BETWEEN TWO FEELINGS
Two Years Later

Two years later.

Within a year, Laila was no longer pregnant. What else Ayunda, often sickly. Making Laila, speechless and her face worried about her mother-in-law's condition.

As for them, they both have no faults. Already twice Laila, tried the baby tube program. But all in vain there is no development and failed. Due to the encouragement of the husband, they tried the baby tube program again. Laila, wanting to refuse because she did not want to disappoint her husband and family

Al and his family, don't mind if Laila isn't pregnant. Maybe it's fate, they haven't been trusted by God.

It's just that Laila, feeling sad because she never got pregnant and failed to do a baby tube program. He has been as much as possible, trying and doing other herbal remedies.

Every night Laila prayed and cried in her prostration. He asked to get pregnant quickly and no more shaking people around.

"we try again, baby tube program. Who knows, it will work". Al, wipe away the wife's tears.

"But, I'm afraid you're finally disappointed Al. What else, your parents. They are expecting a grandchild, our marriage is two years. There is no development at all, but we. Equally, no problem". Laila said, in her sobs.

I'm sorry, Laila. I lied, sorry. I don't want to hurt your feelings, I hope you'll forgive my mistakes. "How about we adopt a child. Who knows, you'll get pregnant". Al, trying to find another way. Although he, know if the wife will reject him. Al, too, did not remain silent.he had tried and the result was nil.

"Enough, you've always suggested that we adopt a child. What others say, Al. They'll think I'm barren or vice versa. As for your parents, his good name will be ruined by the talk of the people around". Laila, reject it again. "I don't want to burden others.let it be, we wait again.

"Laila, this is just a trick. We adopt who are still babies, let's assume we learn to be parents and while learning to take care of babies. One day, you'll get pregnant and it'll be easy later. I don't mind if you're not pregnant. I never, ever, demanded you have to have children. In fact, my family. You know, my mom had her uterus removed in an accident. Come on, Laila. We treat each other,". Al, slowly approaching his wife.

"No, I feel like I failed at being a wife and daughter-in-law. Me and your mama, clearly different Al. Your mother, she has a child. And me, what? What's more, the people around are talking about our household. Pain Al,sick". Laila said, patting her chest.

Al, just exhaling his heavy breath.he knew, it was all hard for his wife. How is this, I can't do anything.inner Al, she's really confused somehow again.

"Don't listen to other people's words, the important thing is that I'm always there for you. Don't think weird, hemm..". Al, hugging Laila's body, who was crying a hiccup.

"I'm sorry, Al. Sorry,". Until when, I kept trying and being patient with this test. "Al, I'll say goodbye first. I want to meet my mom,". She immediately broke the embrace of her husband.

"Be careful, I'm going too". He kissed Laila on the forehead, before she died.

I'm sorry, it's for our good. I hope you, keep praying. Hopefully, there is an unexpected miracle Laila. I hope you, continue to be patient and pray. I always pray that you can get pregnant and not blame yourself. Inner Al, her tears were dripping. Soon as possible, he's removed.

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Thirty minutes, Laila reached her father-in-law's house.

When he got out of the car, someone approached him. "There are signs of pregnancy". Said Hafizah, smiling little.

"It's been two years? You're not pregnant yet, are you not suspicious hemm". Hafizah, smile at him. I'm so happy that you can't get pregnant. Luckily, ustadz Zulkifli chose me.

"No, me and Al. We've had our health checked and we're fine. I believe, someday. I'm gonna get pregnant". Laila replied, she smiled sweetly. Although his heart, it was sliced when he heard the words of Hafizah. No, I have to be strong and trust my husband. My womb, it's fine.

Foolish, I hope your marriage is okay. Hopefully Al, still loyal to you.

"you're sure, what else your mother-in-law is often sickly. Are you not kasian, hemmm". Hafizah asked, as if she was underestimating Laila.

"I'll wait, how long. In fact, there are also people who have not been given offspring for years. While the woman has her womb. God willing, she's gonna get pregnant. Stop, to heat up my feelings". Firmly Laila, she refrained from getting emotional.

"Waiting, are you pregnant? When is Laila, two more years or ten years later. You're Laila's woman, a childless household. Will be saturated, what else Al. He is a famous businessman and for sure. He's waiting for a descent, to pass on the company and others. You don't know what's in his heart. Al is fine. But, not necessarily she's happy". Hafizah said, she smiled smrik. "All right, I'll go first. Assalamualaikum ". Satisfied with me, discouraged him. Remember Laila, I still have a grudge against you.

"Wa'alaikum greetings,". Laila replied, as soon as her tears had broken. "No, I trust my husband more. He couldn't have lied to me". Soon, Laila wiped away her tears. She wouldn't, if her mother-in-law saw her crying.

"Laila, it's coming". Ayunda, welcome the arrival of his son-in-law.

"Yes, madam..just now". Laila, smiling, welcomed the warm embrace of her mother-in-law. I'm sorry, mahmah. Who can not, give the grandson you want mamah.

"Mommy, it's healthy".

"Alhamdulillah, you make cakes. You want, we're going to the kitchen". Ayunda, lead Laila's hand.

"Thank you, many mah. Must be made by momah, really good". Laila's naughtiness, now they're in the kitchen.

The fragrant aroma of brownies, which had just been steamed "Just mateng, taste good no". Ayunda, cut the chocolate brownie.

"Some thing,harum. What else tastes, must be good". Laila, immediately bribed a piece of cake. His eyes closed, enjoying every chew in his mouth. "Enak mah, I swear".

"What's right, palak? No lie to you". Kekehnya Ayunda, he tried his own homemade cake. "Hemmm.truly delicious, not thought as good as this. In fact, doang pranksters. Make chocolate brownies steamed, fill leisure time".

"But, as loh mah. Kaya mamah, has pent-up talent". Sahut Laila, actually he also often makes other cakes.

"Where there is, not rich you. Already an expert, make delicious pastries. No intention, develop your talent". Tanya Ayunda, blinked one eye.

"You anyway? But, my son does not allow it. How dong, he said soy sauce. That is why I am not allowed mah. I want to have my own cake shop". Gerrutu Laila, that was his little dream.

"You can get that, as long as. You can take his heart, Al. Try it, talk slowly". Ayunda, support her little dream of the daughter-in-law. What is Laila, there are no signs of pregnancy. Something must be wrong, I have to talk about this to Al.