Belongs to the Heir of the Cold
I Don't Know Myself

Dimi brought his face closer, and it made Micah so nervous.he couldn't move because he didn't know what to do...

''I want you....''

''Did you want me to be Michelle or Carissa.'' Carissa replied with a cold smile..

He grabbed Michelle's chin closer...

''Is it important to you, whether as Michelle or Carissa.you are mine.you are mine who have lost and I have rediscovered.is not a gift...''

Michelle cleared...

''To this day I do not know who I am.I do not even know myself...''

''You don't have to force yourself.There's a lot of time.I never force you if you have to be quick to remember things don't.I just want you to stay aside...don't ever walk away from me because it's the thing that hurts Michelle the most..''

''I even felt my life was empty.I was like a stupid white paper.I couldn't even remember anything until I felt either you or Arga were just using me.....''michelle's tears broke..

Michelle stepped forward and turned her body, she stepped closer to the television screen still showing their images from childhood to adulthood and this was difficult for Michelle..she could never have imagined if Dimi was her husband.Then what about Arga.he was married to Arga.How about he did not accept and then hurt Dimi again..?

Wouldn't it be better for Dimi to let go...Michelle raised her face looking straight at Dimi who was still standing and looked at him sharply...

''What if you and Arga let me go. I'm sick of having to live between you and her, I don't even know who's right..let me go, I promise Arga will never find me..''

Dimi's tears eventually fell, and that surprised Michelle..

''You think it's easy for me Michelle.I think it's easy to be the one I'm cursed to love just one person...I never replaced you with another woman when I could. I could never erase you from my heart and memory...I'm not even tired when everyone says you're dead..''

''Why do you do it Dim.You know you need to sacrifice yourself.'' Dimi's tears are dripping...''

Dimi looked at Michelle who was still standing fragile, then the man took out a recording device from behind his jass pocket and showed it to Michelle until she froze in place...

The two stared at each other sharply...

''Dim......''

''I want you to listen to something, and you have to remember that this is what makes me confident and strong enough to look for you and maybe even I will look for you to the end of the world..and no matter how long I run out in the middle of my search, Dimi said with a cold smile....

Dimi then pressed the button and at the same time, there was the sound of breath gasping.......

*****

''Promise me, you must take care of Michelle even when she is gone...Dimis....Dimi doesn't trust anyone but you.Mom begs you Dimi...''

''Mother.I'm not her guardian there's Rob...''

I heard breath still breathing..

''You can't believe that even if she's my son, she's going to hurt Michelle..Dimi..when the mother is not much son.mom please..promise the mother..jail Michelle whatever happens..''sob the mother with a severed voice..

''I promise you that I will never leave Michelle no matter what.I will be with her in my life.I promise you...''

''Good..mom can calm down now Dim...''

''Well mother....''

''I want you to play this tape on Michelle one day...''

I heard a sad voice..

''Michelle my daughter.Mom and dad love you very much son.sorry mom should go accompany your dad.kasian she is lonely.and for you,.never dispute anything said Dimi your brother..may not fight her.mother please.be a good girl.you are the only daughter of the Swan family.mother wants you to continue with Dimi for the rest of your life.....grant your mother's last wish son.welcome my dear daughter.Mom loves you Michelle....''

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Michelle's eyes became hot.he then shed his tears.so sick when he heard the mother's voice.until Dimi approached and hugged Michelle's body which is now resigned in his arms..

''Mother.that's my mother's voice..''

''He loves you so much, you can see for yourself how much you guys look alike...''

''I'm very sad....''

''All will be well.Our parents are happy there.and I will take you to visit their graves.'' whispered Dimi directly in Michelle's amini..

''Dim..''

Hearing Michelle's call made Dimi smile..

''You know what makes me unable to think of you on the first day we met...''

Michelle shakes......

''Say...''

''Color you call my name.You know if my old Michell always calls me the same way.and that's when I'm sure you're the Michell I've been looking for....''

''How about you get Dim wrong..''

The man shook his head.he was never this sure..

''I've investigated everything.I've even filed a lawsuit against Arga for falsifying the documents she did...''

Michelle froze.remembering Arga made her relive the disgusting night when Arga brought many women to satisfy her..

''Dimi...but I was married to her, I felt myself very dirty and unworthy.wouldn't you be disgusted at me.'' Michelle asked innocently...

''We did it when you became Carissa, and from now on..You're Michelle Swan.I don't want to hear Carissa's name anymore.you don't have to worry about that Michelle.I love you more than anything.I'm so proud of you...and I'll never let you leave me.....''

Dimi's words were like rainwater in the arid heat of Michelle's heart at this time though.he had not remembered anything..

michelle's cry broke out in front of Dimi, in front of her husband who loved her so much..

Dimi grabbed his body and clenched it tightly and made the two break in a day..

''I love you Michelle.and promise me.if you remember everything please forgive me.and please don't ever walk away from me again like I used to...''

Silent...

Michelle felt she was so sad.This feeling she had never imagined before so....Michelle enjoys the embrace of the man who loves her and never stops saying that she is Michelle's husband...

''I'll never go Dim.I promise.'' Michelle whispered in a hoarse voice...