BosQ Heart Attractors
S2: Doubt

For some reason she hesitated for her relationship, not to blame if she doubted the same. He should know that if he expects others to feel pain, this is what he feels. Waiting for someone to come to propose to her and that person to come for the seriousness of their relationship, the moment the hope disappears when someone comes when he is comfortable with everything.

The woman's hand pulled the small closet that there is a book that is always with her, this book is the story of her love. From the first moment he met Alaska until he was met with Bara the same Rose, and suddenly the man came when the happiness he seemed to be lost instantly.

The doubt that is in my heart makes me realize that you are not for me, I am only a barrier between you. I just realized that your relationship is getting closer even though you are separated by distance and meet again when that time has come.

You are the second man I love besides my father, let alone you dare to come see my father for your seriousness. Maybe I was wrong to love you too deeply and expect you as if you were a match for me.

You are the greatest man who taught me about patience, sincerity and about the time that always kept me waiting. It is time for me to step back as I do not want to disturb your relationship let alone be among you. Thanks to all of Alaska, for teaching me so many things.

Keysa stopped writing and closed the book again, staring at their photo album together. She smiled bitterly as expectations could not come true, she closed the photo and kept the book in the closet.

He went from the chair to the bed, tonight he wanted to rest and forget about the problems he had. He hoped that the morning would be as bright as his feelings.

Keysa did not know that Alaska was following him, when the woman got out of the house and took her car she immediately followed the direction of the car. The car did not go to work but to a house that for him was very simple, he wondered about the house and came out a middle-aged woman whose age was already vulnerable.

"Grandma how are you?" keysa asked leading the middle-aged woman inside, the woman only smiled as young women like Keysa thought of her.

"Grandmother will always be fine when you're healthy, how will your father be if he's okay." the grandmother looked at Keysa as she reached the edge of the bed, Keysa nodded and looked out the window.

Keysa stood up and walked to the window, where he saw a car he knew. The car was an Alaskan car, a car he did not see again at the time of the incident. What he can complain about, if he can give up, if he can end and bury his past memories together with Alaska.

His father and the man did not know that he wanted to break up, he did not want to be tied up in a relationship like this. Relationships that should be lived by lovers with the sincerity they have, but he gave up the same circumstances that do not always support him.

Keysa threw away his gaze and looked towards the middle-aged woman who was peeling the fruit, she helped the grandmother make the grandmother smile kindly.

"Grandmother I said yes, if there is a time I will come again" Keysa said to make the woman agree, she looked at the grandmother as she wanted to part ways and continued her legs towards the well-parked car.

The car that Keysa was driving on made Alaska follow the car, when the car was lost when it was blocked by other cars. He stopped when he couldn't find Keysa's car, he didn't know where it was.

"Lunchtime I want to see you, I want to talk to you about our relationship" he finished sending the message to make Alaska look at his phone and reply to a message from his girlfriend.

Time had shown at half twelve and he immediately rushed to meet Alaska, even the man had arrived earlier than himself. The woman was silent as Alaska gave a smile and Keysa called the waiter to order food.

"You tumben ngajak me out usually I'm the one who always ngajak you, what important thing until you meet me." Alaska looked at Keysa when she was silent, she was confused about where to talk and she smiled as the waiter ushered in her order.

"What do you want? Or maybe you want me to speed up the time for us to get married, then I'll prepare everything for you." Alaska was enthusiastic when Keysa wanted to accelerate the relationship, but Keysa has not said anything even Alaska has concluded that he wants to get married.

"You've found someone you've been waiting for, you've told me that you're waiting for someone you love and that woman has come. I know your relationship is not just a little friend but a feeling of liking, I know that you have the same feelings of Agatha because I know that you haven't completely forgotten that woman." Keysa turned to take the cup that he should be drinking instead he played the cup.

Alaska was still waiting for Keysa's speech and the woman was staring at Alaska. "I want to end our relationship, I want to back off with your engagement because I know that you've found the woman you've been waiting for. If you don't have anything you want to talk about, I'll go, "Keysa's hand was held back when a hand touched her.

He doesn't talk and instead he tries to let go of Alaska's hand, the man is silent when he sees Keysa is gone.

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"Why did you break up like this Keysa did you not know that I had forgotten Agatha, when you were present in my life you had given the color let alone you managed to forget the image of Agatha." inner Alaska who still pay attention to the photo Keysa in the gallery of his phone.

Somehow when Keysa said it made him sick, he hated the fact that it happened he hated being left behind by someone the second time.

It is so painful to say the most bitter reality, the reality that cannot be returned. He had already decided to forget Alaska he kept a photo of his memories with Alaska, and kept it in a box that would be stored forever.

Eliot who saw his daughter's room slightly open he went straight in, there he saw his daughter was packing things he was going to bring. He will decide to go to continue his ideals, he does not want to interfere with his future let alone remember his memories together with Alaska.

"Are you sure of your decision," Keysa's gaze turned to his father and he stopped his activities as his father sat opposite him.

"Father will always support your decision, whatever your decision you will accept. You're pretty sure of everything" the last one made Keysa speechless, he wasn't completely sure of everything but he believed everything would be fine.

"Yes my father, I'm sure" Keysa's hand always held Eliot's and kissed the back of the hand, the hand that always supported her and provided protection when she needed it.

Eliot wastes his rough breathing he is not willing his daughter to leave him, let alone his daughter who always makes herself excited. At first Keysa wanted to invite his father to come along but his father refused him he said he wanted to stay here and always waited for him to come home.

Keysa who saw her father shed tears instantly wiped away those tears, she was unwilling to give the tears of sorrow all she wanted were tears of happiness. "Dad don't be sad if dad is sad later I'm not calm there, I'll always tell dad whenever it is even though I'm busy I will give a message to dad." Eliot nodded and he kissed his daughter's forehead and drove her to the door, carrying Keysa's suitcase.

"Dad take care of yourself, yeah, I'll be back soon. I'm waiting for Keysa to come home, yes" Keysa said, making Eliot nod, Keysa waved his hand as he was in the taxi and the taxi left slowly.

"Dad is sure you'll be fine, dad will always be waiting for you to come home." Eliot's mind immediately rushed to enter.

From today he will leave behind the memories he had, the memories with his father and also the memories with the man. He hoped that if the man was happy as his choice, he was happy to have met a man like Alaska who taught him many things that he could not get from the man.