Blind Girl Waiter
Chapter 40 - As Mr. Ryan

"Please calm down, if you don't want to see me as Ryan, I'll be right next to you as Erlan" Ryan said.

And somehow, the sentence instantly made Alika's father feel tight. Very sad, like being able to feel the same sadness from the soft voice.

Alika closed her eyes again, returning to life in her dark world like yesterday. Erlan's embrace could be clearly felt.

Very warm, his heart can not be deceived, this is the embrace of his man, his lover, Erlan.

But really, thinking of him as Mr. Ryan feels so difficult.

They are like returning to being strangers. Alika seemed to have to re-introduce herself properly.

Aditama Ryan.

Astaghfirullahal Azim, Inner Alika. It is hard to make two people one.

Alika can't. He opened his eyes and saw the real world.

"I'm not Ryan, I'm Erlan" Ryan said again because Alika was silent. While she continued to hug, not wanting to let go of Alika before this girl accepted her existence.

Really, Ryan didn't want to leave, he didn't want to be asked to stay away.

"Aren't we agreed to get married soon? do I have to turn it into an order?" ask Ryan again.

While Alika increasingly powerless to open the voice.

"I'm Erlan Alika, I'm Erlan, "please Ryan.

And hearing that desperate voice, Alika became sad herself.

Slowly Alika pushed Erlan's chest away, the gentle movement was followed by Ryan.

The man let go of his embrace and sat on the edge of the bed, making the two of them so stare at each other clearly.

The deg!

This is the face of the CEO. Boss was cold with all his horrible attitude.

Alika hurriedly looked down. Then look at the ring that is coiled on the ring finger of the two of them.

Couple's ring.

O Allah. Inner Alika again, she became more innate. His mouth could not open his voice, confused what to say.

"Al, you're not gonna ask me to leave, are you?" ask Ryan.

Alika fell silent.

Alika hurriedly shook her head when she heard the remark, she was sure Erlan would not mess with her words.

Erlan would have gone straight for the mask if he had.

"Call my name, I'm Erlan" Ryan said. It was really not a problem for him Alika wanted to call what, the important thing is that they still continued together like this.

And Alika again shook her head when she heard that sentence.

"Give me a little time" said Alika nervously, speaking between fear and anxiety.

Still can only assume this man in front of him is Mr. Ryan. Not Erlan.

Hearing Alika who spoke so formally, made Ryan feel even more disappointed, sad that made his chest tight.

But Ryan was completely silent, giving Alika as much time as she needed to be able to accept all this.

Amongst her raging thoughts, Alika kept her head down.

Remembering the truth he heard last night, about how suddenly Mr. Ryan introduced himself as Erlan.

All the memories they shared.

About the plan they both made.

About hugs and tight grips

About kissing until exchanging saliva.

Oh my God, Alika can't forget all that. It's been an important part of his life.

But making Mr. Ryan into Erlan would only make him the most selfish human being.

Alika must be able to accept that Erlan is Ryan's sir.

Slowly, Alika raised her face. Brave to return the CEO's gaze.

Alika's mouth began to open, moving confusedly wanting to talk.

"What's? what did you conclude?" ask Ryan.

Alika was biting her own lower lip, really at this moment she was very nervous and scared.

"Sa-I'm not going to ask you to go, ta-but I'm going to think of you as Mr. Ryan." dropped Alika, after saying that her breath was breathless.

Afraid to make his heart beat.