Between Love and Will

Between Love and Will
Psychiatrist


This makes him sick, but again he has no power. Lisa chose to hold her emotions and desires. It becomes a deep hatred of his eomma. Yeah, Lisa really hates her real eomma.


For with his eomma heart he left him, without ever meeting him. Not even a letter has ever been sent, what? hows it? wh why? andwhy? Who always lives in his life. As if lost in time, now the hope is only one. And if fate permits, Lisa would love to feel the affection of an eomma that she has never had at all.


One day if time turns in my favor, I will sue you eomma. Demanding all the things I never got, the things I ever wanted _ Lisa's loyal mind looks at the walls of her room with teary eyes.


Tokkkp...Tokkkp... Tokkkp...


"None, does none need anything?" tanta Yeoja tang stood in front of Lisa's bedroom door with a worried look. Since it was the afternoon, his daughter did not come out of the room. Not usually he is like this, lunch was not ignored by him.


Lisa took a deep breath, turning her body into the bed. With the same gaze, he gathered energy to answer his beloved aunty.


"Aniya aunty" Lisa shouted to someone behind her bedroom door.


"Can I go in none?" Lisa stood up, lying on the bed. Then he took the laptop and put it on his lap, pretending as if he was working on something.


"Nee aunty" cried Lisa who shortly a middle-aged woman entered, with a look of anxiety approaching the existence of Lisa who looks busy playing a laptop in her lap.


"What's up, aunty?" lisa asked without seeing a middle-aged man standing next to her.


"Is none okay? Is none not feeling well? Does anyone hurt none?" ask Yeoja while checking every inch of Lisa's body.


"Calm down, aunty. I'm fine" put his laptop aside, folded his legs. He then directed the Yeoja to sit in front of him.


Yeoja was following Lisa's direction, until suddenly in a matter of seconds. Lisa immediately hugged Yeoja in front of her with a hug that was not too tight.


"Calm down, aunty. I'm okay, don't worry" said Lisa a little look up at someone she hugged and showed her beautiful hazelnut eyes.


"Hufft. "he breathed a sigh of relief. "If there's anything, don't hesitate to tell me yes, none. I don't want anything to happen with none, do I need none to drop by a psychiatrist. To make none calmer" Lisa simply replied with a smile.


In fact, Lisa had experienced it, where auntynya, Jungkook and Sehun. Difficulty finding a suitable psychiatrist to deal with Lisa's anxiety. It was at that time that Sehun found out how the soul of Lisa had been shaken all this time. From the outside, Lisa looked so calm. Cold face with hazelnut eyes that are so sweet, as well as the curvature of the lips. Really fooled a lot of eyes about the dark side behind his berbiya face.


"diane, aunty. Aunty didn't have to worry about me, I'm fine" nodding softly in response to Lisa's words. Makes Lisa smile wider. Indeed, it has been almost the last 6 months Lisa no longer visits a warm room with a thousand solutions. No longer hear the clock spinning with tears. And certainly no longer see the figure of Yeoja who wears a white suit with a clip of his name on the left side. Who else if not the psychiatrist who handled Lisa. Although it has improved and can overcome his fears. But the psychiatrist Lisa is not infrequently also often visit, to just stop by and see the situation. Make sure if the patient used to be really able to handle his anxiety.


"Hmm?" braking became the answer.


"According to aunty, do I look like eomma? Really, I'm very curious about her face" Lisa said.


"Of course none, if not. Where does this none beauty come from" her god by pinching Lisa's cheek plan.


"And is my eonnie pretty like me? I couldn't believe it if she was prettier than me" the Yeoja chuckled, watching Lisa cross her arms as she swept her lips.


"None is still the most beautiful" he praised as he gently rubbed Lisa's head.


"But why, eomma and eonnie never wanted to see me? I'm beautiful, I'm smart now, even I'm the youngest president in Asia. But why didn't eomma ever see me? It's impossible if he doesn't know me. I know my face is rarely even very rarely exposed to social media. But at least, they should know me" complained Lisa by linking the two flow


The master just kept quiet, he realized the emptiness of Lisa's life. The child always begs for affection from his app, but again violence is what is obtained. Being a silent witness to Lisa's suffering, made her sliced. When Lisa offended the figure of eomma who was eagerly awaited his arrival. Even if it's impossible, but he must still convince Lisa. When his eomma is coming, he is just afraid. If Lisa gets worse, if she finds out about her parents' past reality.


"Maybe they've been trying to find none Lisa, it's just that fate hasn't allowed you to meet. So none Lisa's patient, when it's time. Surely it will soon be met" explained Hana who tried to make Lisa not to hate her eomma.


"Aunty Hana, why are you still here? Isn't your son very successful now. He even has restaurants and hotels in various countries. I also still often bother him, by telling him to take care of my company. I shouldn't bother you much" said Lisa, who switched the conversation. Looking at his beloved aunty's face, it changed as he tried to answer all the questions in his mind.


Of course Lisa knows why, but she just chose silence. In addition to not adding to his injuries, he also realized that the aunty only answered to calm his heart.


"I will continue here, faithfully accompanying none until then. Jungkook none problem also knows. When her success was due to the shares that none entrusted to her" Lisa pursed her lips.


"Aunty! don't tell me that aunty thinks it's a gift. I'm not going to accept that" annoyed Lisa just crossed her hands and threw away her face.


Hana chuckles, Lisa did give the shares to Jungkook. As a gift Jungkook can patiently help Lisa deal with her flaws all along. And unceasingly encouraging, so that Lisa does not despair in her efforts.


Ting Tong's... Ting Tong's... Ting Tong's...


Suddenly the house bell rang, not usually the bell rang. Because usually if an unknown guest comes, often the front gate security guard will call Lisa first before allowing the guest to enter. Even if guests are known, often do not press the doorbell first. He would go straight in and ask Art about Lisa's whereabouts. Just like Rose and Jungkook do every day.