Beloved Bastard
PART 19'S

"I'm sorry. I don't know" she said slowly.

I don't know why I'm frustrated with what I'm doing right now. My heart felt so bitter when I remembered the depraved incident just now.

I and Kai have just done something that I've been avoiding. I was raped.

Ah no. Kai didn't rape me. I also want to. I also enjoyed the game. I was wrong. I'm the stupid one.

Finally my consciousness returned to fullness.

Kai has usurped my virgin. You rascal.

I was in a hurry to cover my body with my pink blanket. My eyes are so sore. My tears can't stand me anymore.

I want to die right now.

"Lo get out of here hiks.hiks" I started sobbing.

I immediately thought about what abi and mother had been saying. I lost their trust. I was disappointed in them.

I ruined my future. I hate myself. I hate my life. I don't have a future anymore. I'd rather die.

My tears were unceasingly flowing down my cheeks. My heart wants to stop beating. My head feels like it's about to break.

How am I different from a prostitute?

A whore is far superior to me. Bitches get paid, while I? I will be considered a cheap girl who is easy to sleep with even though she has no relationship.

'Krystal better be dead' cried my inner voice.

"OUT" Shouted I interrupted my sobbing.

The panicked Kai started to approach me. Kai hugged me tightly. It was as if he was also regretting his mistake. Granted savage.

"Go lo hiks hiks" my sobbing

"I'm sorry, sorry" that's all that came out of his mouth.

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Drrrtts

Drrrtts

Instantly I was shocked when I heard my phone ringing on the nightstand. Before I could get my phone. There is something heavy that is blocking me.

How shocked I was to find Emperor Satria Shawn hugging my body tightly in a jar and covered with my pink blanket. It's insanity.

Immediately my tears flowed in my eyes. My heart is fragile when I find out that I currently officially hold the status of emperor bitch.

"Hiks..Hix"

I sobbed so hard. So build a jerk that's next to me. He was flustered when he saw me sob.

"Darling, why?" Say it while fixing its position.

The darling? You rascal.

"Lo why are you still here?" Shouted me and tried to get away from the Emperor's body.

"Krys" Kai approached me.

My tears I can't stand anymore. My tears spilled as Kai hugged my body tightly.

I don't know. My feeling of hatred for you cannot deny that being in the arms of the Emperor is a comforting one.

It was as if he was becoming both a medicine as well as a poison at this moment. Looks like a protector. But the truth is he's the one who made all this grief.

Kai hugged me tightly while kissing my forehead softly. Different from last night kai so savage and cruel. Now we are like a savior.

"Hiks.. Lo evil kai" my stuffing is getting so-so when kai starts gently stroking my back.

"Gue hates you.. Hiks" stuff me while hitting kai's chest

"Yes yes I was wrong" Kai just resigned while embracing me.

"I'd rather die.hiks"

"No krys, no" Kai grabbed my hand and sank his head on my neck.

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It's been three days since I was raped. But just think of it that way. I don't want to go back to the hostel. I was too traumatized there.

I'm currently in the amber boarding house, a tomboyish girl who has been my best friend for the past two years. Amber is not her real name. But her real name is Amel.

I often call him amel and end up battered. Amber hates most if anyone calls her by her real name.

But it's not important right now. The most important thing was to avoid the accursed man of the Fucking Emperor Satria.

If there were no punishment for murder. I want to kill him right now. Considering he has ruined and destroyed all of his.

My dreams.

My future is.

And the trust of my parents.

My tears fell back remembering that. It was still circling my brain, as if it was mocking this stupid me.

"Tal, are you crying?" Amber suddenly made a sound.

I rush to wipe my tears, I don't want amber to be suspicious of me. Because I will not tell anyone including Amber though.

"This.. I'm just kangen mother" said I while removing the remains of my tears.

"If kangen, you stay susulin to bandung"

"Can't, we're a lot of campus activities" said I who was still a little sobbing.

"Well, if it's a phone"

Bener too. Like his I was wrong looking for an excuse to amber. 'Lo stupid krystal' my inner grunt.

"Lo sure you're not back at the cost?" ask amber

"Lo ngusir me?" knock me into him. From yesterday he was busy asking why I did not return to the boarding house.

"I'm not, I'm just the name" Amber said

"Gue wants to be here first mel, uh mber"

"Lo still wants to live, right?" threatening amber for mispronouncing her name.

"Sory sory" I gave up first.

"Yaudah, Lo get ready. Let's go to BEM meeting"

"YES" I shouted. I'm stressed again. He keeps bothering.

"Woy shucks. Shocked me" said Amber while rubbing his chest that had started flat.

then I started to get ready.

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