Between Love and Rest
01. Gathering

".... The difference in skin that I already olesin the same that I have not a***** is very clear right?! This is a great moment for those of you who are looking for healthy skin whitening for the skin. I'm just wearing you guys should wear veetyyy's too."

After finishing making the vidio, the wave-haired girl refocused on the lotion that was on her skin.

"Mer we are taught this party later tonight you want to?" asked another girl who was now lying on a bed, she was Amelta frizka friend of the wave-haired girl named Amoera Vetyani.

Amoera is an influencer who promotes brand brands in various social media, whether it's tik tok, instagram, Facebook and other social media accounts.

Being an influencer not only promotes but he must also have the ability to influence prospective buyers by having a strong emotional bond with the audience so that the audience or prospective buyers are influenced to buy a brand that is promoted it.

Amoera replied with a gaze that was still focused on her activities. "Who's riding?"

"Lita, she's not having a birthday party for her son."

After the taste of his lotion evenly Amoera reversed his position so that now he can see directly the friend.

"Lita...?" a murmur that only one can hear.

Now her thoughts are on Lita - she's her high school friend who got married 2 years ago.

Amoera High School and college friends are married and only a few are not including Amoera and Amelia, unfortunately now Amel is engaged who soon his marriage will be held.

"She's only 1 year old, right?" amoera asked after remembering Lita who had given birth to her child 1 year ago.

"Yes, so you want to?"

"Hem."

"But you go alone, I want to be the same ayangbeb."

Amoera's face instantly turned cynical. "Fort-about-"

"Calculate courtship before changing status," cut Amel with the shape of the lips that wheeze.

"But, najong bangett. "

"That has never been frowned upon love diem aja dehh, later if already ngrasain I'm sure you will be bucin worse than me."

Both of Amoera's eyes turned around after hearing it. "Yes, let's be cool."

Amel shook his head, staring incensefully at Amoera. "This time seriously Mer, you don't want to find a boyfriend or husband?? When my status is the same other already in marriage live lo aja who has not and is still single, is not shy envious? It's nice to hanglo kaya lo who just daily for vidio and then post-"

"Gue is not ashamed of envy or anything, as long as I feel comfortable, calm and serene I will not be envious!! I made a video for Mel's dapetin money, money!! You don't know what it's like to have no money!!" Amoera who is provoked out his emotions, he does not like if there is someone who underestimates him or related to him

"Not that, huh? Who has never had money?"

The atmosphere instantly looked silent for a moment.

"Make your mouth, at least think before talking." continued Amel with a cynical tone.

"Ehem... Btw ayangbeb has been waiting for you at home, go home nggih kasian him." Amoera got up from her seat and began to pull Amel out of her room.

"The exorcist says directly, don't-"

Brak!!

The door closed violently to coincide with Amel's shouting. "Bad! "

"Dihh pretentious," dumel Amoera behind closed doors, indeed what Amel said was not entirely wrong. But kan...

"Gue again trying to be independent woy lahh, at least appreciate. Friends, not really?"

Amoera took the tablet and started editing the vidio she had created earlier, she added a few words and effects to the vidio to make it look pleasing to the eye.

After finishing editing Amoera got up from the seat and immediately lay down his body that felt sore.

Suddenly Amoera thought of Amel's words. "Sometimes I also feel envy you guys can make out to that, but sometimes I'm afraid to be in a relationship with a guy, I'm afraid, hoaamm," without taking a long time, Amoera began to fall asleep with a bolster pillow that accompanied her.

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"Gue also seneng can come at the birthday event of your child, let alone my mother fans so can count as a meeting of hahaa fans," joked Amoera

The atmosphere between them was momentarily silent and there was only the sound of many other guests enjoying the party.

"Hahaa very crisp," said Lita in a flat tone

"Eee haha's... Eh I went home first yes, it's already malem," said he who already felt not at home at the event.

Amoera and Lita directly stick each other's cheeks in each alternating.

"So, I usually go home too."

"Hehe this time not yet, daahh."

Amoera walks to the parking lot to pick up her car. After taking it out, Amoera immediately drove her car through the cold night wind especially now she is wearing clothes that are not sleeved.

When his car passed a bridge, he saw someone standing on the guardrail, his eyes suddenly glared with a fluttering mind.

"Duh prevent no yaa, prevent not prevent do not prevent baseball. Not for what it is not my business, let him be tortured in the afterlife for suicide.... Uh, but.... "

His mind suddenly flashed a quote on the sosmed and immediately he sidelined his car and got out of the car.

He stepped his foot towards the man who was a young man.

"Heh, you want to go round?!" yells

The young man who was above the barrier turned his head 90° so that only part of the face was visible.

"Not to interfere!"

"Wahh really is a child," Amoera drew closer to the young man who did not know who he was.

"You budeg?!"

Right in front of him finished saying Amoera managed to pull one hand of the young man who made the young man in front of him glare.

"What are you doing?!! Akhhh!!! "

...Seriate...

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Suicide is not good, I know the thoughts of people who commit suicide because they are not able to with what is being experienced but is not it disturbing HAM? In addition to violating HAM suicide is also strictly prohibited by Allah in the Quran Surah An-Nisa verse 29:

"... and do not kill yourself. Verily Allah is Most Merciful to you. And whosoever does so in violation of rights and iniquities, We shall put him in hell, and that shall be easy for Allah"

In addition to the Quran in the hadith also Ada Dari Abu Hurairah RA, he said, Prophet SAW said, "Who plunged from the mountain to commit suicide, then he will remain in Hell forever."

Doesn't it mean that a person who commits suicide will be tortured according to what he or she uses to commit suicide?

suicidal thoughts are the way to end all problems is certainly wrong, would not he have more problems and can not ask for help anyone? Who would you ask for help? Daddy's? Mammy? A brother? A pal? A lover? Isn't that also impossible because it's different in nature? Ask God for forgiveness? Imagine that Allah would answer the gini "Didn't I forbid the deed in the Quran and the consequences of it?

If you are tired/not able to with the problem confide, stir the same God asked to be strengthened shoulders so that when facing the problem feel lighter because there is God. Reassure yourself that every trial has a way out and maybe God gives the test to make ourselves strong change even better and a way to be loved by God if we get through it imagine God say gini. "Happy servant you have passed it and enjoy the rezki and the favors I give."

And maybe that's how God matures us, making us realize that we don't have too much hope in the mortal world.

PS: Amoera age 24 years

Amel's age is 25 years

Lita is 25 years old