Break The Secret's
17) Your feelings?

 “Hm, you deserve to be very surprised when

seeing me, so this is it... It feels like being lied to?!” I said as I passed

leave that room.

What's on my mind now?

Everything is mixed up! There are too many things happening today, starting from reality

Noir is my descendant and then it turns out he's dead and replaced by Dai, failed

got a hint to return to my age, also about Shui who turned out to be a stunt double sometimes

replacing Dai disguised as Noir.

I was confused as to why I

feeling chaotic, whereas it was a very trivial thing when Shui hid

identity from me. I'm angry, maybe for another reason, because I'm.

likes Noir! All I liked was Shui when he put on that mask.

 “I asked Mr. Dai coming to you again!”

Suddenly Shui's voice was clear

behind me.

I stood behind him, days have gone by

it was almost dark now and I unconsciously walked up to the side

where the trees stand.

 “Brequested Dai? Hmf, are you just obeying

words?” I asked with a little bit of a mockery.

 “Yes, only Mr. Dai!” Shui's answer was brief.  It doesn't make sense but I don't know why

feeling very upset.

 “Then you are willing to be enslaved by him?

Why did you get to that? don't you have a dream?” Ask me again without

turned saw.

 “I will be his sword and shield, a dream

Mr. Dai is my life's goal and there's nothing I'd want more of

compared to returning the favor to him!” Shui replied confidently.

I turned towards him looking at the light

the twilight sun that was almost gone hit her beautiful black hair.

 “What if you like someone or

does anyone like you?” I don't understand why I'm asking you that

it was stupid, but I wanted to know about Shui.

 “Simple,” Shui looked at me intensely

so it feels like I can know what he has in mind without saying.

 “If

I like someone, so I'll forget about it. And if someone

liking me.. That's none of my business!” Further.

 “Hmf... hahaha.. really yes.

like you it.. very..” I do not continue my words and only.

hang ones head.

Now I understand why my friends

at school, we always have trivial issues when it comes to people

what is liked, is confusing and wrong. Shui's time is still Noir,

she was so considerate and warm, but now she's acting like she's not

knowing me.

A few moments later I lifted up

my head slowly, wanting to know if Shui was still there looking at me, and he

I was still looking at me like before.

 “What's up? Why are you looking at me like that?”

Ask me to force a smile so that it is not too visible that I am in the middle

feeling upset and disappointed.

 “You... cry?” Ask Shui.

I was shocked and realized that there was

the water running down my cheeks, it's not like me, it's impossible for me to cry

because of something like this.

 “Did I hurt you? Why are you crying?”

Shui asked again. Now his gaze became anxious.

 “No, it's not because of you!” My answer.

 “Lantas why are you crying? Are you hurt?”

 “No, this is not because of something like

it's.. It's just that I've done something stupid.”

 “Stupid?”

 “Yes! For I have kindled fire, fire

then it was wiped out by my own tears! It's a pity Shui, even though I

likes you.” I said as I walked through Shui.

 “Oh yes, The weather is getting colder, you better

also quickly go inside. And please tell Dai, it's our morning

will be home to our own home.” My next.

I went back to see Fasa, he still

waiting for me at the same place. It seems that Fasa wanted to ask what he had

it happened but I don't want to talk about it at all right now, I'm just saying

on Phase to pack now.

.....

A few days later

The opera practice has been in operation since two years

days ago, but I had absolutely no interest in coming and asking

permission for reasons not feeling well. I haven't told Fasa either

about my silly love triangle story.

And since our intrusion into the palace,

there is a lot of news that talks about it. Some call this as

rebellion and so on, from that incident we from DieNeSs also grieved

because we lost our member, Jeihan.

 “News it again?” ask the Phase when we

we had breakfast at our tulip house. I nodded in response.

 “I feel sad when I remember Jeihan's pack,

even though it was a short meeting, we still have a mission

together!” Phases again.

 “My world here is more difficult, even though in

I was just an ordinary High School boy who was not too ignored by people...

including myself I have never felt anything like this!”

Ungkap.

 “By the way,” Phasa is sitting near me. “You

and Tn. How dai?” His question. I took a deep breath and shook my head

staring out the window.

 “Hey, why are you childish now?”

Annoyed Phase. “When I first met you, you were someone

what awe-inspiring with your calm and calculating attitude, words and

the way you deal with a question is also great. But why are you like now

this one? Just a boy who is pubescent!”

 “You forgot, huh? I was 17 and I was

was puberty. Fuck up! Why are you so rude, he said idolizing

DarkNight?!” I reply to Fasa's scolding.

In the middle of our obroan, suddenly

there was a knocking on the door. I walked towards the door lazily and

open slowly. How surprised I was to see Dai standing in front of the door

with an upset face.

 “Come out, I want to talk!” Say

curt.

 “I'm busy, sorry!!” Tukanku while closing

the door, but Dai held the door with his foot and immediately took my hand

then pulled me to his car.

 “You want to kidnap me?” I asked when he

pushed me into his car. He closed the door without answering

and take me away that I don't know where it's going.

 “Hey, don't-don't you have bad intentions huh?”

I asked full of suspicion.

 “I'm still sane enough to think clearly!”

Answer's simple.

 “So why?” Ask again.

 “I'll explain when it gets to its place.”

Dai drove his car at speed

real high. I chose to shut up and not ask again, hopefully not

something bad. Instantly Dai stopped when he arrived at the tunnel

dark, the tunnel wasn't too long.

 “Change your clothes, Fast!!” Pinta Dai with

the voice was slow but firm as she herself changed her clothes.

 “Dasar Crazy, have no shame ya you it!!!”

Ketusku because I vaguely see him only in shorts.

I didn't change my clothes and just

lining the pajamas I was wearing in a simple long dress and the outer one that Dai brought me. Dai

asked me to change my hairstyle and wear a Cartwheel hat with a big cup.

After that he pulled me back to

moving cars, not long after we got out of the tunnel

with a different style. I saw Dai wearing a shirt with a high neck collar

black complete with glasses and a dark gray fedora hat.

 “Vier, listen!” Finally Dai spoke as well.

“We'll go to safety now, don't get me wrong...

pretend we're dating!” His word.

 “Alright I won't demand you to explain

now, but later I want you to explain!” I said in tone

chilly.

Shortly after, we arrived at the park

play with a variety of rides, from the funny to the extreme. I

and Dai got out of the car, we walked side by side like lovers

who is dating.

 “In your opinion, which rides are suitable for

secret talks?” whispered Dai.

 “Hmmm... Maybe mill it!” I pointed

one of the wheel-shaped game rides. Dai nodded, we immediately

buy a ticket and wait to get there.

 “Alright, now it's just you and me. You

can tell me everything!” My love. Dai let out a long breath while taking off

his glasses.

 “Since yesterday we were staked out!” Dai.

 “Ma, you mean?” I'm confused.

 “People realized we never showed up

during the celebration ceremony, even more so some witnesses saw you and me move away

from the crowd just before the estimated time of the intrusion. Worse again...

we have no excuse or alibi to refute it!” Obviously Dai.

 “Augh... Shit!!” Umpatchem. “Urusan love

our triangle is not finished yet, why is there a problem!”

 “If it's about love triangles, anyway.

ignored! Actually Shui was also interested in you but he did not feel good to me.”

Dai said lightly.

 “You yourself how?” I just asked

just.

 “I? Hm... How, huh? I don't know.

confused yourself if you think of it!” Answer Dai.

 “Dai, actually.

we are as friends.. So if to go there... it feels a bit strange!”.

Ungkap.  Dai just smiled.

 “Stuck with Friend Zone, yes?!” Ledek.

I shifted closer to him then

leaning my head against Dai's broad shoulder casually, he looked surprised

with it.

 “I'm sure you're not Vier, I'll wait

until you tell me everything and... wait for us to get out of this Friend Zone!”  Dai folded his hands to his chest, and,

his gaze was straight looking at the atmosphere of the city from above this mill.

Well, the atmosphere is good, this is first

it was a time for me to ride a ride like this. My feelings are confused and confused

become calmer now. Although the current situation is complicated, I

try to calm myself down first and leave my mind blank.

 “Dai!” Call me.

 “Ya?” Slowly follow.

 “Is this a dream? Are you part of

my dream?” My toot. Dai was confused by my question.

 “Hm, what do you mean?” He asked back.

 “One day I fell asleep, then I woke up

as someone else, I was there for a long time and used to all the atmosphere.

that.. getting to know new people, adventure and so many events up to.

over time.. I feel my past is the dream!” My story.

Dai fell silent and said nothing

until we're done and get off the wheel. Next we walk

among many people still in a state of silence, what is wrong

my word?

When I was busy with my thoughts,

suddenly Dai asked me to stop, I turned to him. He pointed at

some well-dressed people were wandering around the crowd,

those people looked like they were looking for something.

 “They're scouts who followed us, but

as long as we're calm they won't know!” Dai.

 “Umm... It looks like your guess is wrong, buddy!” Mouthed

I saw a group of well-dressed people who had been by the side of the road

approaching quickly towards us.

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