
Being a competent woman is an impressive quality that most women want, not least I actually feel capable enough to do everything, be it a job, be it a job, or any other side of my life. I should be proud that not everyone has this impressive quality, but the reality I feel is far from it.
My toughness sometimes becomes a stumbling block in a love relationship, as I am dealing with right now. I was forced to suppress my quality to the maximum lower limit in order to match the ego of the man who is now my lover.
I again a few boarding rooms when my boyfriend came with a bent face, I was the one who told him to come here. But do not need to put a face bete also times, am I also just as tired with him.
I did not say hello, just to sit and play mobile phone. Her boyfriend used to be a cake called, we have three weeks can not spend time together because both are busy. If it is not me who is more concerned and initiative to act, this relationship must be bland over time.
Too bad, we dated for a while. From the time of college in Jogjakarta until this year has stepped on 7 years, if the time period can be made home loans may already be paid off from yesterday-yesterday. I was willing to throw away the opportunity to work in government to follow him a career in Jakarta, I should have become PNS Kemenkumhan with the placement of Sopeng Kalimatan, who was not, finally, he enrolled in one of the same private companies, the office where we work now.
I was willing to do everything for him from zero, until the blessing of both parents I just ignored. They actually do not like the behavior of my boyfriend who likes to dictate and regulate his son's life. But I'm okay, I accept the good and bad he's so much my love for this guy. "Have you eaten?"
No answer, it seems that whatever is being aired on the phone screen is much more interesting than the girl who has been faithful to accompany him for many years.
"Do you want me to?"
"Later on." The answer is short, without distracting from the gadget.
"You don't hear gossip in the office?" although arrogant but I want to look like a fun and cheerful figure. "There are girls berserk in the lobby to make security overwhelmed, he said the famous model but I forgot his name."
"It doesn't matter."
I sighed and continued to sweep the floor, it was about my fault where until she acted cold like this. No pity if I see me coming here alone, and only he can count on. I don't have anyone here but him, the guy I'm hanging on to the future with.
My expectations are sky high, although I often doubt this relationship but I never lower my expectations of him, because I still believe he is the best.
"When do we go to Cikarang? I miss the same Umik." My boyfriend's parents only live his mother, we often call but lately I rarely play there. My girlfriend who objected that I visited her mother's house without her company.
"Dant."
"Why are you so sniffy?"
"You feel a lot of times." I swear he changed a lot.
I throw the broom away in annoyance. "Can't you just put it down and have a good chat with me?"
"Hm." I'm not at all tempted, I'm like talking about a wall.
"Raffa!"
Finally he looked up even with an angry look. "Couldn't you, don't you tell me to come here, I also have my own important business? It's so sweet to be a girl!"
"Lo said I was spoiled?" I don't accept. When do I try to trouble him, even the opposite exists.
"Not only spoiled but also ngrepotin."
"What's wrong with you?" I can't stand it anymore, I want to explode. "Raffa, answer me! There must be a reason why you're evil gini same me?"
Raffa pocketed his phone and stood up. "Lo got another promotion, right? How come I'm not telling the same story?"
"Oh that." I did deliberately not tell you because I did not feel good myself. Raffa is more ambitious to follow the promotion assessment, but instead I can be promoted first. I've been up grade twice while he's still there, if only he wanted to be mutated in the procurement and purchasing section or marketing and distribution which requires the staff in it to work extra in the field and capture as many consumers as possible, I'm sure his career will go faster. But unfortunately, Raffa does not want to hear advice from me because he is a typical employee who does not like to take risks and put forward comfort in work. "Gue already wanted a story but your face continues, I'm afraid you're angry like before."
I am a girl who dares to move divisions and try out many fields before I finally placed in the legal division such as the field of science that I pursue, Raffa aja who cemen but likes not self-conscious.
"Do you know why I'm angry?" the hardic.
"It's not my fault, dog!" I shouted back. My efforts and sacrifices were not considered, he cornered me for things that happened against my will. "Lo ask yourself to your boss why not elo who passed the selection, do not I continue to press!"
Raffa who did not accept my dog-wanted, back berated me and slammed all the items that can be achieved. No exception my broom that ended up broken in two.
"You want what the hell? Do you want me to refuse that promotion? You want me to ngadep Bu Wita to lower my position as a staff again?" i'm frustrated. "Did I resign to let you grin? That's what you want? Let me not trample on your self-esteem as a man. Lo weak. Raf. So scared of going out with girls!"
"Dissapper!" after pushing me aside violently, he passed by without apologizing.
"Raffa!" I chased him to the parking lot, but he ignored my whining and chose to keep going with his montor.
If I hold it in then I'll look more pathetic, so I just let him pass and leave me in grief. I never feel this way to be a woman, less bucini am I the same as him? Less victim of what feelings? I'm like a girlfriend who doesn't have any price.
I just bengong there until then temen kosan next to my nyamperin room, he pat my back and say. "Let's eat yuk, I'll treat."
I looked up and found him smiling, Gwen Sinaga the batak girl who had a voice as loud as a toa but soft-hearted. He must have been horrifying when I was fussing with my girlfriend.
"Yuk." I agree to his invitation, it just so happens that he also has an office with me and Raffa. These costs are not how far from where we work, if you want to walk can also, but you have to want to dry and boring first.
"You broke up, huh?" gwen asked while walking sideways with me.
"No, really."
"Seru really fight, kirain will be the end."
"Don't dong, have you dated seven years of break-up?" I still want to work on this relationship, because I have no choice.
Gwen muter eyes. "Yes, it's up to you to go through. I just want to tell you one thing, your boyfriend is a toxic guy. He's the one who failed the assessment, but he's somebody else's guilty, tai man."
"But I love him."
"I'm sorry I told you." Gwen gedek-eyed. "If you want to see a little, actually a lot of guys are better than Raffa, so your eyes are blind to love."
I don't take care of Gwen's bad talk. "
"Jomblo from birth mah free, only know the theory of doang but zonk practice." Gwen grin.
I laugh back while holding his arm, the place we are facing is close to staying one more turn.
We decided to eat at a subscription fried rice stall, while waiting for the order to come Gwen told me. "Bu Yuli is born."
"Who's Bu Yuli?"
"Secretary CEO, the guy's wearing the hijab" Gwen said.
"Don't know me." I put my shoulder out.
"Bu Wita's looking for something in return, but she won't recruit new people." Gwen, one of the staff in the HRD division, knew first if there were empty seats that needed to be filled.
"That's right, I agree. Mentraining a new child also takes time," I agree.
"Bian had a fuss asking immediately to find a replacement secretary, he to threaten suicide all if not immediately followed." Gwen ngakk. "There's just a little melehoy."
"When else he can work alone with Mr. Boss, right by him who is handsome-looking that?" Gwen is the most advanced in the matter of materials.
"Gossip aja lo, yuk yuk eat." coincidentally our order has also come, it turns out the same fuss girlfriend makes laper as well huh.
***
Actually I faced the head of HRD for signature asessment, but instead ended up I got apes. "It's not me, ma'am. Give the opportunity to others."
When I was just about to rise to become a supervisor in the legal department, I was suddenly transferred to be a substitute secretary. I am not pleased because I am a law graduate and not a secretarial graduate, but why I was sent to the top floor.
Anyway I have to protest before my assignment letter goes down, I also have to think about Raffa's feelings as well. I go up grade he's raging, especially if I'm the right hand of the CEO.
"Just for a while, Kenes. Until Yuli's mother returns from maternity leave." Bu Wita mentioned the name of Pak Bos's secretary who previously, he was rumored to have given birth to twins and the horrors of his presidency broke while still in the office. Suddenly, but I don't have to replace him either. The other secretary of the board of directors could not concurrently duties, or handle the work of Bu Yuli until the person returned from leave.
"That's only three months?" i'm ascertaining.
"We'll see you later, okay? I need to discuss with Ms. Yuli first and also ask Mr. Ken's opinion."
"It was Mr Ken himself who asked me to be his secretary?" I'm not curious, just want to understand the crazy idea of who until work I have to slam the steering wheel like this.
"No. I myself filed." Ms. Wita gave me an understanding smile.
"Why did you choose me?" I'm after the explanation.
"Because your work is fast and.galak." Bu Wita has worked for decades in this company, from his time the CEO was still held by Mr. Wisesa until now replaced by his eldest son.
I grunt my eyebrows. "Gallags? I'm not like that."
"Sorry is not fierce but firm, I think your personality is suitable to be the secretary of our CEO father. I wouldn't recommend you if you're a gentle temperament, you'll be yelled a little cry." Bu Wita turned out to have learned my character inside out, really a real HRD person. "You're still dating that tax kid, right?"
"Raffa? Still, Mom."
"good. That'll help you a lot when you're Mr. Ken's secretary."
I am confused, what is the correlation regarding the relationship of dating with my new position? But before I could question further, Ms. Wita had already ended our conversation. "For a while that's all I can say. You try it first, okay? There is no harm in learning anything else outside your current job desk. Who knows, you can be more developed and outperform your other colleagues. I'm sure you can, good luck ya Kenes."
I can't do anything but agree to this temporary assignment, hopefully three months is not long and I can go back to my cubicle on the ninth floor.
That day I was ordered to face Mr. Ken, his room was on a special floor of the board that I had never stepped on before. As soon as the elevator opened, I was immediately greeted with an impression of being powerful, powerful, and also representable.
It is on this floor that important company decisions are made. Expensive carpets and luxurious interiors are common.
The company has many business lines, ranging from hospitality networks, to retail and manufacturing. It was founded in 1967 by one of the new order officials who later bequeathed it to his son and grandson. According to the news of the funding from the results of corruption at that time, but it has not been discussed. In addition to fear of being sniffed, I also talk about people who have died.
The octopus of the Wisesa family business is long. Through the Wisesa Kentana Group flag, the conglomerate business group also has several factories that oversee the production of instant food and beverages. Not only that their family also has a property business that covers many areas in Indonesia, such as hotels, apartments, convention centers, and including several star hotels. Outside the family business, Ken Daru Wisesa also pioneered the entertainment business with some of his business friends. He owns a number of restaurants, nightclubs, and holds licenses from several famous Bars.
The secretary desk that is outside the room in an empty condition, of course because I will later occupy. I knocked on the door but since there was no answer, I pulled the handle and opened it slowly.
From here alone I can smell the smells of wealth, both from the layout and the furniture looks so elegant. In the middle of the room there is a large black table with a white list, its position is right opposite the entrance.
But I didn't find anyone there, there was a suit hanging on the chair but the owner...
"What about you, anyway? Squirt it all in my face!"
I was surprised when I heard the sound, it turns out on the right side there is a row of guest sofas where two male figures are doing something that I do not know. One person sat leaning back while raising his head, while his partner bowed right above him.
For sure I would have thought things through, had I not seen a small bottle of eye drops in the hands of a standing man. "Ehm sorry?" it would be weird if I just hung out there.
The two turned their heads simultaneously, and as soon as they saw me at the door, the man sitting on the sofa immediately got rid of the other man. "Side, your breath stinks of jigong."
"Not yet, Boss."
"Tell him." the guy called the boss accused me. "You're my new secretary, right?"
"Yes, sir." I replied nervously, surely Ms. Wita had called Mr. Ken to announce my arrival.
"here." Mr. Ken told me to come closer. "help you pop my eyes."
"Brother tell me?" I stepped carefully.
Mr. Ken's gaze examined me from top to bottom, his gaze halted for a long time while observing my short skirt. "You're good thigh."
I tilted my head to make sure I wasn't wrong. "What, Sir?"
"The cat is also okay, you're diligent in the gym?"
I shook my head. "Jogging only if you have a holiday."
"Nice." while continuing to look at me, Mr. Ken licked his lips. "Bian, give him the cure."
"Now, four drops each." sodor Bian who was the personal assistant of Mr. Boss.
I hesitated to accept it, but how I refused the boss's own orders. Finally I ventured to approach the man, I also stood right at Bian's place.
Mr. Ken looked up and opened his eyes wide, when I lowered our faces automatically so facing each other. In this close position, I can judge if this person really has a god spec face, aka handsome. His slightly dark skin and firm jaw shape add a masculine impression to him, also supported by a sharp gaze and thick lips that make him look more handsome. His body also exudes a strong and sexy aura, if not if you already have a boyfriend I must have been fascinated mampus on this person.
Once again Mr. Ken wet his lips. "Why haven't you been my secretary?"
"Not be flirty, boss. Later I report to the queen mother loh." seloron Bian replace me answer. "no office affairs, no filrting-filrting to the men, inget you in the monitor 7 times 24 hours."
Mr. Ken ignored Bian's rant and told me to start dripping in his eyes. "Don't be in a hurry, I love looking at your face."
If my brain is not sane, it must have been competing with the horrors of sweet speech. I lowered my head and slowly I dissolved the liquid so as not to spill anywhere. Bian also brought me tissue to remove the melt in the corner of Mr. Ken's eye. "Already, sir."
Both eyes are red, either due to infection or allergies. Why not just go to the doctor anyway, when the rich use stall drops?
"Thank you." His eyes were closed because the medicinal effect was painful. "I'm going to sleep for a while. You can go out, please discuss my schedule with Bian."
"Good, Sir. Excuse me." paging me before covering the door, it turns out Bian also followed behind me.
Poking my shoulder, he said. "I guess I should give you the same advice."
I'm looking. "What kind of surprise, brother?"
"Sst, outside of it." Bian hurriedly pushed me out, and only returned to speaking after closing the door. Apparently he doesn't want the Boss with our whispers. "Be careful, Mr. Boss, if you do not want to be put on the crocodile sultan denger well my talk."