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Heppy Reading, Good Reader)
Day by day Taehyung's condition was getting worse. All the motor nerves in his body slowly weakened.
Yonggi had decided to keep his sister 24 hours and chose to work from home. He did not hesitate to transport all his studio equipment to the house.
Namjoon and Seokjin thought he was crazy, but they could not ban their friends and friends.
Taehyung could only lie in bed, every time of every day.
Hoseok did not forget to take the time to look at his sister. Even painstakingly took care of Taehyung. Giving it up, bathing it, even helping in disposing of its feces without the slightest bit of disgust.
Yonggi had consulted with the doctor and ended up staying the same. Taehyung still does not. Isa healed. His only life support was the medicine and medical devices now attached to his body.
Taehyung was unable to eat properly anymore and had to have his neck fitted with a hose so that food could go directly into his body, Really Yonggi could not see his sister suffering more than that.
Yonggi could not let his sister suffer more pain than that, but he also could not let go of the only reason he had to keep fighting and living.
Yonggi is unable to live alone in a home that slowly begins to lose its warmth.
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Today Yonggi painstakingly washed the body of the younger brother who slowly began to take care.
With full gentleness Yonggi did because he was afraid if the younger brother felt uncomfortable.
The Taehyung that was needed gently could only silently stare silently at the silent Hyung.
He wanted to talk a lot with Hyung. He wanted to tell a lot with Hyung, but his lips were hard to work with.
He often suffocates when trying to open his voice. In the end he could only blink his eyes and occasionally say the word 'Hyung' to Yonggi.
"It's over, Tae.
Now go to sleep, Hyung will continue Hyung's work, we wait for Hoseok in a moment to be able to bribe you" said Yonggi who was winked twice by Taehyung
"H-hyun.. te-five-tie..."
Yonggi nodded, not forgetting that he stroked the brown mane of the younger brother who had already dabbled it.
"Mnn, Hyung came out first huh, not long anyway"
Yonggi rushed out of the room and immediately closed the door of the room immediately before his tears trickled down for the umpteenth time.
"I'm sorry Hyung Tae.
Really.. hiks.. forgive this useless Hyungmu.. Forgive Hyung.. Tae... hiks.." let it slowly sound in Taehyung's ear.
"Don't cry Hyung.
Taetae's fine, Taetae's fine"
Taehyung said in his heart
He did not want to cry and feel sorry for himself. He had to hold on as long as possible for his Yonggi Hyung.
That's all he can do. Although in the end he will die, at least he can buy time for his departure by surviving as much as possible.
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Yonggi looks like an undead now.
He overflowed his work two whole nights without rest. Only coffee and coffee always accompany him to keep him awake.
Taehyung occasionally glanced at Hyung who was not far from his bed. Make as many requests as possible for Hyung to always be healthy and quickly get a partner.
So that Yonggi will not be lonely if at any time he leaves her.
Yonggi is seen repeatedly massaging his temples, his head throbbing occasionally.
Maybe because he hadn't slept in two days that's why the pain in his body told him. Hoseok occasionally stopped by to check Taehyung's condition and did not forget to bring some food for Yonggi.
He knew very well that his best friend had never had a normal meal and always ate with origin. Enough Taehyung's sick, Yonggi don't.
It's been their suffering.
"Rest is Yoon.
Yonggi shook his head slowly.
"Now Hoseok-ah. It's gonna be over soon.
Namjoon's been waiting for my revision" he refused.
Hoseok Hanay could shake his head slowly.
Taehyung looked at Hoseok silently.
He looked at the young doctor who always treated him without feeling tired, even though he also had to go back and forth to the hospital to work.
"What's up Tae? You need anything?"
"Ti-dak H-hyunn's.."
"Baikla, Yonggi-ah, can you turn a few more for Taehyung. I think he was curious about the song you made" Yonggi looked at Hoseok and Taehyung alternately.
"All right"
Yonggi started playing some songs that he thought were suitable for his sister to listen to now.
Hoseok and Taehyung heard the song without the vocals, only instruments but very comfortable in their ears.
"What's Yoon's name?" ask Hoseok curiously
"Spring day"
"Do you like Tae?" Hoseok asked Taehyung for his opinion.
"S-s-u-ka..." Yonggi smiled at Taehyung's opinion.
Taehyung had always listened to the songs Yonggi had made. Because Taehyung's ears are quite sensitive, it helps Yonggi a lot in the process of making songs.
Yonggi is once again grateful to have Taehyung as his younger brother.
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"Yonggi-ah, seeing Taehyung's recent development, you must understand what I mean right?" hoseok's remarks made Yonggi stop his meal.
"I don't mean to make you give up on Taehyung, but Taehyung certainly knows that his body slowly can't keep up. It's been half a year since he lay like that"
Yonggi just shook his head. He doesn't try to ignore his negative thoughts.
"No Hoseok-ah, Taehyung's a strong boy. I knew he would stay" Yonggi denied Hoseok.
"Aren't you looking out for Taehyung, Yoon?"
"Then what about me? I Hanay can survive and continue to hope for his recovery. Even if it's impossible, at least let him stay here with me, Hoseok-ah.
I belom ready to lose her, the reason I live until now is just her" Hoseok was silent to hear the words of his best friend.
"Let it stay like this Hoseok-ah.
Let it stay the way it used to be, until I'm completely ready for Taehyung to leave"
"Until when? when will you be ready, Yoon?
To be honest I would love to keep Taehyung alive longer, but look at how his body is always going down. I don't want to be selfish Yoon.
I don't want to make Taehyung suffer more, I don't want to make him sick more than this Yoon. You're the hyunga, you should understand what I'm trying to talk about"
Hoseok tried to persuade the still stubborn Yonggi.
"No Hoseok-ah.
Although I know, even though I understand, Taehyung must have survived a little more for me, just like I did this for him".
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By,, See you in the next chapter 👋👋
*****Sorry Tepo*****