
Kinan is a beautiful girl with pure white skin, high Kinan about 159 is tall enough for Indonesians.
A few years ago he went to university in his town and Nick was his college friend.
Both Nick and Kinan used to love each other until they decided to be in love.
Four years they had been in love until one night, there was a relationship that they very much wanted and since then they both often did so until one fateful moment there was conception that resulted in Kinan getting pregnant.
At that time Nick was just about to start his work for that Kinan did not want to block Nick's path to success.
According to Kinan, if he said that she was pregnant, Nick would be shocked to not focus on his job, considering Nick's age was very young to get married.
Kinan who loved Nick so much was willing to carry his own burden, even because of his pregnancy which was considered a disgrace of the family of Kinan's father so died of a heart attack.
Kinan's father's house and property were sold all by his stepmother and Kinan's stepmother cruelly left Kinan penniless.
One cold night let alone heavy rain and lightning struck Kinan walking without direction until he met his angel.
The middle-aged man who made Kinan his adopted son.
With the help of his adoptive father Kinan can open a boutique and successfully become a famous designer but his adoptive father also had to leave when Keira was two years old.
At that time Nick who had just returned from out of town because he had to accompany Sean who was none other than his new boss at that time was panicked because Kinan's house was sold, Kinan could not be contacted. He really left and there was no news at all. Nick was very frustrated at that time because the woman who was none other than his first love, the woman who was predicted he would apply when successful later left him for no apparent reason.
And now that Kinan is back when Nick is just about to start his household ark with Vani, it is not Kinan's intention to take Nick back but he wants to leave Keira their baby whom Nick does not know.
Kinan continued to look forward to Nick's return from his honeymoon, fearing that God would take his life before he met Nick.
"Sa, is Nick home yet?" ask Kinan with a pale face.
"I heard yesterday he just arrived, tomorrow I'm going to his office and I'm going to take him to see you" replied Sasa who is a friend and co-worker.
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The next day at home Sasa's office hours waiting in the office lobby of course after getting permission from the receptionist.
From a distance saw Nick walking handak home, he misses Vani very much, understand still the smell of the bride so the inn wants to go home soon and dipping.
When Nick was close to his seat, Sasa stood up and called Nick.
"Sore sir Nick," call Sasa who makes Nick stop his steps and turn his head.
"Yes," he said.
Sasa reveals the intention of coming to his office, he wants Nick to be willing to come with him. Sasa said that there was someone who was looking forward to Nick but Sasa did not say that Kinan was the one who told him.
At first Nick refused, but Kinan continued to force him with various tricks and his deadly seduction plus puppy eyes finally Nick wanted to follow Sasa's will.
On the other hand, Vani is already looking forward to Nick's return, Vani dressed up as beautiful as possible he has also prepared food for Nick.
"The distance from the office with Nick's house is approximately forty minutes, already thirty minutes ago and Nick out of the office so fifteen to twenty minutes more Nick until the house," mummified Vani.
Nick's car is now parked neatly in front of a minimalist house, although minimalist but the house looks luxurious and elegant.
Upon entering Nick's eyes, he broke into the photo on display, his memory reopening memories of the past with the woman Nick loved so much.
His eyes immediately glazed over, between hate and longing for the woman who had been in his heart. Nick's chest was claustrophobic as he recalled his glass when Kinan left without any explanation, now it was as if Kinan was reopening his old wounds.
Sasa told Nick to sit down and he went inside to call Kinan.
Kinan rushes out to meet Nick, the man he loves so much, that even now his love for Nick remains.
Years are certainly not easy for Kinan to go through life on his own without Nick by his side.
"Mas Nick," said Kinan
Nick turned his head, both he and Kinan both dropped his tears, Kinan was very happy to meet his lover before God called him.
Nick got up from his seat, and threw away his face.
His eyes continued to shed tears, pain to remember him first, when he had forgotten why even Kinan came back.
"Why did you send me here Kinan, I'm married and happy with my wife so please don't push us away" Nick said without looking at Kinan.
Kinan smiled then, drawing closer to Nick.
Now they both look out the window.
"I'll tell you a secret I never told you, and a reason why I went mas" Kinan said.
Kinan's tears escaped before he told her, as did Nick who had not thought of contacting Vani why he was late to come home.
"I still love you very much mas, my love for you is sincere and holy which insha Allah I will carry until I die" Kinan said.
Nick only smiled obliquely at Kinan's words, but he kept silent without comment. Nick waited as Kinan finished his story.
"I'm sorry I've come back in your life, maybe opened your old wounds, but at that time I was forced to do that because I love you so much, I wanted to see you succeed mas," kinan.
Again Nick just smiled obliquely, "It's Kinan, why there must be many reasons to cover your mistakes, but I also do not mind all that at this time, anyway, it was enough for me to suffer your loss back then" said Nick then glanced at the woman who was now beside him.
They are now silent and looking at each other, both Kinan and Nick are afraid of their own thoughts.
"Yes, now that we've met, tell me what you want so you want to meet me the person you dumped in the past" Nick said
"I...," Kinan had not yet answered Keira to come and embrace her.
"Mamaaaa," he shouted.
Kinan hugged Keira, though,
"I'd like to put our baby in, um,"