Blue Sky
Chapter 35
🍁🍁Let me engrave your name in my heart, Although we cannot be together, let your name remain eternal in my heart.🍁🍁
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“I'm happy, because in the end, I can spend this day with you. I'm happy because you're the last person I see. A—aku, I do not want to make father and mother sad when releasing my departure. That's why I want to go with you. Forgive me Sky, forgive me if I am selfish, forgive me if I hurt you and make you cry, I love you, I love you, I—“
“Blue, I beg you, don't talk anymore, we go to the hospital now well,” persuade the Sky yet Blue continues to shake his head strongly.
Blue has asked to move. Both of them equally lay themselves on a long bench made of bamboo, staring at each other towards the blue sky so bright. Blue continued to clasp the hand of Heaven, forbidding that the man would not stare at her. Blue does not want to look pathetic, he just wants to enjoy the beauty of the sky with his lover.
“Sky, you haven't promised me, you—“
“I can't, I can't make such ridiculous promises. How a bus I'm happy without you, I can't Blue!” she nodded slowly until she shed tears.
“You don't love me Lang?” Blue stared to the side, where he could see the face of Heaven which was already very frustrated because it could not persuade him.
“Just because I love you, I want you to heal, I want—“
“In fact my time is up Lang, God has been so good giving me this long until I can meet you again. And I—“ Blue again sighed her heavy, “I'm tired, let me rest.”
"Don't make the blue sky I always dreamed of gray. Please, even if I don't exist, don't turn the clear sky dark. Although Blue is gone, but you will get a rainbow that will be much more beautiful."
“That must be strong is you dear, you must be strong. You have to survive, you can definitely fight it, you can.” reply Sky increasingly dislike the word Blue, "The sky does not need a rainbow, he only needs one color, namely Blue. Because rainbows have to come after a storm, and I don't want that storm. I beg you, hold on, there I will always accompany you, we can be together, we—"
“Lang .. “ Blue voice is getting smoother, the hand that originally touched the face of the Sky has now fallen, his eyes are still staring at each other, he said, and a smile still rises on the face of Blue who is so auspicious even though pale.
“I love you,” murmured blue stammering and almost inaudible, until finally he really closed his eyes.
The sky immediately closed his eyes firmly, his tears increasingly rushing down his face. He sat up beside Blue, raised his head, and he put it on his thigh.
"I'm not ready yet, I can't accept this. Why—" The sky grew sobbing, he tried to dampen his cries, taking in as deep a breath as possible and releasing his slowly.
Ready not ready, inevitably, in fact now their destiny is different. It would be very evil if he held Blue even more.
“Rest, rest easy. I'm sorry if I keep burdening you, I'm sorry to keep blocking your way. Hopefully—“ Again Sky stopped his speech because his chest felt so tight.
“I, will try to be happy.But I can't promise not to cry for you, I'm sorry, because it's so hard for me. I'm not as strong as you imagine,” muttered Sky sobbed and increasingly tightened his embrace on Blue's head.
“I should what now hem? I have to how?” asked Sky in between his sobs, his hands increasingly vibrate when his phone connection has been cut off.
Without Blue knowing, that since they came to the Garden of Flowers, Sky had already made a phone call with Nathan. Of course it is to be on guard if something happens with Blue, Sky does not need to run or scream calling family and medical assistance for Blue.
“Why is our time so short, I haven't been able to please you, why should it be this fast? Why do you have to leave so soon. Wounds that you have treated, why now you scratch again, why hiks hiks.”