
zifa threw herself on her soft and wide bed, she spread out her hands.
"really a tired day.it was very tiring." he closed his eyes slowly and without realizing there were tears flowing down his cheeks.
"why should I cry." she immediately wiped away her tears.
"gue had guessed that if first love is not always beautiful in the end.I can not cry." he continued to wipe his cheeks that are getting wet in his tears.
"gue does not feel lost Dimas kok. I'm just disappointed. why Dimas lies I rich gini. and why Dimas just make me as a lover of his shadow alone." he continued talking to himself with tears that kept flowing by themselves.
tling.
"zifa why did you block me on WhatsApp? you why? what's up." a short message Dimas sent.
zifa read it and then she saw on her phone screen in the call log a lot of missed calls from Dimas.
"zifa, please tell me exactly what happened to you? why are you suddenly like this? I don't understand."
"zifa if I'm wrong I'm sorry, but please explain to me what's my fault? this morning we met you are still fine with me. why now you even cuekin I'm like gini!"
"zifa please reply to my SMS! or pick up my phone zifa. Please give me a chance to explain everything.what's wrong I'm zifa."
just now Zifa wanted to reply to a message from Dimas.an unknown number called zifa.
zifa hesitated to pick up the number, she let her phone ring until it stopped. and zifa re-typed a message to reply to Dimas' SMS. but again the unknown number called to zifa's phone.
finally, Zifa tried to press the green button on her phone screen and swipe it up.
"hello." said zifa with a sad voice because it held back tears that had not yet stopped flowing on her cheeks.
"what are you zifa?" a woman's voice from the phone.
"i am myself. Who is this? and what's the need?"
"i'm Shila, I'm Dimas' fiancee. I'm sorry to interrupt your time."
deg zifa suddenly felt very painful.again tears flowed rapidly.but zifa tried to stay calm and hear what Shila wanted from him.
"zifa"
"Dad..."
"are you really dating Dimas?"
zifa silently did not answer. Shila was silent waiting for Zifa's answer, but for too long he returned to ask the second question.
"zifa I heard you've been dating Dimas for 6 months is that true?"
zifa was still silently enduring the pain she was feeling. Dimas was his first love, but he did not expect that he would also feel the heartache and disappointment of his first love.
"zifa please answer me."
"yes I've been dating Dimas for 6 months."
"so you're the woman that was told about dimas. Dimas asked me to leave him because he's already in love with another woman, and you're the one?"
"Dimas doesn't really love me Shila. he just feels lonely because he's away from you. His fiance Dimas.so he makes me his shadow lover who only accompanies him when he feels lonely." this time the sound of zifa shook as it held back its cry.
Shila smiled behind her phone.
"you're right zifa. You're just her shadow lover. Then are you still related to Dimas?"
"no."
"good zifa. thanks because you have accompanied Dimas when he felt lonely because he had to be away from me. but tomorrow Dimas will not feel lonely anymore because I will come to pick him up back home because next month we will soon have our wedding."
"amin... thanks zifa has prayed for us. if you want to come please. but we got married in Padang. can you come there?"
"like it wasn't Shila. Sorry yes before, but the area was quite far away.and I didn't dare to go far."
"you don't papa I understand. thanks yes. if that's good rest. Again sorry to interrupt your break time. and call these nights."
"i'm not going to be Shila."
zifa threw her cell phone to hit the floor.she cried and smothered her face with a pillow so that the sound of her crying could not be heard outside the room and made her family worried.
"gue hates Lo Dimas.. I hate Lo!!!"
"Lo can't play with my feelings like this."
"Lo stupid zifa... stupid.... why Lo can give love Lo Sama men like Dimas.and why Lo can easily with the seduction Dimas."
"gue hates Lo Dimas..."
zifa cried incessantly until she fell asleep with tears still soaking her white cheeks.
------------------------------------------------------------------------
"what's up, son?" Indri finally asked Karana he was caught off guard by seeing his son pacing around while trying to contact someone.
"zifa mah." Dimas approached Indri and leaned on his shoulder.
Dimas was very spoiled for his mother because only to him was he complaining. after his father died at the age of Dimas 5 years.
"zifa why? is he sick?" Indri sok put on an anxious face, even though in his little heart he smiled widely because he already knew what was going on.
"zifa blocked me on WhatsApp. trus he also did not bales SMS me. trus tdi I Try to call the number busy. afterwards I try again even not active. I'm confused as to why zifa."
"you're patient, son, you actually want to say something to you, but you have to believe it and don't be angry, son."
Dimas lifted his head from Indri's shoulder and looked at Indri seriously.
"what mah? what's up?"
"tadi mamah loi zifa in the same store men"
"check.. geez mah. itumah Dimas also often see zifa same men he was working in the same rich store Dimas must have a male customer. just as rich Dimas also sometimes likes there are only female customers." Dimas grunted in annoyance.
"Dimas.. mamah means not a buyer. but this is a man who behaves romantically as he wants. see the picture if you do not believe." Indri handed over his phone.
"sorry before is not mamah want to interfere with your relationship and zifa, but mamah just do not want you to be hurt same zifa son."
Dimas was shocked to not believe what he saw.zifa was sitting with men even they laughed together. and in the photo is also there when the man gave a small box and Zifa received it with a happy face.
"it's not possible that zifa is like gini. Akau knows that zifa is not the type of girl who easily mingles with men."
"he's mamah also think so. but maybe zifa is interested in this man. try you pay attention to his appearance. he's very Soleh with a peci on his head. and the holster he wears."
Dimas was disappointed with what he saw and was increasingly disappointed because what Indri said was very convincing.
Dimas left Indri for his room.
"it's impossible zifa kayak gini. I know that zifa can't betray me."
Dimas again tried to contact zifa but still could not. because the number is not active.
drrrttttt cell phone Dimas vibrated long sign there was a call in. he had a smile but immediately back pouting because on the screen of his phone is listed Number that is not known but familiar to him.
SERIATE.......