas." adit's mumbling