Born Again in a New Body
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Dira heard what was in Raka's mind. And that makes him a little distracted. Does he really love Alvin?. He thinks all of that is not true.
Dira only does all that because of caring for others. He just doesn't like to see someone who's so demeaning himself by asking the wrong person for love.
" No. I don't love him. It won't.... I must remember my purpose. Love is not my first priority. So it can't happen."
Dira was a little dreamy when he heard the contents of Raka's mind. And that made Raka look at Dira in wonder. Because Dira arrived silent while in conversation.
" Ra.. are you kenpa? what is troubling your mind Ra? "
" No, brother, I'm just thinking about my real father.."
" Are you going to see her again? "
" What should? "
" Dira, if you are not ready, you can wait until you are ready. But you can't stay away forever. Because he must have realized you were his son. "
" Haaahhh I don't know brother. "
" What are you afraid of? What mother are you afraid of or who? "
" My mother is dead"
Dira's words made Raka look at him deeply. Raka had yet to understand what Dira was worried about at the moment.
" R..Did your father not want you? "
" Not brother... "
Dira confused explaining it to his brother. What he fears and why he is not ready to face it.
" If you don't explain to your sister, about that, how can you know what you're afraid of. "
The easiest answer right now for Dira is that.
"Where do you know he's your father? "
This question is very difficult Dira answered.She was confused looking for answers because suddenly her brain was deadlocked. So Dira immediately complained of pain.
" Aduuuuhhh... "
" Hey... Why are you? what's that hurting?"
Raka immediately panicked to see Dira in pain. Alvin is too. Because right now Dira's face is indeed very painful.
" Are you sick because you haven't eaten yet? "
Alvin's question made Raka aware that it could be because Dira was sick. He went straight to the kitchen and wanted to make a sweet drink first for Dira.
With that, the pain of Dira will be reduced. As for Dira, she felt saved from the question of trapping Raka.
Because there was no way he could say that he could read other people's minds.
It would probably be trusted by Raka because she was with A Ying for a long time. Not with Alvin. Alvin would probably think Dira was lying and he wouldn't believe it.
So for now he better hide his advantages. Do not attract the attention of others because of it.
" Dira. If it's better, you can just eat porridge. I'm making porridge for you right now. So like not liking, you have to eat that later. "
Raka's attention as it is now, makes Dira feel very loved by Raka. He felt Raka was indeed the dream sister for him.
As for Alvin, he felt uncomfortable with what Raka did to Dira. There was a strange feeling that Alvin was feeling right now.
" What's going on? why do I have this feeling right now with Dira? I shouldn't have had more feelings for him. "