Beloved Wife
Bereft.

Hanna's eyes held open, looking at a room so unfamiliar to her. He was still staring blurry, holding his head so very heavy. Then the pale lips began to speak.

"Where am I?" The question made Gardapati aghast from her sleep. Gardapati was right next to Hanna holding his wife's hand. Khatijah, Bella and Adipati who knew that Hanna was consciously aghast from her sitting on the edge of the room.

"You're sober, baby. You're in the hospital." Gardapati.

"What's? The infirmary?" Hanna asked still trying to remember what she had just passed.

"My baby?" Hanna said holding her stomach which started to deflate.

Gardapati, Khatijah, Bella and Adipati are still not ready to explain. Hanna had just come to her senses, Hanna had yet to fully recover, but it was also impossible for them to lie anymore.

"Sorry baby, our baby can't be saved." Gardapati.

"What's? No.no.my baby..." Shouted Hanna hysterically holding her stomach. Gardapati tried to calm Hanna down, touching both her wet cheeks. But Hanna brushed it off. All he remembers is the heart.

"It's because of you. You're evil..Why do you have to lie to me? Hicks..." Hanna said in tears with the baby's departure.

"Darling, I'm so sorry.You're right, it's my fault!" Gardapati said with tears welling up.

" I want my baby. I don't care if she's a girl or a boy. I want to see him. Hicks.." Hanna said hysterically while trying to open the infusion, trying to get out of her bed even though her stomach still felt sore.

The doctor immediately came and gave an injection to Hanna, as soon as Hanna felt so sleepy.

" A.ku i.ngin baby.ku" Hanna said as soon as her eyes fell asleep again. Gardapati was shocked and felt guilty.

"I'm sorry baby.forgive me." Gardapati said non-stop. Never thought his wife would be so hurt. Never imagined his lies would harm his wife and baby.

Gardapati was so sorry, scooped his face and grabbed his head that was almost about to break.

***

It's been a week since Hanna lost her baby. Plus the harsh reality that she won't be able to get pregnant again. Gardapati still feels very guilty, which makes Hanna a quiet figure. Even the clear water droplets that kept flowing. Gardapati has lost his cheerful wife. To eat, Khatijah had to force Hanna.

Lala also saw her mother who was different, even though Lala was so small, she understood the sadness of her mother.

"Ma, eat first. Look mama is now whiter than Lala, later mama will be small like Lala if not eat." Lala spoke to Hanna who was silently pensive. Gardapati even frustrated and did not concentrate on his work because he thought of changes in his wife.

"Ma, eat yes. Lala's a bribe." Lala said thrusting a spoon containing a mouthful of rice on Hanna's lips. Hanna threw away her face and cried. She has not yet given up her baby.

"You don't want to eat, Lala doesn't want to eat if you don't eat." Lala said she was sad to see Hanna. Lala's words managed to make Hanna cry sobbing and devour her food.

"Lala dear mama. Lala's gonna get mommy to old." Lala hugged Hanna warmly.

Although Lala managed to get Hanna to speak no to Gardapati. Several times Gardapati tried to speak, Hanna did not press him. Even Gardapati did not dare to go inside her own room.

"What else do you want? I don't want to see your face anymore." Hanna said seeing the relentless Gardapati to meet her. Actually they both miss. But Hanna was not just angry with Gardapati but her who felt it was inappropriate to be his wife because Hanna could not get pregnant again.

"Darling.." Gardapati said trying to hold Hanna's hand.

"Aaaa..go..go.." Hanna yelled hysterically. Gardapati only touched his hands. Make Bella and Khatijah run over to Hanna.

"Son, let me talk." Khatijah said to Gardapati to leave immediately in front of her daughter. Khatijah closed the door to Hanna's room, leaving Gardapati standing outside.

" Han, do you want to stay like this forever?" Khatijah's words lead Hanna to sit on the bed.

"Han, just like you. Your husband is also down. Your husband also feels lost." Khatijah.

"True Han, you should forgive him. He just wants to make you happy." Bella tries to calm Hanna down.

"I'm not mad at him, I just feel unworthy of him. I'm not a perfect woman anymore. I can't get pregnant buk, Bell.mas Guard will definitely dump me." Hanna said in tears.

"Han, don't talk like that. Your husband loves you very much, son. Even if you can't have any more children. But there's still Lala. Remember Lala is also your son, even if it's not from your womb. You can still continue to live happily as a husband and wife and a child. Isn't that enough!" Khatijah.

"What happened, what happened to you was something I didn't want. You gotta be strong, son, don't punish your husband like this. He also has a hard time living the day without your smile. Even he's so messy." Khatijah. Hanna only realized that she had already delivered her husband half a month.

"Oh, but Hanna can't be the perfect wife for the Guardians. Hanna's afraid of buk, Hanna's just afraid that Garda isn't happy with Hanna." Obviously Hanna.

"The Guards' happiness is you Han." Bella held onto Hanna's shoulder and they hugged Hanna.

I don't know why every exam that comes together changes. Like rain for him. It turned out that his previous ordeal was not enough to test himself. Don't know what the heart needs as hard as what? I don't know what to be as strong as to face the obstacles of life that are getting harder and harder.

Tears are not enough to lighten the load, it has already happened and cannot come back. Hanna has assembled hope, she hopes to raise her baby, hopes to be a good mother, hopes that Gardapati also becomes a good father. But hope was dashed instantly. In fact, he must strengthen his heart to face the reality if the hope will never appear again because he can not get pregnant again.

Either God is planning what for himself, or God has provided a surprise happiness that is matchless compared to the difficulties of his life.

Yeah let's wait for Hanna's life...

Hopefully the author's brain smoothly🤣 so you don't get bored reading it right! Miss you y'all🥰