Broken Angel'S [COMPLETED]
#13, BROKEN ANGEL'S

Don't Skip yes read it, Understand the meaning, Then you will get valuable lessons😊

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A few days after the incident where Sasha was expelled, Sasha completely disappeared and just kept quiet in her apartment, Only Reynald knows her whereabouts, But what Sasha hopes is that Reynald does not know, sasha can be alone.

"Gue knows you're awake" Reynald said, sitting on the sofa facing Sasha, who was lying down and covering herself with a blanket.

Sasha let out a tired sigh, This morning Reynald is already in his apartment. Sasha opened her blanket and looked at Reynald.

"Well, did you come here early in the morning?" Sasha asked annoyed with her hoarse voice.

"Ck, take a shower, I've bought breakfast" Instead of answering Sasha's question, Reynald instead told her to.

Again Sasha sighed, With her shuffling walking to the bathroom, Sasha spent 15 minutes taking a bath.

If Reynald could comfort him, he'd love to see Sasha's smile and even her laugh. But now, Sasha was shying away from everything.

Sasha came out of the bathroom with wet hair, she was already wearing her clothes in the bathroom.

"Here" Tell Reynald to pat him next to him, Sasha just complies.

After Sasha sat down, Reynald dried Sasha's hair using a towel.

"Eh" Sasha was about to grab her towel, but was held back by Reynald. Sasha sighed.

"It's so good to be alone in the apartment, I'm not doing anything else" Cibir Reynald. Sasha snorted annoyedly.

"Whispering" Ketus Sasha. Reynald looked at Sasha, and he grabbed Sasha by the head.

"Aww, Rey's Pain" Melas Sasha. Reynald chuckled small.

"Gue Tomorrow wants Social Service to the Orphanage" Reynald said, He put Sasha's towel just like that.

Sasha looked at Reynald confusedly.

"Follow" Pinta Sasha. Reynald frowned, he pushed softly on Sasha's forehead.

"That's not going anywhere" Cibir Reynald said. Sasha throttled her lips.

"Bosen tau" replied Sasha slowly. Reynald sighed, He realized the figure in front of him was a labile type.

"Are you sure you want to come?" Ask Reynald. Sasha nodded softly, It shouldn't be that she's behaving like this, a Coward who's running away from her own problems.

Indeed, usually ADLER Gang hold meatballs, Because they are different from other motorcycle gangs, Remember different.

Sasha leaned herself into Reynald's field chest.

"How do you know my Apart Password Code?" Ask Sasha slowly.

"Nothing is difficult for Reynald" Reynald replied arrogantly. Sasha rolled her eyes lazily.

"Ck, Arrogant Lo" Ketus Sasha. Reynald chuckled softly, Looking at the face of Kesal Sasha who he thought was adorable.

"The answer" said Sasha. Reynald looked at Sasha seriously, Sasha took it seriously.

"What a cepet" said Sasha impatiently.

"Gue's playing" Reynald replied casually. Sasha looked at Reynald with a grim face, she thought Reynald knew.

"Lo mah, Good luck can, It was already in Setting know if it was wrong 3 times can not open" Kesal Sasha.

"Gue was wrong twice, real last chance" Reynald replied casually. Sasha looked at Reynald's annoyance, so upset she snapped Reynald's head off.

"Ck, Kan is important" Ketus Reynald, Sasha sighed.

"The more here the more difficult, Wonderful" Gerutu Sasha slowly. Reynald chuckled softly.

"Out yuk" Take Reynald. Sasha shook her head firmly.

"Wouldn't" Sasha refused. Humans easily feel comfortable, That's what Sasha feels, Sasha is too comfortable with her own life even though sometimes a sense of loneliness envelops.

Reynald sighed, Always resisting when asked out, Does Sasha not feel saturated though.

"No need to do anything" replied Sasha slowly. Reynald breathed.

"Breakfast there" Tell Reynald. Sasha refused.

"Wouldn't" replied Sasha, Her appetite has been gone for a few days.

Reynald sighed, It has been hard these few days to persuade Sasha to eat.

"Eat or not come tomorrow?" Threat Reynald. Sasha nodded in lethargy.

"Iya-iya I have breakfast" replied Sasha. Reynald smiled faintly.

"Rey, you don't know where I am, do you?" Sasha asked still with her mouth full.

"Slow down first" Reynald said. Sasha pressed down on her food and looked at Reynald probing.

"Yes, I didn't tell you" Reynald replied.

Sasha heaved a sigh of relief, She still can't trust anyone else, Don't blame her, It's all a result of a cruel world to her.

The memories were very bitter, Even to heal his wounds was very difficult, Moreover to forget everything that had happened to him.

"Lo don't believe in Lo's best friend?" Reynald was confused. Sasha was silent for a moment, For this question Sasha might not be able to answer.

"Why?" Ask Reynald quietly. Sasha stopped her activity, she put her plate on the table, looking straight ahead.

"Humans have Rey's weaknesses. When all the people who matter in my life live I'm like, When Everyone thinks I'm just a little dust that must be cleaned, That's my weakness. But when they come again, it's not easy to give confidence a second time" explained Sasha at length.

Maintaining the trust of others is very necessary. If that trust has been broken, it will be very difficult to give back. It's sort of a second chance, but if it comes back it doesn't feel the same anymore.

"Nobody can be blamed for this, We both have mistakes, I'm selfish, They're selfish too. They want to get it back but I can't give it anymore either. All it takes is self-intropection" Sasha continued.

Reynald was silent, That's exactly what Sasha said. Everything is right, but if Sasha is more mature then it will be...

"My heart always refuses to be Rey's mature, 'cause... People who have never been appreciated, People who have never received affection, Even people who are considered as unlucky bearers by their own families, still can not take a more mature attitude to react to it, he said, Because as a child he never got guidance, fighting parents whose nature is also still immature is a difficult thing" explained Sasha again, Maybe this time he can convey everything.

Reynald was pensive, Sasha could actually be mature, but she could indeed be said to be selfish, In other words, Sasha wanted her parents to be more mature than her, That was the hidden intent of Sasha.

If Sasha was the one who was mature first, her parents would not learn from her mistakes, Here Sasha has made the right decision. Reynald did not know, if Sasha turned out to have different thoughts from others, even himself.

"Pardon the mistakes of others is important, but if the person cannot learn from his mistakes it is the same. I don't want to just forgive but I want them to be aware and learn. Good is not necessarily wise, but Wise is certainly good. A wise man has his own intentions in dealing with his problems" Sasha was relieved to be able to tell him everything.

Keep the trust of others, learn from mistakes. The second chance is different from the first. However, We cannot deny, Everyone has mistakes, Although Everyone deserves a second chance.

"Here, I'm also wrong, If I can forgive them that's easy, no matter how deep the hurt I'll easily forgive them because they're people I love, but... I refused to grow up and let them realize it, so that they can improve themselves when they are aware of their mistakes" I don't know, This time Sasha just wants to blow it all away, At least one person knows the truth.

"Fani?" Reynald asked puzzledly, Sasha sighed.

"Fani also never left Gue Rey, the only person I believed at that time was Grandma I. I'm sorry, If Virgo does not get caught by Gue, If I'm not careless that causes Mama's miscarriage. Regret in one's heart can become hateful when they lose faith, Because the human heart is weak" Sasha replied at length.

"When Fani, Diksi, My Family, Everything left me, that regret turned into hatred. Even self-loathing was justified back then, I was trapped in the darkness, The glimmer of hope left behind was just a wish" Sasha continued, If her tears were still there, then, Maybe Sasha will cry this time, but her tears have run out.

"That gave birth to the figure of Sasha frozen hearted and cruel, not even reluctant to kill people?" It was even more of a statement not a question.

Sasha nodded, confirming what Reynald said.

"Caca, it's actually a name I hate, but it's also a name given by someone who means a lot. Sasha is different from Caca. Weak Caca, Sloppy, cruel and cold Sasha."

"But why don't you want to be called Caca just like me?" Reynald was confused.

Sasha smiled faintly, If there is someone Sasha believes now is, Reynaldi Bagaskara.

"Lo can call me by that name now" Sasha replied calmly with a faint smile. Reynald gave a start, but a second later he smiled faintly.

"Share your sorrow, Angel" Reynald said softly, Sasha smiled faintly in response.

Trust, Hatred, Regret, even sincerity is in the human heart. Doubt makes everything hateful, but if we are sure, then that belief will kill the hatred.

If there is a curse in this world, it is a heart. A heart that cannot accept reality, and a Heart that cannot forgive, a Heart that is far from sincerity. It's all useless when there's 'Hate'.