
"Woman yesterday in your apartment, who was she?" Ask Felix. Friska was silent as she looked at Felix.
“What...she's your mother?" Felix asked again Friska turned her face away. Friska folded her legs up to her chest and then put her arms over her knees, smiling wryly, and saying.
"Yes, she's.my mother" This time Felix was silent. He felt guilty for looking at Friska's facial expression.
"Ah, m-sorry. I didn't mean to" Felix said. Friska smiled, "What's wrong. Just relax"
Felix just smiled awkwardly, then looked down again. Shut up for a moment, until Friska finally opened her voice again.
"Then my mom and dad got divorced. I never saw my mother again. Mom left, left me and dad. And I heard, mother remarried” said Friska.
Felix looked at Friska and Felix could see, implied sadness, disappointment, longing at the same time in Friska's eyes.
"Mom always gave me money. For my living expenses and my education. But you know what? That's not what I need from my mom"
Friska's eyes began to glaze over. Honestly, he wanted to do this since yesterday but he was confused about who to tell.
"I need her warm embrace and I need her attention. I need her affection. Not money, and as a form he still thinks I exist, but I need his attention. I need her presence beside me, that's all I need.”
Friska's tears started to flow. Bodo time he wants to be considered crybaby, he is no longer strong.
"I don't care if I don't have to go to school, as long as you keep watching me. I don't care if mom and dad are divorced, if mom keeps watching me or visiting me. But these? Even after the trial of his father and mother, he disappeared. He went far away and no longer saw me" Friska added.
For some reason, seeing Friska like this, Felix's heart slipped. Felix could not bear to see this stubborn girl crying and he leaned Friska's head to her shoulder, then rubbed Friska's arm gently and so Friska felt calmer.
Friska was surprised, of course, and Felix's response was unexpected. He thought Felix didn't hear his curses or even left.
Bamun, this man was actually acting beyond expectations. And you know what? Friska's heart is not healthy right now.
“Cry, if indeed it calms you down. Just tell me everything, if you think it can make you feel relieved. I'm here, will hear all your stories, friska." Feix said softly.
Friska was crying again. I don't know why Felix's words touched his heart. Friska again sobbed and blew it all away.
Friska nodded, then she spoke again. "And yesterday, when you came. My mother also came to my apartment. He apologized to me and confessed all his mistakes. And he wants, I go back to him and live with him again" Friska said.
"What's your answer then?"
Friska again sobbed and she leaned her head against Felix's shoulder, or Friska again cried, Felix rubbed Friska's arm gently.
"A.I... Y-you know? It's not that easy, I can take it back. W-How many years have I not been with her? W-How many years have I endured pain and longing for it? I-it's not easy.a-I miss her, n-however, it's hard. I can't” Friska explained as she sobbed in tears.
Felix lifted Friska's head from his shoulder and Friska was silent, until finally he was shocked again by Felix's behavior.
This time, Felix no longer provided backup for Hyerin. However, he gave a hug to Friska.
Yes Felix hugged the girl, complementing her as gently and warmly as possible. As if protecting Friska and calming her.
Friska was silent and her heart was beating fast, Friska heard that gurgling voice in Felix's chest.
"Friska." call Felix. Friska did not answer. He was confused and shocked at the same time.
“I know how you feel, I understand how you feel. It's just, let's think about Friska. Anyway she's your real mother. Who conceived and gave birth to you. Cared for you for 9 months. I know, you miss her, don't you?"
Friska was crying again. Felix's words struck his heart. "Whatever bad, she's still your mother Friska. You need her. You need her affection. He's getting married soon
Felix himself did not understand, why his feelings suddenly did not fall apart. His chest feels tight, his lungs feel narrowed. There was a little pain in his heart.
"Felix." call Friska suddenly
"Hm?" the two of them were silent for a moment, until Friska finally said.
“Do you want to accompany me to meet mom?"